another post of the day and u'll know i'm
really damn bored . LOL . okays , i've
change my way of linking u ppl .
it's so tideous . phew ~

sorry ppl if u dun like the pics that i've
chosen but that is the pics which i think
is nice la . haha . hmmm , it's such a chore
man . friendster is on maintanence and i
couldn't go and steal the other's pics . LOL .
cause u know they have got the right click
thingy on their blog . =x


okays , shall edit again once friendster is okays .
(:

i miss my boy badly . BOO ~

sian . today finish exam early jiu
hope to meet ah dear but ah dear
gotta go down to kallang airport
for the 7th month thing . i also want
to eat dinner ! hmph !

the damn friendster is so lag . i'm
damn fcuking bored . zzz . am gonna
die liao . -.- die of boredom . finally
finish half of my exams . left combine
science , a maths & maths paper 2 & lastly
mother tongue . if i'm not wrong la .

the damn audition dunno can go in
anot . few days ago trying to log
in also can't . all cos' of the stupid
bug . =.=


tml is teachers' day . dunno want
to go anot . so i've decided . if they
buy cake i go if not , i dun go .
anyway , dismissal will be early
tml . ^^
okays , update till here ba . (:

ah dear is currently at kallang airport now for his

there de 7th month thing . so here i am , after my

exams blogging here . (: am waiting for his arrival

and KFC . haha . photos to be uploaded below .

this is snapshot be fakhrin .

this is being snapshot be me . =x

we bathed our baby guinea pig and the poor baby is dropping hair now . >.<

steamboat for yifeng's birthday was nice !

some mis-communication with kelly and

she didn't meet us up in the end . =x

photos for the steamboat . (:

the cake that we bought for her . i know it's nice cause i'm the one who chose this cake . XD

ever seen a person holding a knife and make a wish ? here's one . hahahahahaha .

faster cut the cake girl ! i wanna eat the cake la .

the guys . eh , ah lu , haven't take la . u talk wad .






again again . (:

one with logo . >.<

the girls . short of two . ):

the couples at marina .

after the steamboat , we headed to town to meet up with bei bei

as she was working when we were having steamboat .

we went town to catch dead silence . nice nice . rate it 4/5 (:

the couples at marina . short of one again .

i know it's dark cause we're in the air con room .

they piggy back us . LOL .

and they carried us like those new-weds did . LOL .

how i wish we could all married at the same day .
LOL . dream on !

okays , that's all i'm updating . finally , i want to change a new blogskin . i'm sick and tired of this already . (:

am at thomson with ah dear now . (:
was having high fever last few days .
so sick .
missed schools for 3 days and teachers
didn't even bother to take mc from me
and didn't even bother to call my house .
it's like wth ~ then what for i go school .
zzz . =.="


am going to celebrate yf's bdae tml .
hehheh ~ guess wad i'm buying for her ?
birthday cake ! lalalala*
we decided to go to marina and have
steamboat then to town to catch a movie .
but don't think is toning cause ah dear
is working on sunday morning .
abit wasted cause yifeng can ton !
sigh ~ but nvm . money money money .
bei bei is only joining us for movie
cause of her work . oh ya , thanks bei bei
for being there alright ? hey yf , this's
our secret . shall not tell u . haha . jk la .
not much secret also la .


i know i'm money face but can't blame
me ppl . i'm really tight this month .
need lotsa lotsa money . someone give it
to me puh-lease ! LOL . dream on la .

am going to study for my prelim later .
well , maybe after this post , after reading
many many ppl's blog , after going to
frenster , after audition-ing . LOL .
that's hours and hours later . well , listen
to my crap ! [for i will study . teehee ~]


ah dear's job at action city is not very good as
it's a part-time job and it's on and off . sometimes
only thus , it does not earn much . i would
be obliged if he could find a full time job .
of course i would stay at home study la .
well well , look at my english . doesn't it
seems to improved ? i got polish my english
want okays . siao siao huh . ahhahahahaha ~
okays la , update till here . xD

ah dear is working at action city now . (:
am meeting kelly & ian later then wait
for ah dear to finish work . XD
yes yes , am leading a kinda happy life
now . so , do not come and disturb .



REPLY TO TAGS ....

passerby : hey , thanks for being a loyal
reader in my blog . hmmm , ya , i do learn
quite alot of things through this dispute la .
ya , ppl do get scared . BUT THE PROBLEM
is ... she didn't even tell me she's scared .
she even chased other ppl to go off and
causes fight between our own ppl and
let other ppl go and let us have lesser
ppl then let the other party like 6-7 beat us one .
when we can actually 2-3 beat us one .
she even say until like she will be there if anything
happen and ask us not to be affected by
other's ppl words . and the word is i TRUST
her that's why ended up in all this shyt .
she told me kaslyn do things very steady and
i TRUST her and this is all it happen .
and i told her they come down is that if they
play smelly , then they can help . BUT , she
just ran away lidat . then why should i call
her down in the first place and let her chase
away our ppl and let us kena beat till so jialat ?
yes , indeed i only fought with one of the other party but
the problem is ... yan yan and bei bei is
i call down one . then they kena more jialat than
me when i am the one who's having problem
with them ? and i know they're there with me
when i needed them most . BUT , it all does not
involve fight . it's just a listening ear . who couldn't
do that ? what i wan is a girlfren who could be with
me whenever i need help . whether is to
fight back or listening ear . NOT be there for me
when i need a listening but run away when there's
a fight ! and get things clear : u dunno anything
about the dispute , pls do not say anything !
i did not play smelly at all ! the small little
"innocent" girl in our school accused me of pushing me .
so i showed her wad is accidentally and
what is purposely . AND ... if u think , i'm
the one who start the fight outside our school
wanting to eat the christine , PLEASE !
think of her size and our size . she wanted to
beat kelly that's why i beat her first . i couldn't
let her beat kelly . could i ?
we're outnumbered and u think we eat them ?
use ur brain to think not ur ass .
i'm angry not because of wad but u accuse me
of eating ppl when i did not . i hate ppl
to accuse me and everybody knows that .
maybe we just need time . just put urself in
my shoe , grace . if i were to do wad u did to me ,
do u think u would still treat me as frens ?
at least i say frens is wad we could be .

LonElY : oh ya , so how did u know grace's bf
is joe ? so u must be one of her frens or my frens ?
dun tell me wad u read our blog la . do u think
the other party will know where grace stay and study ?
hello ! ya , everytime i have dispute , grace would
be there . BUT ... all of the time , we didn't have
any fight that was so violent at all . that's why she
didn't run . and everybody knows ... she's only good
at her mouth shooting other ppls . but when come to
fight , she'll just run away . but the thing is , why
dun she just tell me straight and i'll understand ?
yifeng is also scared . i can see that . but at least she
didn't come and tell me wad dun get affected by
other ppl words and ask me to chiong okays .
and the most important thing , she did not
chase anybody to go .
at least yifeng still got encourage and ask me to
go . but i didn't go is all because of wad grace and
wanqi said . yes , i would try to pull my bf away .
but if my bf says no , i wouldn't stop him .
i understand , he needs to help his brother and
couldn't bear to see them kena beat . but wat about
her ? she is not someone who always listen
to joe leh . from wad she told me , i dun think so
la . but i am a person who listens to defeng one okays .
but u think if we were to change and this problem
were hers , and if u think defeng were to pull
me away , u think i would go with him ?
let me tell u that i would even fight with him
there if he pulls me away !

i guess nobody should talk much about this
matter . it's a matter of our own and even
they didn't say a single word , why would u
all want to say a single thing ? everybody
put urself in her shoe but did anyone put urself
in my shoe ?
and the problem is , u all dun know the whole
thing so why keep pushing the blame on the
one who's angry and pity the one who is
sad ? it's not always the angry person doing
the wrong things okays .
can't i just be angry ?!
we either come out and talk or not
to talk about it . there's just too much to
talk if we were to talk in here .





and grace , remember that time rachel pour
u water and anna didn't help u and u're angry
at her ? hello ~ anna only didn't help u talk but
at least she's by ur side . but how about u ?
u walked away . so u think , i cannot be angry ?
and be so understanding ? i'm sorry , but i can't
do it . maybe someday , if the same thing happen
to urself , u'll understand . i won't be the one
doing it to u cause i dun wan wat revenge to be
all around but remember , wad goes around
comes around and by the time , i hope u'll know
how i feel deep inside .

was having some dispute with some ppl last
week . thus , i couldn't watch the movie show
with my classmate . awww . next time okays .
wasted my money . it's alright . i'll get it back .

with this dispute , it teaches me quite a lot
of things . it teaches me not to trust anybody
not even ur closest frens . and i can finally see
who is the most steady and who is not .
this disute , actually make my frenship with
graceY and jasL weaker but strengthen
my frenship with bei bei and yan yan .

dun come and tell me u dunno they were going
to play smelly and dun come and tell me ur
bf pulled u away . u dun normally listen to
ur bf . and bei bei could even quarrel with lewis
for this matter i dun understand why u can't .
and if u know u were going to run away , u dun
have to chase away our ppl and let us have
smaller and smaller number of ppl and let them eat .
u also dun have to boost our morale if u know u
are going to run away . frens is wad we could be
and no more gfs . that's all . do not even bother
to explain .

we lost physically cause we're outnumbered .
but we didn't lose our pride and that's
more important . they just throw their face .
cause we didn't play shirt and we dared to
go down and they still eat us when they
say until they so steady to 3 on 3 .
wad a joke .

kelly , we dun have to have face in school .
wad we need is face outside . okays . just let others
say wad they want in school . they wan , they
come and fight us without calling outsiders to be involved ,
if not ask them dun
kaopei much . we dun have to
be guai lan . we'll talk to others nicely from
now onwards okays and i'm serious about it .


this lesson also teaches me not to be so guai lan when
i talk . and that is wad my ah dear told me .
let others be guai lan and we talk nicely .
ya , and i admit that i am guai lan la . at time though .
=x
okay , i shall not say more cause it's SECRET between
me , kelly , yifeng , bei bei , yan yan , ah dear & kerin .
XD

actually wanted to go pulau ubin with
ah dear , nat , kerin , yifeng yesterday .
but in the end i can't wake up and they
say dun wan . so we went to sengpang
bedok and pray . okays , i dunno whether
that's the correct spelling anot . but
i guess that's about all i wan to say .

update again ! (:

went to tpy meet ah dear
and bought a cake for my
mum for her belated birthday .
then came back home .

pissed off with ah dear .
went off half way cause that
idiotic soo guan got problem
who ask him dun wan go back
hostel la !
then after problem ah dear
sure never go home wan .
confirm go out till morning then
go home . that's wad i'm pissed about .
sometimes i really dunno wad to
do . i can't keep him at home all
the time but i dun like him
to always go out either .

maybe one day i do the same
thing to him and he will understand .
but ,, aiya . if i do the same thing
to him , he will say i revenge or
wadever shyt la . really
dunno wad to do le la .
i'm sick and tired about it .
i'll just let him do wadever he
wants and don't bother about it .

i'm very pissed !

what a tiring day !

went to school this morning for the dunno wad CIP .
sian . kelly still say until like she confirm coming but
in the end didn't turn up . -.-
we were split onto groups of ten and were actually
heading to amk .
we sold post-it pads , handphone straps & lanyards @ $3 each .
but the design was very stupid la ~
we didn't headed to amk and went to hougang instead .

we further split onto groups of four ourselves . (:
me , vanessa & jimmy headed to hougang mall
with liang yi & co. for breakfast while jimmy went
for a hair cut . after that , liangyi & co. headed to
chinatown while me and vanessa waited for
jimmy & johnathan to come .

we went to have a door-to-door sales .
was not bad but tiring indeed . =x
after awhile , we went to have our lunch at
hougang mall again and decided to headed to
hougang point which is near to our school .
so , we went to johnathan's house as i wanted
to wash my feet and we slack awhile .
then headed to find vanessa's aunty house which
is to no avail . -.- stupid vanessa !

then headed back to school and waited for jun hao
& co. and geng hao & co . our team's total sales is
$240 !!! congratulations . LOL . but i know we're not
the best as others got $300 ++ . how i wish those
money was mine . LOL . dream on la !

okays , am going to watch movie with ah dear ,
kerin & yifeng later . disturbia @ the grand cathay .
update again ! oh ya , photos for the day . (:


fakhrin and weiting . the alduterous . jkjk .

we went down to doors knocking waiting for them to open .
we walked down the stairs then . (:
*notice* why isn't vanessa and me in the pict ?
cause ... i'm the photographer and vanessa is always
slacking !!! roar !


peek-a-boo ~

oh ya , before i forgot .
went to watch perfect stranger
with ah dear after work yesterday .
okays , the show is not very nice
so i rate it 3/5 . xD that's all .

pissed !

this explain the mood i'm having for the past few days .
not in the mood to update . sorry peeps .