oh , wad a day .

went to heeren with ah dear .
met up with kerin , yifeng & lewis .
after taking neo-print , went
to cine to meet baby , gracey and kelly .
yifeng wanted to eat so we accompanied
her . baby they all have just eaten ,
so we went down first . bei bei came
after that .

due to that , had conflict with
baby , gracey & kelly .
kelly not really la . was with baby
& gracey .
disappointed-gracey
sad-baby
jealous-kelly
they said i spent too much time with
yifeng and bei bei . but that is not
really the truth . only met them
on weekends sometimes with
our bfs . i dun meet them more often
than i meet baby & gracey .
cause our bf is in the same clique so
meeting them makes more easier .
then when i asked gracey & baby
along with my bf , they dun wan .
so will meet them lesser .
of course i do understand why they
all dun wan . but wad can i do ?
at least i made an effort calling them out right .
then i promised my bf to accompanied him
cannot last minute dua him right .
i also very wei nan u know .
so the problem is , WAD CAN I DO ?!
i dun really know how to explain .
in my heart , yes , they are important
to me . but do we really have to
stick everyday to show the importance ?
sigh ~ i really hope that they would understand .

i guess i was too much too . i didn't
spare a thought for them . i admit
i really do not have time management .
i always spend my time with defeng .
this , i'm sure i'll do something about it .
but sometimes , when i really make an effort
meeting u all up , some would be at home ,
some busy with other stuffs , some was with
other clique . well , wad could i say then .
and i really was thinking , if u all could have
other cliques , why can't i ? dun u think
it's unfair for me ? grace for example ,
u could meet hk , debbie , serena , jamie
& lynn . so why can't i sometimes meet
my other frens too ?

we always quarrelled over the same thing
again and again . i think i'll do sth about it .
and i hoped they'll do something about it .
i apologised for rejecting your trip to the
sentosa cause i'm really tanned now and i
wish the avoid the sun as far as i could .
meet u all up soon . guess i'll update till here .