kammygkx

i decided on it once i knew it .

ok ,, that's my one and

only choice . i have no choice

at all .

at first i thought it wouldn't

affect me at all and i can't

wait to destroy it .

but now ,, as the time drew

nearer ,, i'm getting afraid .

afraid of the pain .

afraid i'll miss .

sigh . ppl normally regret after

they've lost sth . now

i know i'm gonna lose it sooner

or later but i can't

cherish it . sigh ~

as time goes by ,,

his face slowly disappearing

from my mind . his name ,,

his call and his text msgs

slowly disappear too .

i'm slowly starting to get used to

it . even if i'm not used to it ,,

wad can i do ?

so ,, i made myself to get used

to it . slowly ,,

i'll forget his smell and his

everything . and by

the time it come ,, i guess

its time to get a new one . (:

just got home from work .

so tired . dun feel like

going out . baby think

wants to slack at tpy .

grace with bf .

kelly with bf too ba .

anyway ,, i'm not feeling

very well also la .

hmmm ,,

i dunno wad's gotten onto

me but i feel like

i dun have any close frens

anymore .

i just dun want and i

dun feel like to associate with

ppl . oh god ! i'm turning

anti-social . even to my

very best fren !

cure me cure me !

hope everything goes smoothly

for me on monday .

i and i hope that he'll

find someone he love soon

so i can give myself

a stronger reason it's

time to give up.

and i promise i won't

do anything to break

them up again .

i'll STOP contacting him .

aiya ,, i now also never

contact him liao

so just go ahead only lorr .

ok ,, turning emo soon .

better stop it . off to sleep . (: