i'm currently at kelly's house now
waiting for her to be prepared . then
go my house then sleep awhile then go
peninsular then go paragon then maybe
off to thomson . hmmm ,, i'm so jealous
after reading so many of my fren's blog .
they've all found their happiness . wad's
left with me ? *laugh* we both used to
be so loving . loving that others will
jealous those kind . well ,, wadever .
but when we came to quarrel ,, others
will be afraid . i dunno wad happen between
us and i dun really wanna know . i just know
that he broke my heart . and seriously .
if u dun contact someone ,, how could u
have he/she's number ? fcuk-ed . anyway ,,
i can't be bothered to listen to his
explanation . and he always says : what did u
do in the past to make me trust u . BUT ...
he didn't think of himself too . i cannot forget
about xiaozhu's incident . sigh ~ although we're
not together . but when i ask him ,, why can't
he just tell me ? alright ,, maybe the problem
is we've got too much past and we treated each
other like fcuk in the past . mine was : jeremy tan ,,
timmy ,, rudi ,, jia he ,, dickson ,, andy ,, bikers .
his : bk ,, xiaozhu ,, yuru .
i know i did more mistakes than he did . but i
still forgave him and trust him cause i
know ppl do make mistake . but wad about him ?
he doesn't even trust me at all . hello ~
the word is TRUST ! argh ~ the more i
sae the more angry i am la . forget it .
let's let nature take its course . we're
still frens now and i won't bother to
go and check his account or phone or
wadever shit . why hand be so itchy and
make myself heartache right . i haven't been
given other guys my number till now and
i haven't contacted a single one of my last time
fren . because i dun wan them to think that
i got boyfren then never find them then no
boyfriend then go and find them . i wanna
let them know i'm not that sort of ppl .
sigh ~ ok ,, i guess that's about all
ba . i'm going to pierce smiley today . yay !!
*claps*

quarrelled and quarrelled again . haiyo .
anyway ,, i'm at gracey house now . lol .
kelly is here also . although she and ah
mel back together ,, but things dun
go so smooth for her too i guess ? i really
dun understand wad guys are thinking .
aiyoyo . tsk tsk tsk . hmmm ,, girls tell them
we want to be alone is want them to stay ma .
why ? why ? why must they really leave us
alone ? they dun understand la . so fcuk man .
but if they dun leave us alone ,, we would ask
them to go wor . so contradicting right . actually ,,
is it we girls are just so contradicting ? aiyo .
dunno wad to say la . wad ever . just wanted to
update because have been busy working .
lol . that's all . love is bullshit . it brings nothing
but heartache . dun wanna step into it again .

i went to meet him and pass him back the turtle .
then i dunno why i cannot control my temper and
i began to pack all the stuffs and put inside my bag .
and i sat outside his house burning all those things .
he throw his temper too and we began our big fight .
i went into his house and take more things . oh my ...
then we fight . then bleed because he threw the cup .
i accidentally threw away our ring . i wanted to keep
it de . but dunno why all mixed inside my bag and i
just threw it away . i searched and searched . i couldn't
find it . so paiseh la . search the bin . luckily when we fought ,,
grace came to my rescue . but he still beat me up .
that was the first time . of course i was sad . but i know
that was what i forced him de . sigh ~ i now know that
is not i hated him . it was just that i'm JEALOUS . ok ,,
i admit . dots * anyway ,, i'm sad . in the end . kelly and
baby came . i'm glad . but i still wasn't happy . sigh ~ they
already try to make me happy le . thanks . then i still
went to meet him in the end . and we promised to be frens .
we gou gou shou le . heh . but my heart still aches . OMG .
i dunno wad i wan la . my heart still wants to be with him .
but ... i know we couldn't make things out . and i rather to
be sad now than next time again . anyway ,, the wound is
already there . vanessa and grace is still happily with their
boyfriends and i'm happy for that . but things doesn't go so
smooth for kelly ,, me and baby . but i'm still glad we're frens . sigh ~
so if kelly and mel patch during weekend ,, so i'll left with nobody to meet .
then i'll go meet him and his frens . but if kelly and mel no patch ,,
i'll meet her then . (: ok ,, i miss my fren . PDF .

for those who would be reading my post ,, please add me in frenster and msn . (= sorry for the inconvenience caused .

kammygkx@hotmail.com

i am now so damn bloody angry with that someone can .
he deleted all my msn and frenster . luckily he didn't
delete away my blog . i'm so angry la . change my password .
fcuk . then deleted all of my guys contact list . then his leh ?
fcuk leh this kind of guy ! argh ! feel like giving him one tight slap .
why ? he can make girl frens ,, i can't ? well well ,, i shall show him
my power ! fcuk-ed up guy man ! see his msn jitao is dulan la !
wa ,, later going to delete all of his photos uh ! see le jiu dulan .
the more i see ,, the more i wanna beat him man !
wa ,, really is from love turn to hate lehh . power leh . fcuk it man .
have never been so angry before !!!!!!
hmph ~ sorry sherlyn that i didn't tell u wad happen .
i dun wanna talk about it anymore . anyway ,, it's over .
wa ,, i'm really damn angry now leh . can anybody just kill him ?
argh !!!!!! ccb ! mother fcuker . emo turtle ? emo lan uh ?!
i cursed him !!!! cursed him to have AIDS uh !
cursed him that nobody ever wants him anymore !
cursed him that he eat also will choke !
cursed him that he cross the road kena bang by car !
cursed him that he kena caught by police then sentenced forever !
cursed him walk also will drop into the drain fall down then die !
cursed him bu de hao shi jiu dui le !
cursed him cursed him cursed him !




ok ,, forget about that bloody idiot .
why get angry just because of one bloody idiot ?
he's not worth it la . he is nothing but one mother
fcuker ! an idiot is an idiot . cannot blame .
i shall delete him from my life from now onwards .
nobody is supposed to say his name from now onwards .
i'll get angry no matter who say .
i'm going to throw away everything that has got to do with him .
this includes the pig ,, the turtle and everything .
every single little thing that i see that will reminds of him ,,
i'll throw ! get it ! i dun care whether he likes it or not
because this is me !!!! maybe i'll return him the turtle
because that's his b'dae present but i'm gonna throw
away that dirty pig ! puke ~



actually wanted to go to peninsula de . then call anthony
he never pick up . i wanna pierce smiley .
ok ,, cool cool cool ~ i'm trying to make myself
cool down . i'm gonna do everything again .
frenster and everything . sigh ~ so troublesome la !
blame who ? that mother fcuker !

am at thomson now again .
lol . i just love their com la .
feel like bringing them back home . lol .
i know i cannot come here at night .
i only can come here in the morning .
therefore ,, i won't get to see him .
hmmm ,, i'm with grace now . she's playing
audition ! yay . i play till tired liao . lol .
hmmm ,, i broke up with him again .
this time is i say de break de .
dun ask why . i'm just lazy to explain .
now ppl ask about me and him ,,
i'll just say "zhe yang lorr " or change
topic . because i know wad they're going
to say . aiya . again . sure patch de la .
OMG ~ how are we going to last if this is
always going to happen . i'm tired le .
sigh ~ soooo tired can . i promise myself
not to ever be soft-hearted and go back
to him ? i dun really know . i need the
support from my frens . i hope they would .
anyway ,, i'll lead my life happily .
i'll show to him even without him ,,
i'll live happily too . but ... i still miss
him . suck-ed ! ok ,, stop it . this is so normal .
frens so there's nothing to worry about .
update again ! think later going tpy and meet
baby and slack ba . (=
i'm more than just fine .

currently at thomson now .
going to play audition .
so before i play audition ,, i
wanted to blog first if not
i won't have the time to blog . (:
went to sports day today .
the weather and everything
was fcuked up . so hot . and i should
buy the t-shirt xs instead of s .
so big la . hmph ! nvm .
then after sports day went to take
cab then went to ah dear's house .
then prepare le go eat KFC . heh .
then went to plaza sing . took
neo-print . (: then played rock fever .
then we came thomson . cause already
ten plus then ngee ann should be close le
then we didn't check the price of puma
jacket lorr . so sad . then just now the
pisang uncle call me . say my time for
work change . became thurs . means i
only work wed ,, thurs and sun .
actually is wed ,, fri and sun . uncle so
not fair la . dote on xiuwei so much
then all the long hours give to her .
fcuk sia . she wan to earn money ppl
dun wan meh . how can he lidat de .
jitao is bias lorr ! but nvm . since
i'm working with wanting and
weiping . heh heh heh . i wanna find
a new job first . i dun wanna help
that heartless freak to work anymore .
he dote on xiuwei so much then ask him
to call her work la if cannot find ppl to work .
why still call us man . she soooo good ma .
ok ,, dun say so much . scarly she read my
blog and thought i JEALOUS . please lorr .
i'm just not happy with how uncle
treat his employer . i simply just hate him la !

ok ,, school reopen already ! damn sians can .
same old thing . study study . homework homework .
argh ~ going to ki siao le la . think hao le .
if i fail my O this year ,, i'm going to work first .
then save money then together go take
private O with ah dear and maybe grace .
curious why ah dear ? cause me and him is
together again ! ahhha . i know u ppl would say
expected . so enough of it . if u ppl are going
to say that ,, save it . i've had enough of it . (:
friday is our sports day liao le . and i can't work
again . ): $54 fly away . BOO ~ some more our class
t-shirt got problem . eeeeyer . so not fair to my
brother winston la . know why brother ?
cause he has the same surname as mine . LOL .
but i know i can't blame roliah too .
she's also been stress designing our class t-shirt .
as u know . our class is so fussy la .
this cannot that cannot . oops . dun beat me uh . LOL .
and of course ,, i'm one of them la . =x
hmmm ,, ok la . update till here . i know
i keep saying i want to leave school . but after i leave
school ,, i know i'll miss my classmates .
sigh ~ but is the classmates not the school ok .
so ppl ,, if u have seen my post ,,
please do hold a gathering often ok .
i promise to be there uh ! haha .
and eh ,, kelly ,, remember we have to go bugis
walk walk lehs . u buy for ah mel ,,
i buy for turtle kks . heh .
hmmm ,, and uh . remember to design
me ,, vanessa and yours de t-shirt hors .
one month hors !!!! lalala~

went to meet grace and baby yesterday .
hmmm ,, after that kelly and amy came .
after watch finish hua yang shao niao shao nu
jiu went home . reached home around one plus to two lidat .
ok ,, i hate it when i get soooo emo at
night . and yes ,, i really didn't like it .
sigh ~
went to school today . suck-ed . i got really
angry and everything is pissing me off .
i used my phone during our break time at the
canteen at about 12:30 . and our school says that
we could only use our fone in the canteen only
at 01:30 . so ,, teacher confiscated my phone .
but shit them can . i'm having my break cause
i'm having lessons at 01:30 . they are just soooo
unreasonable la . and i know i couldn't argue
with them cause teachers are always right .
so ,, wait till friday ,, meet the parents session ,,
then i could take back my phone . darn .
and my classmate has a long hairstyle . so
that dm of that lj school ,, helped him to cut
it was ugly can . and he uses my phone to take it .
and it was inside the camera album . and yes yes ,,
i have a photo wearing school u smoking . and yes ,,
it would be shit if they went to touch my phone .
and i heard from vanessa says that the flat head
teacher says that he's not at fault . which means
even if i apologise ,, he wouldn't too right .
and he says that i would not get into the class
if i didn't apologise to him . as if i like to attend his class
like that la . i can always come in at recess time on
monday to skip his lesson then wed after a-maths go
home liao lo . then lidat no his lesson ma . lol .
so clever right me . but if i am force to no choice ,,
i'll just say "sorry la" and walk away . =D wicked wicked me .
but i just dun like the way my school handles thing .
i really wish to transfer school . but come to think of it ,,
wad for? it's only a few months left . i'm sure i can tolerate it .
and i can't wait to leave bowen . promise i wouldn't step into
it after i graduated . not even my favourite teacher die in school .
i'm not gonna step into BOWEN another step . that's it .
i hate BOWEN secondary school to the core and it is definitely a lj school .
ok ,, enough of my ranting . but after ranting ,, i feel
so much better . woo ~

PHOTOS PHOTOS of the past . (:

that was the cake for our valentine . and he was cutting it while i was waiting for it impatiently .

my cousin's dog . ain't she cute ?

my bdae present with editing .

that's w/o editing .

they are brothers la deh

How To Stand Strong .

and oh ,, he used to be such a wonderful bf for

the past few month . only until 03032007

thanks leh .

for me ,, a wonderful bf wouldn't told me

he think he needs to think about this

r/ship just because of a small matter .

anyway ,, i've already told him ,, that was the

last chance i'm giving him that time .

i seriously dun wan a r/ship that is sooooo

UNSTABLE .

that's how i feel now ? lol .


i wanna find someone who could always hold me and walk through ups and downs w/o leaving me .

2nd post of today .

lol . so fast huh . currently ,, two kind soul has

ask me out . one is sky and belle another one

is wayne . one is a couple and i dun wish to

disturb them but they say won't

another one is he know me ,, but i dunno him leh .

like weird weird lidat . later dunno wad to sae how?

hmmm ,, just not right leh . tsk ,, why i so troublesome

uh . got ppl ask me out also lidat . no ppl ask me out also lidat .

just anyhow grab one and go la . lol aiya , short short post jiu hao la .

ok ,, i've never ever woke up and feel so emptiness b4
and i tell u ,, this feeling suck-ed
but .. do u think i have a choice ? lol
anyway ,, i am currently rotting
at home . waiting for a kind soul
regardless of race ,, sex and be it a human
or ghost . just get me out of this house and
this shit . lol . how emo huh . poor me la .
that's all la . if i no go out ,, think i'll rot at
home or probably just go out alone and emo la .
lol

went to cine to find kel and mel

they was with amy ,, ah dai ,,

and two of their frens

actually plan to go rounding with them

that causes ah dai and amy to quarrel

sorry uh

but in the end we didn't go

after slacking at cine ,, amy went to find ah dai

then we went to cyber dome

the crapper ian? or aka wei quan was retarded can

then slack all the way then now then reached home le

he just DON'T want to go home

after much persuasion .. he then went home .

phew .

dunno really is it mel sway or wad

today so many couples quarrel la deh

all happen when meet mel .

lol . joking la

currently at home .

seeing two lovely couples at home slping ,,

hugging so tight la

then just now saw mel and kel

so sweet la

my god

this is my retribution la

promise not to do those sweet stuffs with

my next boy in front of my frens again

grrrr

i now know the pain huh

haha

that's all la . update soon . (:

2nd post of today .

ok ,, went to find my ex in the afternoon

then off to work

i burned my leg while working .

damn . so sway can

ok ,, curious about why ex ?

cause .. we broke up once again .

heh . dun ask me why cause u have to ask that bastard

tsk ,, i shouldn't have take pity on him last month

thus ,, causing me all this troubles and sadness .

of course ,, i have to look strong and cheerful on the outside

but i know how i feel deep inside

and furthermore ,, i dun like ppl to ask if i'm ok .

of course i would sae i'm ok la . correct ?

and it'll only cause me to sob more .

and wth ~ i shouldn't have took pity on him

that time . when he told me how much he need me and all .

and wadever shit he told me .

wad i am so important to him and that

he would change to be a good bf .

and wth . now ,, i took pity on myself .

i still have lots of stuffs to do now . changing of wallpaper ,,

taking back my stuffs from grace etc. etc .

if i didn't patch back with him ,, i would save the trouble ,, isn't it ?

and blame myself for neglecting my sis

and now ,, it's my retribution

i'm all alone when i needed them most .

how sad huh .

anyway ,, i'm soooo used to it .

now ,, i have to stand up once again

and i'm not taken aback to wad others says .

aiyo ,, again uh . sure patch back de la

my hell . and i will say won't de la

and they will say . listen to u say how many time liao

and of course this shall be the last post about him

and if i can do that ,, i'm sure there would be no problem to put him down

love? bullshit

i'm awaiting for the day when i can treat him like

how andrea and kelly treated their ex .

and i know if he came to me now ,, i would still forgive him .

and now ,, i would change to a cold-blooded animal .

i'm not gonna care about wad he says or feel anymore

i shouldn't have top my card and use the money to buy a new number instead

i shouldn't have let myself step into so deep when

i know this is going to happen

and once again ,, i'm gonna change my url and all

and once again ,, i'm SINGLE & AVAILABLE

anyone to date me out ? heh ~ =D

28th FEB' 2007

quarrelled with teacher in school

shi-at him la .

dun wish to elaborate .

more angry

then went to work .

after work ah dear came fetch me

then went to his house

then fell alseep .

then went home around one plus two lidat .

01st MARCH 2007

wow ,, so fast march already huh

one to two more weeks to my school holiday !

hmmm ,, went to an interview after school

it's about a show where we get to play with

zhang shao han and cao ge

we have to wear our school uniform

and of course ,, this will be shown on tv !

can u imagine ,, me wearing school u ,,

letting so many of my outside fren

saw me on the tv !!!

so ugly can . so me and kelly

straight away rejected la .

then went to work straight after that . (:

after work ,, same ,, went ah dear house

very tired but slept until twelve plus jiu wake up le .

02 MARCH 2007

went to school . nth much lorr

then went home . ah dear came .

then slack all the way at my house .

watch tv ,, play audition ,, eat then sleep

ah dear went home around two plus three as i was tired .

poor ah dear . couldn't get to sleep lately .

so worried for him la .

think am going to see a doctor .

ah dear found two holes on my hair !!!

think i'm going bald le huh .

haha . wad a joke .

maybe i'm too stress le la .

then mood swing .

i need to have a break in school !

and ,, i've been playing audition most of the time

when i'm online . so ,, sorry for the late update .

that's all ! (:

hmmm ,, have done nothing much the past few

so shall not update huh .

i seriously wanna drop my A-MATHS

those was actually my free period

and yet those freak maths teacher

took up all of our free lessons . hmph

sigh . jiu suan wo ming ku ba . ):

am gonna prepare now .

going to amk to do my geog project . BOO~

am going to meet ah dear after that

my sisters of mine have been saying i've neglected them

so sorry for that

and ... for that ,, i'm gonna compensate for them

gonna meet u all soon .

no worries huh

lastly ,, i'm sooooo addicted to audition.

lol

24th FEB' 2007

went to bedok with soo guan and ah dear .

took cab there reach around six lidat .

around $10 plus . share with soo guan

then reached there ,, no ppl . zzz

then wait until seven also no ppl .

then we leave lorr .

waited for a cab to cine

reached cine . around $10 plus also . zzz

waste money yet no angbao man .

then nvm . reached cine and meet up with terrence they all

went to marina with them

reached the steamboat there and we started to eat .

while eating ,, we saw fireworks

hahahaha . they celebrating terrence's bdae also uh

so nice lar

then after eating go play para para

lewis ask me fight with another girl

then bear bear also .

paiseh la deh

then after that we went off to cine again

then to cuppage . zzz

gambled and me and ah dear won $8

win jiu win small small la

lose jiu lose big big

wad a joke uh

then went to eat the prata's chicken rice .

like shit la .

they never chop the chicken properly lorr

then ah lu say that is rubber chicken

LOL la

then went home after that

how i miss ah dear

23rdFEB'2007

went ps wit ah dear in the evening

then walked over to cine .

saw the chingay show .

the "flower car" translate in chinese

is very nice ok . *weets*

then very packed

walk till far east then can cross over the road

then walk until very pek chek

reach cine then nth happen .

watch melvin eat then walk back to ps again. zzz

me ,, ah dear and nat watch ghost rider at ps

while ah lu ,, bei bei ,, terrence ,, jian yong and melvin

watch just follow law at cine .

we went home after movie

went to ah dear house

super tired that he even have to help me remove make-up

hee . loves

then went home in the morning .

24thFEB'2007

just woke up not long ago .

going to bedok which is my father's side house bai nian

after that going to terrence's bdae de steamboat . haha

hmmm ,, that's all la . i'm gonna prepare now .

update again !

22nd FEB' 2007

after eating steamboat ,, we gamble .

lose $40 to my bro .

this year like very suay la

always hear me lose lose lose de .

then ah dear stayed at my house overnight with my sis's bf

then when i went to school this morning ,,

he went home .

23rd FEB' 2007

maybe am going to my grandma house and gamble again

must try again .

can't believe i'm so suay lorr -.-

or maybe going watch ghost rider .

but i think i most probably will be meeting with grace and baby too !

update again . =D

21st FEB' 2007

went to ah dear house .

sleep . eat . quarrel

went home . =)

22nd FEB' 2007

went to school

woke up very early

reach school heard a-maths cancel

having adam khoo's workshop till 5

shag .

just reached home not long

TIRED ~ BOO !

going to eat steamboat soon . =D

think going to take a nap later .

20th feb' 2007

went to ah ma house and gamble with ah dear.

then jason came .

then gamble lorr .

still losing . -.-

actually win le then i gay kiang .

be the "zheng" together with my sister

then lose forty plus back .

then lose all the way liao

then my cousin ,, jason and ah dear come my house and gamble

then ah lu ,, wei hao and yi man came . (:

then gamble again . =D

then play until two plus three in the morning .

this time we win back hundred plus . heh .

so ,, enough to cover up .

then went to eat supper with ah dear they all .

then went home to sleep .

21st feb' 2007

nvr went to school as i'm feeling very tired and can't wake up

normally when i slept around midnight i can wake up but i dunno

why now i cannot . ):

just feel tired la . BOO~

but nvm . lucky that the march holiday will be coming

WEETS ~

heard vanessa say some ppl help me bluff teacher i'm still at malaysia

aint my classmates great ?

they can be so wonderful BUT so horrible at times

haha

so i think i gonna bluff the teachers says i'm at malaysia too .

such a good excuse uh .

hmmm ,, ok . i'm gonna go and meet ah dear liao .

if not he will nag and nag and nag liao

so ,, update soon . >.-

19th feb' 2007

went to bishan to catch a movie with ah dear .

got out of house too late so we gotta catch the 01:20 am show .

as it was still early ,, we went to jason house to gamble .

lose thirty plus first the win back twenty lidat . heng uh .

then cabbed down to bishan to meet wei hao ,, ah lu ,, bei bei

jian yong ,, terrence ,, nat and alan choong .

went to watch protege .

nice show but like no meaning .

then after movie went to gamble with them .

lose fifty plus to sixty at first then kio back . phew .

alan choong that lucky brat . keep "ban luck" .

so he wined all our money .

then went to eat breakfast in the morning

cabbed home . (:

i love this phrase . "praise the puays"

LMAO

20th feb' 2007

fcuk my com man . couldn't upload any of the pictures .

damn blogger damn photobucket for making my com sooo lagg-ed

am going to my grandma house to gamble again .

woke up kinda early due to some noise pollution from my cousin

think am not going to upload any photos for this few months .

lazy la deh ~

some more ,, waste of my time . pfft ~

update again . =S

16th feb' 2007

went to find ah dear then went to bugis village to alter jeans

then went to shop for grace's present

as i bought for her de wallet is kinda boyish and

alicia has bought a wallet for her already .

so i bought a t-shirt for her . =)

after altering jeans and everything ,,

went back to tpy . everything was in a rush la

saw anna and grace at enter waiting for baby

then went to fair price to buy food

nat came and help us to carry .

then jason was at his house waiting for us

then he help us with the food .

so me and ah dear prepare and bathe and everything

ah dear's mother help me to marinate the chicken,,

bought prawns ,, chicken wings and sotong balls for me

thanks aunty ! i love her la !

then went to the bbq !

jason helped us carry the drinks which is alot .

thanks once again .

me ,, ah dear ,, jason and nat reached first

then baby and grace came .

then followed by lewis ,, bei bei ,, terrence ,,

jian yong ,, ray boy and no more le . sad hur ~

but nvm ,, cause we still enjoyed it !

i was the one bbq-ing the food most ok ! others just grab and eat . pfft !

ecspecially ah dear . only cooked the prawn for himself .

he was supposed to cook foe me kks .

but nvm ,, since he always cooked for me .

i was glad that the food was only left with abit

so i think it was quite successful uh ?

then went to gamble and me and ah dear lose $30 ++

this year luck no good no good .

then went to ah dear house and then home after that . =D

17th feb'2007

went in to malaysia . sat my stepfather's car to woodland and then

sat my bro's bike to all the checkpoint . and my sis they all sat my

stepfather's friend car in .

hello ~ i'm scared of the AIDS needle kks

but luckily nothing happen la .

saw that most of the bikes are sparks and waves

hardly saw any sp ,, kawa . can u imagine . hur ~ cannot blame . kampong ma .

then sat my stepfather's friend car back to kulai then

my stepfather and mother drove my bro's bike .

haha . so funny la . see my mother wear the full face helmet . keke

then reached kulai le ,, slept awhile jiu eat reunion dinner

less and less ppl . zzz . no fun

then all the children came later .

then we played fireworks . heh .

i was trying to trick a lil boy then he didn't know he light a firework already ,,

then he hold very tight at his chest then it bomb . haha

then all his hand black black . like very pain la . i felt so guilty . =x

then played poker . lose 2 ringgit . haha

18th feb' 2007

then slept . then woke up early in the morning cause of those lil children . -.-

then slack awhile then went back to s'pore . heh

my brother rode his bike back first then i sat my "step-uncle" car to malaysia interchange ?

then took bus to the malaysia checkpoint and checkout then to woodland lorr

took quite a number of bubble gum then was kinda scared u know

cause i kept it in my pocket . then if my shirt came up abit ,, it would be seen

but luckily nvr la . haha

then reached s'pore le jiu go back home then went to ah ma house .

meet ah dear there then gamble again . zzz

lose again . -.- this time fifty plus

then after that ,, went to bishan ,, wanted to watch protege with

ah dear ,, my sis and my sis's bf .

but it is alot of ppl lorr .

then went to buy vcd . kung-fu mahjong 3 and cinderella

then went back to ah dear house gamble with his two sister

and we win this time . haha

sixteen only la . haas

then watched the two vcds . the show cinderella suck-ed can .

so dark . cannot see anything then some more we dun even know what they talking

then slept

19th feb' 2007

woke up at five plus ,, slacked ,, slacked and slacked .

slacked until very late lorr then everything in a rush

then was kinda pek chek la .

then hurriedly went home bathe and everything and here i am blogging !

going to watch protege at bishan with ah dear later .

now going ton play poker with my brother they all .

will update again ! ecspecially the photos !

and once again ,,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

VALENTINE DAY-

i went to work cause i couldn't find anybody to help me ):

ah dear was sad and disappointed . but i told him to buy a cake

cause i wanted to celebrate it after work

so after work ,, he came and fetch me and so ,, we went back to his house

ate the cake . shall upload the photos soon

we actually plan to celebrate on the 13th feb' 2007 but we quarrelled=x

so we celebrate on the 14th [exact date la]

we bought a slipper which cost us $49.90 per pair as a couple shoe .

and we bought a couple white colour watch too . haha .

i wanna thanks him for those sweet moments .

pictures will be uploaded too . =)

16th feb' 2007

never go school cause school is having a CNY celebration .

am going to malaysia tml to go and bai nian

going to miss ah dear lots la .

but nvm . cause i'm just going for one day . =D

am going to meet ah dear to buy my bbq food and then

going to heeren ,, then bugis

then go back his house then to the bbq

KELLY ONG YU HUI is a BADDY !

she told me she's not coming to my bdae cause she's working

hmph ! i shall not go to her bdae if there's any celebration also !

gotta go prepare now . update about the bbq soon .

hope they could finish all the foods ya ? haha

i got a b3 for my o level maths . but am not really happy with it . cause ... sigh . even liyana could get an a2 . means i would have to retake . so sad la . but nvm . i really have to work real hard this year . jia you oh ! grace got 26 for overall and she could go to some of the courses in poly and she had not exceed her mother's expectancy . so glad for her .



after my result ,, went home change then went to buy bbq equipments . ah lu and ah geo came and make a nuisance . then they went off and then nathaniel came . i'm glad he came cause the drinks were very heavy kks . took cab to ah dear's house with the help from nat and heidi . thanks once again . =) ah dear cook spaghetti for me . how nice . =) i just love him so la . he's my baby . ok ,, after slacking awhile ,, grace came . then we continue watching the dvd then smoke a stick outside then grace went home . then awhile more ,, i went home too . =)



received the news of baby's grandpa thing . so am going to meet ah dear now then accompany him go eat then go up his house slack awhile then go baby's grandpa thingy le . that's all for today . will be working tml . =D

phew ~ the o level results is out today . so excited can . i really hope i can get a a2 so that i can drop because i'm really sick and tired of maths and i need to concentrate on other studies can . sigh . but i know my standard . the most is only a b3 . so no choice . i think i gotta retake . BOOHOO ~ =(



ah dear overslept and i'm now waiting for him at home . later he shall wait for me at home as i'm going back school for my result .



hmmm ,, i had some problems with my family and schools again and i'm kinda back to quite stress now la . sigh ~ the teachers scuks can . ecspecially MDM IDA LIM . she cannot take joke then dun always joke with us la . wtf . is like . WHAT ?! and she's obviously asking stupid questions at class lorr . like eg. " who is not taking O level english ? " it was like duh ~ who isn't taking . so i was just like fake fake say KAMMY ~ then she wrote down my name . wth . write write la . think i scared . is like she is just too much . she dunno our class much so can jolly well ehf off eh ? . she is seriously NOT FIT to be our FORM TEACHER . so i shall give her hell in class . =)



baby's having some family problem and BGR. sigh ~ and i feel bad because i can't help her much . BOO~ =( sigh ~ anyway ,, i do hope she's fine .



i may be holding a bbq for my bdae ! anybody knows whether is there anyway more convenient for booking ? i dun wanna run all the way till east coast for booking . =x ok ,, last sentence before i end . " school is a nuisance . "

ok ,, me and kelly fought in school today AGAIN . and i think this time the girl kinda jialat . cause i keep kicking her back . lol . and kelly got a few scratches on her face and she says she's not going to let her go . hmmm ,, i think that's about all huh ? me ,, kelly and vanessa got away from MR.GOH . we were supposed to stay back today to five . but ... we ran away la . haha . dunno wad he will say again man . sigh ~ last year in school still so many problem . but can't really blame us ok .



dear dear is at my house now . and i'm about to go out now . so update till here . will update again !

FEW DAYS AGO ...

went to see joshua and tiz's baby . wow . so cute la . feel like pinching her hard . her name is naomi . isn't that cute . OMG OMG . haha . hmmm ,, then as it was very cold ,, tiz brought the baby back to her house . sigh ~ then we stayed awhile more then went back to braddell . i went to ah dear house of course . :)

31st january 2007 ...

went to bishan to eat with ah dear while waiting for baby and co. to go to boat quay first . was celebrating grace's bdae as baby still has balance at waiting bar . hmmm ,, then we got there at nine plus . actually dun intend to drink but then dunno why me and ah dear still drank . lol . hmmm ,, then baby got drunk . lol . waited for wanqi and xiaoyou to come and we cut the cake then went home after that as there's still school tml . (: baby vomitted so i got to send her up to her house .

YESTERDAY ...

went to far east and cine to shopping shopping . haha . shiok la . still got another slipper to buy and i'm done . haha . hmmm ,, ah dear is jealous of us girls that is because we could buy alot with hundred but he could only buy two with hundred dollars . saw tianhao and co. at cine then slack awhile . smoke a stick jiu go le . then took a cab to ah dear house then watch a dvd then went to grace's house and meet baby and her to watch another dvd . i just notice my ah dear is so caring and not so forgetful huh . so nice huh ~ he remember everything grace says . lol . like for example ,, she said she like a fone and he went to call her when he saw the price of the fone and when baby called and said grace stomachache ,, he actually remembered to bring the pill for her when i don't . wow . isn't that great . i think i should care more for his frens too shouldn't i ? and remember everything his frens said huh . haha ~ then i went home with baby around six plus . when i reached ah dear house to get my CNY clothes ,, a cat was crazy . scared until us la . shall not elaborate more . and then ... when we took the cab the uncle was also like ... weird weird ? so i was like errr ... but luckily i got home safely .

CURRENTLY ...

waiting for ah dear to come then maybe meeting jason and his gf then we go out together or maybe... erm . still dunno yet la . let's see how . update soon ~

i didn't went to school today . was having sore eye when i woke up at six plus . but when i woke up today ,, sore eye gone ! so i think not gonna see doctor le . lol .


from last wed i didn't went to school . then went on thurs . then fri ,, sat and sun the rest went to the camp . so i stayed at home . and mon we dun need to go school as the rest complain that after camp ,, they would feel tired . so glad huh . i got to stay at home so many days ! and i bluff the doctor and got a 2 days MC for the camp . so clever right . lol .


common test coming but i dun think i'm gonna study because i'm taking my 'O's this year so why the fcuk i still need to go and pass my common test right . lol .


hmph ! i angry . the pisang uncle ask me not to work when i'm supposed to . that means i got less money . wth . when i'm in need of money then he lidat tell me . very fcuk lorr . think i cannot stay there long . i gotta get another job whose pay is better and get the hell out of there before uncle kick me away . lol . but then ... all and all gotta wait until CNY cause i heard them say uncle will give ang bao . haha . *claps claps* so after that ,, i shall char bo . lol .


i'm sooooooooooooo short of cash right now . grace's bdae is just tml and baby suggested to buy something so expensive . but sigh~ also cannot do anything right . she's my gf lehhs . so i think i need to withdraw from my bank first le . ): anyway ,, one year once only . and blame that darn uncle . i cursed him !!!!! argh ~