ok,, am now at cuppage. ah dear,, lu and kerin was at there playing dota. then bei bei and me go entertain ourselves so we came to play com. ahhahahaha. lame la. went to m)phosis and bought my shoe. happy la. then went to paragon fill the application form. hope will success la. really need to work man. then got more income. then good. then can buy everything that i need. muahahaha. ok la. just update to here lorr. everything has been fine for ah dear and me. and i;m happy about that already. i hope things wil get better for drea and bert. and things will not turn out of wad we think about baby and joevin. (: shannon better faster come out. ok la. that's all about that. i long , i wish and i pray . :D

ok,, my routine is about the same everyday. so i dun think there's a need to update. ahhahahaha. no work,, go meet boyfren. then jio grace out for a stick sometimed and talk crap. then... if got work,, after work go find ah dear. ok,, i miss my girlfrens lotsa ! and i nidda find work !!! argh ! so many things to buy and not done yet. i wanna find a job that will pay about thousand plus a month. haiis. hard. and.. i haven't even touch one of my maths paper ok. sick. sians. think i gonna retake again next year. zzz. ok la . that's all. pictures of the day. ahhahahaha. went to watch movie with ah dear ,, lu and bei bei. luckily bei bei was there accompanying me. if not i think my attitude will show out again. cause... they got daiji again. -.- thanks uh bei bei. MUACKKS~


i love him to the core la


ain't we sweet. =x

SATURDAY*21102006<br>

went to vivo city with my girlfrens and had lots of funs. jamie couldn't make it and drea was kina disappointed cause even grace could give up time miting kasson and mit us yet jamie lidat .we went to the place where the scenery is nice and we slacked and take photos then went to shop. bought one ring and free one ring. ahhahahaha. ten bucks. that's our photos.

me and grace. (:

me and drea.

me and baby.

we acting emo. can anot. =p

then went coffee bean and eat. didn't go starbucks coffee bean and eat. [grace's newly opening stall] LMAO. that's wad we ate but already finish la. ahhahahaha.

then we went out to smoke again and saw something nice.

isn't it nice?

this is actually quite nice also but in photos can't really see the 3d la.

going crazy again.

this flower is nice too ! very big uh.

i lazy to rotate la. paiseh uh. LOL. the colour of the words will change de. interesting uh.

can't see properly.

one more shot but very blur lehhs.

again again and yes ! much more better. ahhahahahaha.

see my fcuk face and grace's hand again? ahhhahahaha.

we're trying our best to take a nice shot and there goes grace again. :D

this time w/o grace. LMAO

tongues out and half of my face is gone !

we're so vulgar. dun mess with us !

this is the pic that i went to seletar dam and took with baby de.

this was that time at cuppage take de. long time ago.

this was tat time while i was making nails he ask me help him make de. haiis.

me and belle ! miss her lots. took it at sab's chalet. my face was red because i drank quite alot. =p

ok la,, that's all about that.

went to meet aikxiang and his frens at cine with baby. then we went mount faber. actually want go 99 turn. then er zi told us it's at mount faber. it's not lo. but quite fun la. then we went marina south also. i sat on aikxiang's aprilla. baby's on jianhe's kawa. then fabian's supertwo is empty. ahhahahaha. supertwo lehhs. then we went to play the road on marina south. quite nice la. the turning then the aikxiang go quite down on the corner too. (: [xia shi wo ma ma de hun] LMAO. then we went to eat.

that's my masterpiece. we played with the chilli.

then after we ate,, we went to fren's house. i called him. i miss him. i want him back. i can't keep my promise. we chatted on the phone and negotiate.

SUNDAY*22102006

it was a short day for me . i went over to mit him early in the morning after talking on the phone with him and then went back home. then i forgot where i go liao. ahhahahahaah

MONDAY*23102006

i went to work today and baby came with jianhe and ah dear came to fetch me. then went over his house. he pei me the whole day. we were at his house the whole day and i stayed over la. although he was sleeping all the way and left me alone,, but i still appreciate and i understand that he's just tired. cause he woke up early in the morning to see sth. hmmm,, then afternoon lidat go cut hair then went home. and he came with me. after haircut de photos. make me feel like go do rebonding la. the person straighten for me. i think i gonna go rebond soon !

attitude gal . i hate my attitude lorr.

sai bin

TUESDAY*24102006

he came over to my house and eat after the hair cut and played dota. then my brother's fren came and kaopei la. sae wad no leave porridge for them all this. then the aqua jie keep sae i fan . i disturb him only ma. lalala* then he keep at there kaopei la. no peace at all. sae lucky he bought food if not eat maggie with my brother. wad's the problem with maggie? i cook de ok. should feel honoured. then me and ah dear went out to far east. dun care them la. noisy. then we went to take a walk at far east. can't find the salon for rebonding that time i went de. so forget it. but we found the converse shop so we went to buy the lace for ah dear. then dunno go where buy polo-t also. offer ma. so we went to buy lorr. then after that we went to cuppage. saw alex. then played a game of billiard with alex and we went off le. ah dear today the whole day again. ahhahahha. shiok. we never go to yee mun's pub cause ah dear dun wan. then went over to his house again. i met grace first. listen to her rant. and then ah dear came down and pass me cig then went back to his house again. then ah dear sleep again and i slept too this time and i woke up at three plus and went home. (: i cired when i was going home. not feel sad that i have to be separate with him. just some things and i dun wish to sae here. he knows about it too. and i hope he really wouldn't do it. i really dun wanna lose him. )':

WEDNESDAY*25102006

need to go to work. going to find ah dear first before going to work. just now teacher called. sians. ask me go back school tml. got sth important to tell me. i also not going overseas over the holiday. sae wad last day ask me go le then jiu no need go back le. i jiu shi dun want go ma. later need stay back for maths again. very tiring lehhs. some more go school also post-exams activity. I DUN WAN. how how how. later gonna talk to ah dear liao. ahhahahaha. ask him help me think. should be tell teacher say i sick de la. most to most. geng MC lorr. also not say never geng before right. ok la. i going to bathe now. =p

met weihao ytd. pass him money to return the who.[dun wish to mention] then he still disturbing wad ah dear. shit him la. never am i going to use that word again. causes me so much pain. ):
then baby's fren,, drive honda jazz de came and fetch us to go for rounding. ahhahahaha. shiok la. we went to seletar dam to meet up with his frens. so paiseh la. but his frens all frenly la. some quite cute also. =p then we sat there and talk crap. quite a number of them drives sports car de. like subaru and all but most of them got girlfrens le la . then wait for some more of his frens to reach seletar dam. wow. ytd first time we go seletar dam so many cars lehhs. normally is bike de lorr. not bad not bad. but baby and me seems to be more interesting in bike uh. LOL. bike pass we shoot up our head and see. car pass,, normal only. LMAO. then after they reached, some went home, then some came with us to orchard and off we go rounding. :D shiok uh. see so many cars go in one line out of seletar dam. woohoo~ some more most of them sports car. muahahahaha. then we went orchard there rounding la. got road blocks. scared the hell out of us la. some kena caught. luckily they are catching those drink driving de and dunno wad la. not catching those modify cars de. ahhahaha. ours and a few cars didn't kena. heng uh*

then we went to cuppage plaza and eat with ah nan only. the rest all went home le. eat prata. he pays lehhs. means ytd i pay the cab fare only. worth it la. ten plus nia. ahhahahaha. saw pui hui. he pillion a girl and baby was kinda sad. dun sad kays. he also not ur who. u can find a better than him one ! *thumb up* then we went home. he send me home first then baby.

i saw HIS profile and all the captions in our photos. sigh. he makes me soft-hearted again. i cried once i saw it. it seems like i'm breaking his heart. can't blame me. he says out the work "BREAK" when he's angry? means he's not even serious about our relationship. i said that i won't turn back but i dunno whether i'll make it through. i'm afraid i may be soft-hearted again. those things that he've done for me, i'll never forget. haiis. wad to do. i still miss him like how i do in the past but i dun wish to see him because i know if i saw him again,, i would want to see him more and meet him. I DUN WAN !
ok,, stop talking about that. later miting my girlfrens at vivo city. ahhahahaha. let's go and take a walk and shopping man ! then dunno at night go where maybe go home early la cause tml noon work pisang till five then rush home and change then go muhammed sultan interview. it's something like a pub,, selling alcohols la. but need catwalk and must know how to talk. then she sae if we wan,, she can teach us to be a DANCER too ! woohoo ~ that's wad i always wanted. let's see how the intervew go. then the pay is also quite good 4hrs=$80 shiok uh. must be sixteen and above. but she sae strictly no alcohol for us. ): not even customer wan give us. but the bad thing is must sign contract. one year. cannot go other agency for modelling all this. but i wonder must we work for them the whole year? wad if i found a bf and he doesn't like me working in this kind of job? haiis. see how the interview goes first la. ok,, write till here,, going bathe le. LOVE MY GIRLFRENS !

19102006*

break up. so wad? life still goes on. we just couldn't click and couldn't last la. why not try to be optimistic? at least i can be with my guy frens. just purely frens. and try out with someone new? maybe better? hmmm,, i wouldn't know. let time proves everything. but my freedom is one a confirm. i can work wadever i want and go anywhere i wan. hmmm,, i'm just sick and tired of all his shit. i say i won't be back means i won't be back. so wad if i love him? we wouldn't last la. quarrel over small things. haiiiya. sick la. go find work ba. dun have to settle down so soon rite? i'm still young and there's still plenty of time. girlfrens,, dun have to try to console me,, sad is of course will have a lil. but i'm more of a disappointment. i always thought he would try to maintain this r/ship. but he could actually sae out the word break. so that means he doesn't take this r/ship seriously. so wad if he's angry? it doesn't mean angry jiu = break ok. u all dun have to console me. just dun bring up his name and it will do me good. real good. ok,, last of all. all the best and god bless. ahhahahaha

FRIDAY*13102006

meet up with ah dear after work. diao at cuppage all the way. -.- siians. ok. i've not seen my girlfriends for so many days. was working and after work when i go out,, they went home le. then some are busy with their boys. sigh*

SATURDAY*14102006

went to celebrate my brother's bdae early. ahhahahaha. went to oasis eat taiwan porridge. pay twenty bucks only and i eat until i very full lorr. again,, HAPPY EARLY BDAE KOR KOR. muahahahahaha. i sat my brother's bike there and i can announce that he is a very dangerous driver ! >.<>sister and her boyfriend to tpy and we took mrt. took to cuppage to meet ah dear. zzz. then my sister and her bf went to bishan and catch a movie. then after miting ah dear at cuppage,, we went to jackson. then after that,, i went over to his house cause they tend to go sentosa tml morning. then after dear house,, dear accompany me go home.

SUNDAY*15102006

after reaching my house,, due to some problems,, we didn't go sentosa and we didn't go jurong too. then while i was preparing to go out and meet rachel,, ah dear fell asleep. so i intend to let him sleep and call him wake up at twelve thirty. i waited and waited and soon... i fell alseep too. uhoh... that means we didn't went to meet rachel. and i'm sure she was very angry about it. but i hope she would understand la. then woke up in the evening then to far east buy shoe. the money is borrow from ah dear's mother de. need to return her. then i buy liao,, grace tell me sae the work dun wan hire us cause we under eighteen then cannot handle alcohol ! ANGRY lorr. waste my money. but nvm la. can wear go out. ahhahahahaha. then actually want go ah dai's father song ka. then no transport so din go too. then after that,, i went over to ah dear's house. slack and then soo guan came,, ah dear go out and i went home. (:

MONDAY*16102006

went to school for maths lesson. sigh* n-level finish still lidat cause i gotta take my 0-level maths this year. nvm. strive harder and work towards it then next year will be a more easier year for me ! ok,, after school,, i went back school,, actually wanted to meet partner at grace house. but i was too tired so i fell asleep after preparing and left my partner sitting alone at grace's living roon while grace was happily playing in her room with her boy. uhoh... i'm so sorry partner. but i met her up at bishan then went to mac corner to wait for jamie. the haze was so bad and we felt so hot ! then after jamie arrived,, we slacked and gossip. heard that SOME PEOPLE has been to one of our girlfren shop and stare at her uh? not buying their products but to STARE AT HER. oh my,, this is so childish and so HAM JI la. tsk tsk tsk. and the shop is at far east MISSHA. dare to admit please ! then me,, drea and jamie went on gossiping about another girl,, a PLK la. we got a plan and we need ahdear's help. (: then we ordered and eat .

and i just realised that MCchicken contains so many fats ! OH GOD. and i was always eating that. we checked all the fats. ahhahahaha. lame la. then we played with the sauces. mixed with tartar, chilli, curry, milo, coke, cig butts and the ashes. eeeew. disgusting. i know. LOL. then drea partner and jamie went home and i went to ah dear's house to find him. actually he was going to his cousin's wedding then no shoe to match with his clothes so he didn't go. his mother ask me to go lorr but i wear until lidat. nonnonono. then soo guan came and we waited for jason's car to come. then go ps find lulu and his girlfriend. after reaching ps,, went to the arcade. and wow! so much difference. it really has change alot uh. then went carpark smoke then to newton circus and eat. stingray again. zzz. then after that,, went to cuppage play dota. god... but the game they play = interesting ! LOL. then after that,, went up to retrieve the car then kena fine. cause we were parking along the double yellow line. uh oh... but ok la. jason pay. only scared the letter will to his house then his parents find out. then we went back to bishan. and jason placed those construction stop sign to reserve the parking lot. LMAO. then we quickly help him move back. while moving the last thingy,, a police car drive over. luckily we know how to say la. then kena screen then after that,, nothing liao. then went over to void deck and slack then HOME. went home with lulu's gf, beibei. to tampines. god. that was far. but my house first la. so no worry. then cab fare she pay. so good uh. she sae she got work so nvm. haiis. THANKS anyway !

TUESDAY. 10102006

after exams went to eat with my classmates. actually lots more are going then they chu spot. arrr,, dun care. anyway,, we have our funs too !
we went in to cafe cartel to sit and going to order. then one of my malay frens roliah, couldn't eat so we decided to go pastamania. LOL.
then after eating,, photo taking session. LOL .

me and vanessa. (:

me and sherlyn. abit shaky ar cause sherlyn's hand was shaking like fcuk. dunno wad happen too. *laugh*

vanessa,, me and wanting.

know why wanting head shoot so up? cause she's afraid i might block her view. LMAO

ONE MORE TRY !

ok,, after eating,, went to ah dear house to meet him. and took some pictures while he was bathing as we were preparing to go out.

ah dear sae i look like bugs bunny in this shot.

me with our piglet.

me kissing our piglet.

act one sentimental. still got another one. but accidentally delete it. that's nicer. )':

messy but nice uh !

ok,, then we went to east coast and actually wanted to play snooker but some was underage. so we went to play the touch screen de. my favourite la ! played photohunt and the game that need to make two the same thing then can game de. only wei hao and me knows how to play. they all catch no ball. lmao.
after the game went to walk walk on the beach with kok kiong, his gf and ah dear. then ah dear at there keep yawnin. so not romantic ok ! hmph ! then went back to bishan mac and then went to eat cup noodle then went to ah dear house sleep then morning take cab home !

WEDNESDAY. 11102006

went to tanglin and report to close my case. the officer scold and scold and scold. cause of my stupid mother. tell him sth which is not important at all. shit her la.
forget about it. spoil my mood la.
then went to find ah dear at his house again. then took one photo only. not nice la

not really in the mood to take photo.

then actually wanted to eat KFC. but closed le. so we just waited at the taxi stand for jason's car. lol .
then we went to night safari. then wei hao they all arrived too. three bikes and one private bus. (: then we walk around the night safari. saw baby leopard, owl and snake. but too expensive so didn't take pictures with them. lol.

we went into a glow in the dark shop and play around. that's ah dear. ahhahahaha

and that's me. ok,, i know it's dumb.

i took with a fake crocodile. reminds me of steve irwin. sigh*

then everyone of us at a hut. LOL

one more shot !

ok,, then went to loyang and bai bai. then went back to bishan again to return the car and then got one security call police cause lu lu throw bottle caps at him. then talk talk talk talk talk. six or seven police officer. three police car. crazy la. in the end also nothing. i never kena screen cause i was sitting there all along. at one corner. i walk over kena scold by ah dear so i just sat there lorr.
after screening,, went back home with sab,, tianhao and ah boy. then i no need pay the cab fare. how gentlemen they are. *thumbs up*

THURSDAY. 12102006

went to interview at OCC. it was a successful one. but they were not very happy with our age, also can't help ma.
going for training on monday at five. hope i won't be late. GRACE.. CALL ME ! LOL.
then went to grace house and change then went to mac corner find them. andrea, drea's bf, drea's bf de fren, jamie, baby was there. we waited for wanqi's arrive. then while waiting,, baby ask me go walk walk. and i go reluctantly as i was kinda tired after the interview. she bought foundation, eyebrow pencil and a mask. she bought for me , andrea and herself a tummy stud. so sweet of her. all same de.
then headed to mac corner to meet ah dear. he was alone. waiting for terrence and nat. then we smoke halfway,, terrence came and we went to eat. then drea,, wanqi,, jamie and baby went off le.
grace meet yimei go block nine. meet their boys.
then me,, terrence,, ah dear and nat [soon arrrive], sat at mac corner and eat and wait for jason's arrive. then saw laosu so we talk cock. then after partner they all came back,, jason they all arrive and so,, have to go again. sigh*
went to parklane to let doctor.boon and company go down first and then to bugis village. walk walk again. *pant*
then all meet up at bugis village le,, after walk walk,, buying things that they want, we went to lau pa sat and eat ! weihao wasn't in a good mood. showing black face. but i think maybe he's just tired? and he have to go back camp after that. so poor thing.
we ate sting ray and satay. wow. keep eating sting ray this few days. shiok uh !
i miss my uncle fabian's food ! the best la !
then we went to mount faber, the scenery was nice ! those we are reading this and will go rounding often,, if u all got no place to go,, go mount faber. won't regret. really nice !
after mount faber,, dunno where to go then we go round and round and round. then we went to sembawang park. the jetty there,
then as we were going back to bishan,, ROAD BLOCKS !
the car was overloaded and alot alot la. then alot of problems occured which i dun wish to sae as some ppl wouldn't know and we dun wanna them to know.
sigh. i'm so worried for them la.
i pray and i pray that nothing would happen.
oh god please bless them.
then we went back bishan to return car and then eat cup noodle again. -.- then went to kim san leng. then quarrel with ah dear, haiss ! because of those bikes thingy again. ah dear uh,, not i cannot put them down. now is our this group also got ppl ride bikes then sometimes i'm just saying those thingy that i know. not i want to haolian or wad. it's just that... haiiya. nvm. forget it. if i cannot put them down, i wouldn't have gone back to u in the first place. because i know that u dun like. u get it. anyway. if u still want think that i cannot put them down then forget it. that's all i wanna sae !

their paikia thinking. but i help lewis too. LMAO.
this candle i make de. but ah dear make some effect to make it nicer. LOL

K love F. of course i make de la. he where got so romantic. LOL


this looks like a person uh? we were playing with fire obvious rite.
fire fire burn so high ! below are some of the thingy we made. all buang la. only baby one nicer. LOL

paikia again. zzz

another angle of it. NICE

we put candle all around. nice one.

play fire again.

another time. *splash*

ok,, that's all.

went to wei hao's sister chalet. play fire again. LOL. then went to OCH after that. then we tricked baby, baby andrew and jason and all . but now all ok le. so sorry. >.<>wei hao's idea. hmph . then we went back to chalet take my bag. wasted my money. actually can share cab with sab and kelly de. but the stupid nat ! angry ok ! then dear disappointed with me cause andy msg me and i din see in front of him. but it was all a misunderstanding. sigh~ it's been cleared now and it's great. ok la . gotta go bathe and study le. tml a maths paper. sians half half. others already finish liao lorr. mummy nagging and nagging le la. somehow i wish that she was dead lorr. -.- so bad !