lyrics of my song. (:

LYRICS OF MY BLOG SONG.
nice!!! XD

now that is all said and done
i can't believe you were the one
to built me up and tear me down
like an old abandon house
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath
i felt too far
a thousand way too deep
guess i'll let u get the best of me

CHORUS:
well i never saw it coming
should have started running
long long time ago
and i never thought i'll doubt you
better off without you
more than you more than you know
i'm slowly getting closure
i guess it's really over
finally getting better
i'm picking up the pieces
spending all on these years
putting my heart back together

cause the day i thought i'll never get through
i got over you
you took a hammer through these walls
drag the memories down the hall
pack your bag and walk away
there was nothing i can say
when you slam the front door shut
alot of others open up
so did my eyes so i can see
that you were never the best of me

just finished work and i'm waiting

for mairebelle and sam to reached

serangoon north. it seems to take

forever for them to reached. zzz.

i'm so pissed with one of the aunty who used

to own the store behind our goreng pisang.

her behaviour is so much like weihao.

OMG!!! i can't believe why i'm attracted

to this kind of ppl all around me and now,

i couldn't get my money back.

only know how to gamble. i hate

this kind of people!!!!!

it's okay u know but she still doesn't

wanna find work and she's already how old already.

even 5 bucks also need to borrow from

others leh. =.= i just pity her son. sigh~

&& i got so angry with some indian customers

today!!!! i'll remember their face. grrrr*

they came and anyhow say then when we

took what they said, they assume we took

the wrong thing. hello, who's working?!

then of course will pekchek and give

a face then she scold us u know. wth~

if u think u didn't anyhow say we will

give u a face meh. =.= and huh, u didn't

pay for our service. u're paying for our

food okay. damn u lah. i so feel like going

out of the shop and box her, and slap her.

use the banana stalk and swing through

her head real hard!!! _I_

enough of work stuffs. pics!!! (:

while waiting for belle belle at

home. maybe after meeting belle,

may meet yifeng and huiling for some

audi!!! haha. it's been awhile. =p

oh ya, i got myself a boyfren. (:

hmmm, i also need someone to care

and concern de right. i dunno whether i did

a right choice and i'm not sure

whether is it fair for him but i'm

willing to give it a try. he's rich, he's good.

and i'm not very sure whether i'm up to his standard.

but well, he's just another kind soul.

let's see.

i'm just afraid i dun have the time to

accompany him. but i hope he'll understand.

anyway, he's so old! haha. jk lah.

=x

while i'm working, i remind myself...

i love my boyfriend x100

i'm hardworking de okay.

i'm shy lah! >.<>

shoo shoo~

moody + angry!!!!!

went st george with yifeng after

work today. actually intend to collect

my stuffs from his house but he's at

home then like so weird. so, we drop

out the idea.

today is totally moody. jitao no mood

to work. sigh~

JD, i hope to be the one who can cheer

u up but i've got my own problems

too. i'm not always very cheerful

and i want my frens now. they are

the ones who are important to me now.

i'm sorry if i've disappoint u but this

is me. really sorry.

i'm moody today i dunno why. i'm

so affected. affected by everything.

just saw his bulletin. i jitao... sigh~

well, i guess it's just a little too late.

now i can only wish him all the best and

move on with my frens. (:

i can do it. i can do it.

i got to write lines. yes, i can do it.

all the best all the best all the best.

blah blah blah~ forget it!!!!! grrrr*

i'm very pekchek with frenster also cause

i got so many nice nice photos yet it cannot

be uploaded!!! u guys just have to come

here and view le ba.

no mood to continue le. pictures do the talking.

the carnival lens that i bought. (:

nice nice.

french connection tee~!!!
okay, i know i look fat. =x

it's been awhile since i last

took pics at the staircase.

hmmm...

the disease feng mok yifeng had.

it's definitely worst then mine

loh.

one day, while i was working, this

group of old ppl came so i just took

a pic of it. haha. lame i know and it can't

be seen really clearly. but i suddenly

likes to work. cause it helps me not

to think about all those freaking frustrating

problems. and the people there are really

frenly. just like a part of me. though it's

tiring, but somehow when i think of them,

i smiled. (:

can't wait for sat. that's the only day i can

stop thinking of my problems. sigh*

i miss the old days with no problems.

and can everybody stop seeing me jiu

want borrow money from me? i've

had enough of it and i'm not a money

tree okay. borrow already return nvm.

all those are just borrow already nvr

see the money back de leh. >.<

i angry!!! nvm. i just won't lend the next time.

no more next time.

who also no!!!!

i'm going to smoke then to sleep!

really very super stress today.

fcuk it!!!! __

disappointed is the word.

i'm super disappointed. very very disappointed.
grrrrr* whatever lah.





skipped school ytd and went down to parkway
for huiling's problem. wah lau. the guy's mother
is a bloody ***** leh. his son ownself act big and
yet the mother can call the police. congratulations
loh. please lah, we're just trying to clear the misunderstanding
loh. need to call the police mah. -.-
whatever loh. we also didn't do anything wrong.
so call the police, we also anything. (:
luckily belle, kelly & me took a bus there.
okay, then in the end the guy apologised to huiling
and problems settled. hope that guy won't do it
again lah.




then belle, pei qin & harrison went home.
me, huiling, yifeng & kelly headed to st george.
slacked at the playground awhile and then
to prata shop to eat.
yifeng had a disease i once had!!!
feng mok...
but hers is more jialat than mine. really is
very very jialat those kind. shall show u
guys the pics next time. tsk tsk tsk.
we faster brought her to the 24 hour clinic.
actually wanted to go my house nearby de
then when we reached seragoon central, we saw
one. lucky sia~ then we got down the cab
and went into the clinic.




the doctor is so fierce. i dun like!!!
the bill was expensive. extra $60 and dunno
the vaccination how much lah. total cost
is $94 like that. =.=
okay, yifeng is rich. hahahahahaha.




then headed to serangoon mac. cam-whore
over there while yifeng is eating and she sleeps
while she's eating okay! i think the medication
really too strong le. hahahahaha. so funny.
then headed home after that. i hope she's getting
better now. (:




that's all. off to work.

time to upload!!!! (:

hello people. i've been so

busy recently that i dun have

the time to blog. forgive me please.

and i seriously need someone

to give me time. i need to have

34 hours a day or maybe even

44? haha~

actually intended to head to boss that

day but was super packed and too many

beng beng le. so we met up with kelly,

sheryl & amy in the end.

belle met ryen, daryl & daryl's

girl and we headed to indochine

to chill instead. trust me people, u won't

wanna try the cocktails there as it is too

thick already! =.=

one of the pics i love the most. XD

we didn't know where to go that day and

it was totally so bored. i wanted to go

to the toilet and we ended up cam-whoring!!!

and my lesson learned is that, cam-whoring

really took alot of your time cause

we actually spend 45min-1 hour inside

the toilet. LMAO.

pics at indochine. (:

& of course, i wouldn't forget about partner. (:

she gave me the head band but after

reaching clarke quay, i feel so awkward and

i took it off. haha. so sorry lah.

but nevertheless, i love her more than

anyone else. i know she's the one i'm gonna dote on. ^^

denise came to meet us too!!!

and i'm really satisfied now cause it's

just long-lost-friends gathering.

suddenly we got so much time and

everything. nothing else could say more lah.

haha.

ain't she so cute? and

i'm her photographer. hehheh~

sexy? i knew!!!!

& belle is the photographer.

i'm the model of the day lah. LOL~

i really wanna go do a portfolio!!!!

grrrrr*

we're just trying to act sexy but

dunno if we did? =x

yifeng is so cute in here.

another pic that i like.

i like this too! and belle is so obssessed

with that posture now. hahahahaha.

see see, again! =.=

& again...

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that's all about pics. and bei bei,

u better meet us on sat. u have been

dua-ing us for so many times already.

really miss u man. but i understand lah,

u got your own reasons too. pls come this

sat, or i'll squeeze your breast till u can't

feel it. LOL!

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i wanna go enrol car license with grace!!!

but i got no time!! ): nvm, i guess i shall go

this sunday cause i dun have to work this

sunday. hahahahaha. nice leh.

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& i'm glad we're still frens. we shall

go bangkok together. dunno why i feel

so happy. oops~ =x