hmmm,, yesterday kelly went my house after the first paper and then we went back to school for social studies and we was late for ten minutes as we overslept ! then ... after the exam,, kelly accompany me go home change then i accompany her go back change cause we intend to go aljunied then mit SAB to dye hair and to eat swensen. BUT THEN ...


things corrupted up. i fell asleep while waiting for kelly and woke up only at seven ++ then call my mother and our war started ! RAWR ! HATE HER MAN. tying me for my freedom. i'm gonna kill her sooner or later !


ok,, so me and kelly went to kovan to eat and then went to serangoon mit baby,, wanqi and anna[baobei] for dunno wad bbq. then pei wanqi go back tpy take things and after they went back to serangoon, i went back home too.


as i said,, i quarrel with my mum and she ASKED ME TO REACH HOME B4 TWELVE KNOWING THAT I DUN HAVE SCHOOL TML ! and then i did. because i thought i listen to her,, she would also listen to me that i dun have to go to aljunied for that TUITION ! ARGGHHH ! but this morning,, she called and asked me to go and finish the eight lesson ! shit her la ! if i know,, i shouldn't have gone back so early ! so,, i'm not going home that early today no matter what. and if things goes worst,, i'm NOT GOING HOME anymore !


she is just a UNREASONABLE mother and i dun care ok ! so I CURSED HER TO HAVE AN EARLY DEATH and i will not shed a tear and instead i will LAUGH and i will not even go to her SONGKA ! blame me for being black-hearted but i dun give a damn ok ! wish her die wish her die la ! AAAARRRGGGHHH !


ok,, i can't stay any longer in this jail and i'm getting out soon if not i'm going to turn crazy i tell u


and i went to see the girl's blog. seeing him so happily with her,, what more shall i bother him? haiis. now then i realise how important he is to me. haiis. AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH. dunno la. dun care dun care. i'm just so stress now la. BREAKING DOWN soon ! send me to IMH please anyone ! i really need ... AIYA dunno wad i talking also la. so STRESSED ! studies,, BGR,, family ! SHIT LA ! i think i going to commit suicide le la !


------- SCREAM-------


i miss him and i doubt he would ever know .

ok,, i'm back from my N level examinations. sians. DIFFICULT ok ! who says it's easier than the prelims? anyway,, no talking about studies today. because... it's gonna be a long long post ! been working last few days and tired to blog man ! let's start from wednesday ya?

WEDNESDAY*

on the way back,, me and kelly saw this dead frog and i suggested taking a photo of it. lmao. i'm a saddist ok !

then went tpy with grace and baby and i bought this casing. and the dangling stuff is grace "buy" for me,, jas,, drea and her. take a look at this casing ! so nice rite, the first thing i said when i looked at this casing was,"why am i not using 8250"? LOLS.

then we went meiyan shop and eat. took this three-in-one photo. LOLs.

can u see i stuck out my tongue and baby's hand and grace is sticking out her tongue and doing the same sign as baby.

THURSDAY*

ok,, first day of work ! i didn't went to school as it was a teacher's day celebration and then we got social studies intensive and we dun intend to go. ok,, then we was supposed to woke up quite early but kelly forget to call me so we woke up quite late. then we faster prepare liao then kelly papa drove us to raffles place there to meet up with them dunno wad briefing la. ok,, so me and kelly was waiting and waiting then lincoln told us dunno wad black builiding then we couldn't find then was hungry and was so long so we took our own sweet time and went to burger king and eat. LOL. then we was late for two hours ! OMG. free twenty bucks rolling in. can u imagine?

ok,, then we went to dunno where la the office. then saw my last time cca,, gb de officer ! OMG. miss her so much la. thought i wouldn't be seeing her anymore. ok,, she haven't changed at all. still so short and round. LOVE her man. LOL. ok. we dun have the shirt at first so we was standing there like a fool waiting for them. but luckily we didn't go. cause some were playing instrument and the rest were like fools shouting "XTRA" so loud lorr. PAISEH !

ok,, when we reached expo,, we were so excited la. LOL. then we went toilet to change our blades and shirts. then OFF WE GO ! WEE ~ then went around blading la. then saw jian ren. so shock. then talk to him awhile lorr. then call baby ask her about that night thingy then she sae sab also at there working. so i called sab. tadah ~ meet up with him and we were slacking most of the time with lincoln. then PHOTOS AGAIN ! lalala*

after changing. that's what we're giving out.

wow,, sexy lady !

me and kelly.

oops,, she kissed me .

now it's my turn to return her the kiss;

ahhas. she's in her blade !

i'm in mine too !

we're slacking and it's getting bored so PHOTOS !!!

what a sexy pose kelly had ! wee ~ snapshot by me !

NIGHTTIME after work. went to boat quay with pei pei,, baby,, jia sheng,, nelson,, tong,, ken,, lim,, chee kiong,, kah hau and co. OMG ! it was fun la.

we went to ES club at first then baby and me went to fernando. cause the boss ask me go back and work then i brought baby to interview. then saw a number of frens. aaron and another fren of ours la. at ES club. then after fernando,, baby went to find defeng and ah boy to talk. so i was standing at another corner waiting lorr. then after they talk,, ah boy send us back to ES . ok,, so we went back. we went back and no more liquor was left for us. BOO! then we went another place. we slacked and decided to go wow club. then saw defeng and co. there so i was like so paiseh la. but we never even look at each other la. then drink drink drink then went tpy lor 8 and eat and tong dun wan me to go home ! SHAG! but we still went back after that.

FRIDAY*

haiis. couldn't wake up again ! so tired la. then went to work. normal. slacked with SAB and kelly but have to tie hair because they told us to. so i just tied lorr.

as usual,, PHOTOS AGAIN !

so vein lorr.

the scenery is BAGUS la !

love me or hate me,, i wouldn't care less.

i'm imitating ah nui actually. lalala*

me and lincoln ! he looks shag la. all not enough sleep !

me and SAB

wad is SAB doing there?

acting cute.

can u imagine me cleaning this blade? it's dirty ok and it doesn't belong to me anyway.

OK,, then FRIDAY NIGHT ! rounding rounding day ! wow~

actually was meeting up with my frens er zi for rounding then he sae he mistook it as sat so we didn't meet up then actually meeting another group of frens then they sae no space then so we meet baby's fren ah nan. went orchard for rounding with his subaru frens ! wahahaha* then after that,, one by one called and sae to meet. ok,, so we went to meet er zi and co. went boat quay then sultan then meet up at outram with a total of 13 bikes. LOL. then they went to eat and me and baby meet up with another group of frens with five only cause the rest went home le.then went geylang eat then went home le.

SATURDAY*

as usual,, work work and work ! but was too tired and shag to take any photos and while me and kelly was eating snake sleeping,, our manager came and asked,"girls,, wad are u all doing here?" and we're shocked and woke up from our dreams then we told him it's our break and my leg is pain. and so,, alot of things happen and i'm lazy to blog. then went home quite late cause that SAB ask us to pei him eat.

SATURDAY NIGHT-went home changed then went cuppage meet drea,, grace and baby. then saw defeng and co. again. then saw baobei and the PUA BEE BEE . keep disturbing me ! ROARS~ then went to cine to meet pei pei with grace and baby. drea went home not long after i reached. so sorry ! then pei pei want we two to go only so we went to marina square and intended to watch movie. but the show that i wanted to watch dun have,, so we played a round of pool and billiard then went to makan. then sit at a place and slacked till five plus lidat go home. so excited la. didn't expect i would meet him alone lidat u know. u know how much i loved him last time and how bad he treated me last time? LOL. forget it. it's the past. then he always makes my heart beat fast. he suddenly came so near to me and look at me. then i was like trying to siam la. then he suddenly say DID U TRIM UR EYEBROW? shit him la ! LOL. then still got alot la. dun tell u all lehhs.=p

SUNDAY*

late for work again. not once early ok. the boss came and we couldn't slack ! BAD BAD . but we still find time to smoke. laughs. then was tired la. after work,, waited for SAB to finish work then intend to go home together budden.. he too long le la. ten plus then he come back. so i called my fren trying to find some to fetch me and kelly home.

we tried BERNIE,, kelly's fren,, and some la. then all cannot. so i tried nana's fren shaun. rode car de. haas. first time meet then want trouble ppl liao. so paiseh la. actually wanted to call aikxiang de. but we so long no contact liao suddenly call him like very bad lidat. haiis. so i didn't. luckily shawn came lorr. so damn shag uh. and then ah boy like angry. so sorry la. but it was really late and i couldn't take train le. it would be damn long. then shawn came and we went to jalan kayu and eat prata. i enjoy being with them. so relaxing. then he drove me to sheryl's house to return the blade with kelly then drop kelly off and then to amk to drop his fren off then to my house ! ok. that's the end of my story; i'm so damn tired man ! later still gotta go work ! SHAG can !

waiting for jamie's bdae. should be alot of fun ! lalala* so i nid to drag myself to work no matter wad today.

i think i'm gonna breakdown soon

admit that i didn't think so much but it's tiring u know. haiis.

SIGH~ ytd went to mit grace, alicia and lynn after work. they are studying at braddell mac. so i msged and ask df whether he wanted to come down and all. and then... we started to quarrel. SIGH ~

i shouldn't have quarrel with him ! i should give in to him ! he was just tired ! why am i so unreasonable?! SIGH ~ i dunno wad's wrong with me. i really dunno.

he says i haven't change. keep hong and hong and hong. wad is hong man? SIGH~ later he also can sae hong lorr. ok ,, i admit i'm at fault. so,, i told him that i dun wanna be frens with him anymore. it's very tiring. imagine u being with the guy u love but can't be together. yes,, i wanted very much to be back together with him. but what;s the point when we are not happy together?

i once told someone that if he's willing to put down his gangsterism,, no matter how many better,, handsome ,, richer guys are out there,, he would still be the one. but now,, i guess there's no need for that. anyway,, just hope he would give yuru another chance ba. they are a pair. a good pair. and i'm always the one breaking them up. feel so bad. SIGH~

ok,, enough about him. i wanna lead a new life. really wanna him to get out of my life. wad he said was correct. we've got to put an end to everything . this is not going to do. we BOTH FEEL MISERABLE . sigh*

anyway,, today got my prelim and social studies paper ! YAY~ and guess wad? i didn't flung my paper and i did quite well . ok,, can sae i improved ! lalala* so happy for myself la. i scored 32/50 for both ! the mid year paper i only scored 27/50 for my chem and i failed my social studies paper ok ! sooo HAPPY la. i got an A for maths [obvious] and i passed my A-maths too. lalala* but i'm more afraid of my geography and english now. oh,, wo de tian uh. so gan chiong la.

ok,, so i'm gonna start o study my chinese and social studies AGAIN which is NOW !

next week is already the paper. NO SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS FOR ME ! *sob*

haiis. after N levels i still can't enjoy. gotta prepare for O level maths. so tiring. tml is O level prelims maths le. haiis. so shag. later going aljunied teach tuition them mit grace and baby then maybe go tamp mit some of our frens. dunno why they suddenly want go there also. weird la.

ok,, about me and kim,, we've not been contacting each other,, which is very good. haas. and.. ok,, i've stop contacting the both of them. so DF,, if u happen to pass by and read my blog which i dunno how the hell u got to read my blog for the past few times which i think is YING YING tells u and YING,, if u happen to read this post,, please help me tell DF to be relieved. i'm not treating him as my spare. and i'm not going to let anyone feels that way. so it's better both also dun contact and then there would be less trouble le. isn't that so?

anyway,, good things always end soon. and i'll smile because it happen. (:

memories will always be kept;

if u really need me one day,, I'LL BE THERE .

although i sae we dun be frens, but actually... u know la. i would be waiting for him to contact me until another MR.RIGHT pop up infront of me and brings my life to joy again !

will there be anyone who could do it; i doubt so but i'm waiting.

SIGH ~ dunno wad the hell is wrong with me nowadays. keep giving ATTITUDE.

even those who are very closed to me. like my gers.

i'm sooo sorry about it. but everyhting seems so stressed up nowadays. STUDIES,, WORK,, BGR,, EVERYTHING !

and my menses came today. so i wonder whether was it the cause of my attitude? LOL.

anyway,, i hope u all will have to bear with it for the next few days. i APOLOGISED . but i really didn't want it too. SIGH ~

hmmm,, such a long day... PHEW ~

ok,, i went to tpy and waited for KELLY which was VERY long but luckily saw nelson,, kim heng they all then kelly came and thenn went to buy contact lens. BUDDEN,, the contact lens was out of stock. so sad la.

PICTURES AT TPY ~

my face looks exactly like a few years back ago of me. SEE !

CHAO AH LIAN ! EEEEW~

then we rushed to find andrea and jamie cause andrea kip rushing us.

then went cine find them . went to eat sting ray. LOL.

after eating sting ray,, went to find yong kwang. then kunling ask us sept go his chalet. walls de. of course will la ! miss them so much . ahhas.

after that ,, baby came,, and we went to cuppage. then saw defeng they all. standard procedure. LOls.

then we played around and then i got a blue black on my leg again. sob sob.

PICTURES AT CUPPAGE

look who's behind? swear i din do take it on purpose ! __ i din know he was there !

then FUN la. then kasson and company came. so happy for grace lorr. LOL.

then after that.. we went cine watch the break-ups.
but before the show,, saw this display thingy and we started playing around. i started to shake and all fell ! ahhas.

then took a photo of me and HIM. lalala.

then... they sae that the story was very lor soh... but i think is we too tired la. that's why they will lidat sae.
after that,, we went to eat long john. HUNGRY !! then when i was ordering,, the two idiotics,, KASSON & JIAHE,, went open my bags and played with my make-ups. and i videoed it. will upload if can.

they started applying themselves first and then... they started attacking one another ! and they could even play with the foods that they're eating. they just brighten up our days! although got a little lame la.

then we went to take a train from somerset and headed to braddell [mit HIM] lalala* then while we were walking towards it,, we saw this red light at there shining and grace told me got one person tapping but never go. scarded la. now seventh month lehhs. eeeeeew

then headed to braddell. after a stick,, went up and he lied to me ! he told me he would leave the door open but he didn't. luckily his sister opened the door for me. LOL. then saw him and soo guan sleeping then i was sitting there,, went over and helped him to cover the blanket. then he woke up and asked me to lie beside him. actually i dun want to. but he starts to get angry. so ii just went over la. NO HARM

then around one plus.. my daddy called. and it wakes all of us up ! LOL. so i complained to him. say phone no money want msged and call my daddy as i'm supposed to mit him today . to visit my great-grandpa. and i'm HUNGRY. asked him to cook maggy and i wan a pyjamas. so uncomfortable wearing jeans.

then he started to nag lorr. wa lau. everytime w/o fail will disturb his sleep de. funny la. then i told him we're his guest so he must do it for us. then he scold me by saying i got ask u come mehhs. then i ANGRY. but he came hug me. lalala* happy lorr.

then i went over to search for the pyjamas in the end but couldn't find it so i went to the toilet in the end. when i was out,, he finds it for me and so ii changed. then su guan and i was happily watching vcd and waiting for our maggie. LOL

then after eating,, watched another show then su guan went back. sae go take vcd then come back. in the end never and WE FELL ASLEEP !

gosh ~ so i didn't mit up my dad in the end and my mama couldn't find me. so alot of things happen but i'm really lazy to update rite now. LOL. THEY know in details. no worries. LOL

i LOVE him,, GRACE,, BABY,, ANDREA,, JAMIE,, WANQI

looking forward to jamie's bdae. [steamboat]

kunlin's bdae [chalet]

OUR LIVES IS GOING TO ROCK !

ok ,, so yesterday we went to talk it out with yuru,, ying ying and yiling. ok,, the yilin was SUPER GL ok. baby wanted to give her one punch liao lorr. but luckily she relac la; and dunno why the hell got di tao thing suddenly pop up lorr.

so,, the conclusion is,, we dun msg kim and if kim msg me,, i'm supposed to tell her. and if they break,, she's supposed to tell us. OMG,, this is kinda lame. but nvm,, it's better off this way.

ok,, then after that we went cuppage to play pool then went fat mama to eat. then met bernie,, xiao pam and two of his frens. YF and kelvin i think.

then there was three bikes and four girls. so how? LOL. then xiaopam says she go find her bf lorr. haiis. so sorry. couldn't go out and have fun with us.

then we went off to geylang to buy cig. then YF rode baby and he got LOST ! OMG. so we went back to tampines and find them. GOSH. then... on the way back... the stupid BIRDIE... when it was green light... it was supposed to be one way [turn left] then he chion all the way to another road and turn right !!! OMG. this is DAMN real funny. it's our joke of the day lorr. HAAS.

then we went back to tamp big mac and slack. then because bernie's fren kelvin is going to work,, so he send me home. he going yishun ma. then as usual,, YF send baby home and bernie send grace home. ok.

that's all for yesterday la. sooo tired. wad's for today? mit grace,, andrea and baby then after that,, go cine ba. actually going eat steamboat with kasson they all. but grace and andrea dun want. when is our outing for steamboat? *sob* haiis. nvm,, so,, we'll just hang around in cine today ba. THAT'S ALL FOLKS~

new hair cut ! lalala*



indians not only like trees de ok. sounds familiar? HAAS !



me and my baobei girl.

ok ,, so people kip stalking me hur? i've decided to take off my password and let them see for all i CARE !

IS MY LIFE REALLY THAT INTERESTING THAT THEY KIP WANTING TO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON? so ehf up lorr ! OMG. they're so childish la. really. not happy just come to me and sae lorr. not saying paikia la. but just sae la. why must do all those xiao dong zuo? now i really think that we this group of girls are much more MATURE lorr. although we aren't any better la. BUT... we're MUCH BETTER than them . & we MEAN WAD WE SAE !

grace,, andrea and baby. please dun fine me for this post. as i'm so !@#$ . hope u all understand ! they're so kaninabei chao chee bye lorr. fuck them lorr. so IRRITAING ! wad's so interesting in my life la. and what the hell is their problem? can't i even mit my own FRENS? they are just my frens lorr. they think wad sia. then next time ask them to do a card to hang around their bf's neck put: HIS MINE. DUN MIT HIM ! lidat la. can le wad. scared wad sia. wad's urs is urs lorr. wad are they sooo afraid of?!

my god la. since u all are sooo interested. i'll tell u all everything wad happen to me YESTERDAY ok?!

i went to have a hair cut and then went to snowbell sis's house and waited gor grace. then i called df and asked whether he wanna mit cause i was soo sians and grace was long. then when i was about to go,, grace called and sae she reached le. so i told df that i would go mit him later. then dunno he angry sae dun want mit and dun contact so i sae anything. since it's his decision then be it. then he sae he wanna mit me the last time so i went up to find him after going geylang with grace .

that's all. wanna know wad i did with him? in DETAILS? DREAM ON !!!

ok,, that's all i wanna sae. HAPPY now? just thought we could be hi-bye frens. haiis. forget it. u all just pissed me off ! enjoying reading uh. and tag before u all leave la . (: GIVE SOME COMMENTS . -.-

hmmm,, ok,, so grace accompanied me to aljunied yesterday. then actually wanted to mit jeremy and xiao yong they all at bugis. then when we reached there,, step out liao,, jer called and sae they going to "eat table" . LOL. then we dun care them. we continue go shop. then call the bloody kuku. dun wan wake up. so we go bugis walk walk. i went to buy a tummy stud le. YAY!! cause mine drop and ii like wad i buy. so NICE la~ see see

nice rite. just LOVE butterfly man

after that we went to village and walk. then TADAh ~ saw jeremy they all so we talk to them awhile then went off to tpy.

waiting for bus at village. so long lorr.

ME AGAIN ~

we bored until leg can also take photos. two CRAZY girls !

ok,, so when we reached tpy interchange,, we saw this store that sells olden 60s food. so we went over and take a look and then.. we bought this nice food.

it tastes so great !

but was very expensive u know,, $3 for just six inside only. nowadays pasa malam also hardly got this le. sob sob.

then met tong tong,, OKH and nelson at enter. then nelson dunno why the hell he know about yuru they all de thing. sae wad ii dun like yuru then what i like kim but he like ying. sae until like wad sia. WTH ! ok,, i admit i'm interested in him. but interested doesn't mean LIKE ok !

so ANGRY~ so i called yuru and ask who is the person and ask the person's mouth to put clean a lil bit lorr. ANGRY la. then dunno nelson sae wad his gf angry already! OMG la. then i know is his gf told him de la. dunno wad yiling or wad de la ! STUPID! nonsensical. out of their lives le still so many things to sae mehhs. ask them dun childish lehhs! WTH,

ANGRY !

ok,, forget it. yesterday,, my kor kor accident. haiis. tsk tsk,. my mummy called and sae like very jia lat lidat. but only like fall down then scratches only lorr. luckily i din go tan tock seng and visit him. LOL. hmmm,, but am worried for him la. luckily he's fine !

then went to grace house and slack. then after that got home le lorr.

today lehhs.. later going aljunied then go mit grace. going cut hair le . sick and tired of the same old hair styles. then see lorr. see how. lalala* that's all. bye ! gotta go prepare liao.