more & more misunderstandings between
gfs. ): hope everything shall be over sooon ~
i don't wanna lose any of them.
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why can't we be like how me & kelly were?
though we don't meet often but we're still
as close when we meet up. sigh ~
cause i found out that the more and closer
we get , the more things we'll tend to nag
and gossip about each other. booohooo ~
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sometimes i felt that i'm fickle-minded but well ,
others may see me as a fake. i tend to get angry
when this particular person and i had some misunderstandings
& i'll tend to nag & complain to the others.
well , i'm not those kind of person who will say straight
to the face because i know i'm not good with
words and things wouldn't be nice.
& after awhile , after i've simmer down , i'll found
out that actually that particular person
isn't that bad after all and i'll forget about everything.
even how nasty the things i've heard from others
about what he/she said about me but well , to the
ones who've heard me complaining finds me fake. -_-
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sometimes , i seems so fake. even i , myself feel this
way too. i needa do something about it. be brave ,
close my eyes and maybe tell the person straight
in their face? ): but this is not how i handle
things but i dun wanna be so fake. T.T
let's see...... hmmm.
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i don't know? i just hope everything's gonna be
over soon.
but i'm almost certainly sure that we won't drift cause
of this.
or maybe , i hope...
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well , i guess i should mind my own business and not others
from now on because i know it does me no good
but sometimes , i just can't
help feeling for my friends and i tried to help as much as i could.
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you once told me all this before but i've never listened
to you. i regret. ):
sigh ! but , what's the poing of regretting
now when things are already done?
learn from your mistakes kammy goh !!!!

i must say , i'm officially attached again.

lols ~ thanks for everything.

thanks for being there for me when i've needed you

most. be it sad or happy. (:

i am myself when i'm with you and that's what i like

about it. maybe that's because we've known each

other for long? i'm not sure.

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i'm not sure whether i'll be the one giving you

happiness but i promise you , i'll do everything

i can if that's not over my limit. (:

really appreciated everything. xD

ily*

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PDF , the one i've loved the most once.
we broke up due to some of my personal reasons.
for the past 4 years , he's been the one tolerating
all my nonsense , forgiving all my mistakes.
& yet , i'm the one giving him nonsense and nonsense
again.
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thanks for the unforgiving love and patience you've
given to me. i'm sorry if i've hurt you the most but
please forgive me as i didn't do that on purpose.
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i can assure you that our break-up was not
because of him. but i've really changed and i dun
wanna continue to hurt you anymore.
you really are a nice guy.
you'll be someone i'll never forget and someone
whom i'll never be ashamed to say that we've been together
before.
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i'll always remember the last msg you've sent me.
though sad to say , you'll disappear in my life forever ,
which is not how i wanted to , i still hope you'll
be somebody someday and be happy with the next
girl. heaven is always fair & i'll get my retribution.
be sure not to be soft-hearted to me in future but rest
assure , i won't go crying to you no matter how heart-broken
i am.
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why am i saying all this? haha.
anyway , i really hope you're good & i'll be happy
too if you living well. (:
take care .

yay ~ i'm back once again. hohoho*

been so busy the past week. =x

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alright , excited for my birthday?

hahahahaha. wait wait wait.

let me talk about juan's wedding first. (:

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18th feb JUAN'S WEDDING

cabbed down to pasir ris with grace and met

yongkwang & kunling at the taxi stand.

long time no see man ~

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then we walked over to the chalet to find the rest.

chatted and finds out that we dun have any

sense of belonging. =x lingering around at the

corridor. lols ~ was damn paiseh to go in manzxzxz.

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anyhoo ~ saw alot of ex walls colleague . was kinda happy.

some has changed while some didn't. it was somehow

a kind of gathering for us. :D

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know a girl cherrie over there.

she's from bendemeer sec. friendly. haha.

linked her through yongkwang , juan , yifeng. lols !

sucha small world. well well ~

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it's a pity i didn't bring my digi cam out that day.

was in such a rush. anyway , there'll still be a next time mah ~~~

hahahahahaha.

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alright , now. let's get to the real topic.

&&& it's my birthday !!!! o.O !

my 19th birthday @home.

kelly's face abit distorted so edit abit

lah huh. =x

can you smile more natural abit anot?
lols ! again again ~

yes , more like it. :D

kelly & i

grace'y & i

wah , my mummy laughing happily ar. lols.

birthday cake bought from my mum.

loves*

my sister & stepfather preparing the cake

while ker ker is kay-po-ing. lols !

&...

ta-dah ~~~~

fat lah ~

low self-esteem.

hahahahahahahahahah.

spastic. -_-

everybody ~

see my sister's stupid face. lols.

make a wish together with ker ker.

haha.

blow candle loh ~

cut cake cut cake.
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went town for our k-box after that. (:

k-box @ cine.

ah geok ~~~~

lols !

grace'y & me inside the toilet. =x

sorry , i start to cam-whore when i'm bored. -.-

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my sbtf , yifeng. gave me a shock of my

life. & my gfs all had me fooled. -.-

i feel that i'm super super stupid to have not even

finding them acting weird. zzz. how stupid

can i be. come and con my money !!!!

i'm an easy target. (as if...) hahahahahahah !

thanks sbtf ~

though i cried for the first time but it's

all tears of joy and touched. (:

everything is appreciated sbtf.

and to all my gfs & wh , th too. ^.^

we had fun , we had joy

we had seasons in the sun.

lols. is it sung like this? =x
-----whatever-----

hahahahahaha.

i thanked heaven for everything and i can't

expect more from it anymore cause i feel

that i've already received the bestest out of the

best. thanks everybody.

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thanks to those who has send their regards

to me. kindly appreciated. (:
& that's how my birthday ends.

there's still more pics but i guess i'll just have

to wait for partner to blog first and then

go over and steal. lols.

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meeting with terry'k & grace @ labrador villa

was kinda shocked when i received his msg the

very first day. lols ~

nice outing to talked about our past school days.

can you imagine 3 years ago... -_-

lollols ~
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steamboat outing. (:

wanting and the rest came over to my place

to visit ker ker because she had a hair-cut !!!

hahahahahaha. it's damn cute. but no pics

cause can't really see so no point putting up too. ):

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to me , it's like those in-the-trend-schnauzer's cut

where the body part is short and there's only fur left

on the tail , head a little bit and the four legs.

but my sister says it's those common-poodle cut. -_-

hahahahahah. do you all understand what

i'm talking? cause i dun really know what i'm typing. zzz.

(alright , just dun mind me if you dun understand

this part. =x )

pictures for the steamboat. was not bad only.

but the soup not very good. lols. so rate it 3/5

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alright , that's about it. will update again sooon ~

see ya !