ok ,, i've perm my hair and i'm quite satisfied with it . me and him is back together again. actually i feels that we both are selfish . we can go and mit others and gave others hope that we will give them chance and be together . but then push them back to reality again . i know that we're selfish . and i feel BAD . terribly BAD . we only think of ourselves and not others . anyway ,, i'm sorry and i hope that u all would forgive us . we dun intend to let u all wait cause it would be worst than all . and for all others who read my blog ,, if u ever seen us break up again ,, just be frens with us . i dunno wad i wanted to sae also . haiis . but i would like to apologise to them . they know who they are and i dun have to write down their names . i apologise on ah dear's behalf to the girl too . WE'RE TERRIBLY SORRY .

went back home after working crabtree and evelyn . sooo tired la . hmmm ,, i think i gonna change my url soon . cause i dun wanna let PUAY DEFENG to come and interfere in my life and fcuk it all up again . i'm going to perm my hair tml . how excited . dunno whether will nice anot lehhs . scared later too short . dunno wan perm half or the whole head lehhs . aiya . dunno la . haiis . i'm so vexed now la . dunno i wanna be with rino or shengda . one is like me for quite a while but in between jio quite alot of gal . then will wei le me give up his most favourite thingy . then one is i last time when i was young crazy over him . some ask me choose rino . some ask me choose sheng da . i know i should depend on myself . but i dun wanna regret . some more i still haven't completely forgot that bloody bastard yet . haiis . see how la . tml mit le sheng da then sae lorr . i bought a glitter eyeliner at bodyshop . ahhahahaha . nice nice . going to save money to exchange xmas gifts with my colleague . am loving it u know . I LOVE WORKING AT CRABTREE & EVELYN . i love my colleague ! they made me happy and i won't think so much working there . and somemore . beside our stall is timberland . got cute cute guy oh . heard from steph sae got one guy i sae cute de drive car de . and then today me and scarlett keep looking then they saw la . then from then on they also keep looking . so paiseh la . ahhahahaha . crazy la . ok . that's all bout today . let me update u where i went on friday and saturdae . zzz . i know it's bored w/o pictures . but u all can dun read la . ahhahahahah .


went to meet jianhe they all at cine with baby and kelly on friday. saw wanqi there . then went to talk to her . then we went to near esplanade there and eat . while eating ,, we suddenly saw a bunch of sports car pass by . we saw them at cine carpark earlier on. then we thought the last car drifting . then suddenly ,, BUMP ! the gas all come out . then me and kelly kpo la . go over and see then gay siao dunno where our fren . gay siao talking on the phone but actually my phone already empty le . ahhahahaha . then we know that the car is lose control not drifting . but very nice la . then after eating ,, it rain suddenly and we couldn't go to 99 turn . haiis . so sad lehhs . i haven;t been there and i want to see lehhs . nvm . there's always a next time . then we went to marina south instead . with those wets helmets and bike . went to play arcade to around five plus . then somebody's car tyre flat . LOL . then we ride over . but jianhe bike there . then troublesome la . tu tu tu until six plus , baby and amy sit car go home then aikxiang drive me home and jianhe drove kelly back . then slp ! tired lehhs .


then i morning eight plus woke up to get to work . zzz . so sleepy dun feel like going . whole body so tired la ! bo bian . need money la . then after work ,, meet baby they all lorr . then saw that bastard with another girl . sad . broke down to tears . at cine lorr . stupid . foolish . forget it . then drea's bert msg jamie . she cried too . i was stress so i bought marlboro red to smoke . think i'll be smoking that from now on . then i think baby saw joevin . then wanqi saw christ . haiis . sad for all of us la . dun wish to elaborate more . then we went to momo to find bert . see wad he wants . then partner ,, steph and jamie took cab to partner's house . then me ,, baby and wanqi slack . dunno wan go where . then saw buddy there . he was having some bgr problem . i tried to help him settle but to no avail . LOL . at least i tried ok . saw rain and esther there . talk until three plus go home le . tired la deh . then today morning eleven then wake up . late for work again . argh ! ok ,, i'm going to give up this time for real . nobody's going to stop me . i dun even wanna stop myself . that's all . dun ask me why and dun tell me wad to do . actually when i cried that day ,, my gfs all kept quiet and i was kinda happy that way . at least they dudn't ask me not to cry all this because i would cry more and tell me he wad wad wad la . i just dun wanna know anything about him and that's all . there's still other guy for me and why dun i try ?

went to bugis with becca ytd to meet andrea , jamie , steph and mairebelle . we went to shu hui's shop . then there was some conflict with other shop de ppl . then baby came . bought a jeans and earrings . hmmm ,, haiis . dunno lehhs . then the ppl actually say nth liao then suddenly fight la . see blood once again. haiis . sians la . dun wish to mention much . rino told me his PO told him he confirm going RTC . dunno why then suddenly very sad . haiis . maybe he treat me real good and somehow or rather ,, i'm touched . i'm gonna miss him if he really go in ok . sigh . but i know me and him is somehow impossible . aiya . i just dun wanna step into another relationship so fast la . how will other ppl think and i still haven't completely forgot him yet wad . i must be strong . have the determination . muahhahahaha . ok la . me going to go work le . update again .

ok ,, that slowpoke kelly and sheryl arrived at my house ! amy was helping me to dye hair then the clumsy sheryl go topple the dye . hai me gotta wipe everything . hmph . ok ,, we went out of my house six plus . busy making up and stuffs . ahhahahahah . then went to took a bus to far east then walk to cine . went to kfc to wait for kevin . then we actually wanted to watch movie but we went up to heeren intending to take neoprint then dunno why this idea strike us to take the bag . ahhahahaha . long story . so exciting man . long time never like that le . but i got my punishment too lorr . we went to the toilet then i placed my phone there. luckily on the way to cuppage,, i found out it's lost . ahhahahahah . then ran back like nobody's business and take it back . heng uh . nobody notice it if not i will go berserk de . then after that i saw ervin,, so excited that i ran over to hug him then dunno he step onto my leg or wad . OMG . it was damn pain ok . swollen la . then me walk like cripple lidat . angry . then we went to cuppage play pool . i played a game of billiard with susan . he put me twenty points then we fight black . but i still lost in the end .fcuk lorr . loser punch . luckily four eighty nia. then went to play cs . ahhahahahah . it was fun like hell la . but play until head giddy . accompany sheryl go toilet vomit . all not feelings well the map sucks can . then we went to geylang G7 and eat tian ji . shiok lorr . but too spicy le . make until my ulcer damn pain . then eric and nana came . then they quarrel with nana then a gal eerin came . then they fought . it's exciting . but i damn heartpain la . her strength is more tough than a guy can . shit lehhs . haiis . anyway ,, it's over then took a cab home and it was six plus seven in the morning . so shag . go home change le jitao slp lorr then cannot wake up this morning . haiis . but luckily escape close also . if not partner will be very dissappointed . ok,, that's all . i gotta go prepare now . meeting becca at amk then meet partner, steph and belle at bugis then meet rino . ahhahahaha . that's all folks . photos below .


we got bored waiting for the bus so we took some photos


this was at cuppage de toilet .


this was the bear i intend to give him during xmas but forget it . but i passed to him le la . isn't it cute?


it's hard to get this photo done ok . see my cramp face . LOL


i took it that time while having my break with my ex and bei bei all .


baby and me .


that's me .


we wanted to take with the whole tree but we're too small le la .


that's the bull i'm talking about .


me and sheryl .


me and amy . look so alike with xiao zhu . sians half half. zzz .


my beloved .


another bull !


me again !


that's all about pictures le la . update again !

went to meet baby then met xiaoyong and his frens . then xiaoyong and his frens went back to amk . then saw amy , sheryl and kelly . then we stay with them . then we went to heeren . we climb up and sit on the bull to take pictures . see how crazy we are . BOOHOO~ ahhahahahah . the pictures will be upload when i'm free ok . so lazy . then on the way to cuppage ,, we went to the california . those ppl who are doing gym . we point up to the ceiling while we use our phone to geh siao take their photos . then they was like .... HUH . WAD ARE THEY DOING ? so they look up too .. muahahahahahah ! then we reach cuppage . on the way still do alot of funny things la . so happy . WE ARE JUST SO DISTURBANCE AND NONSENSICAL ok . bleah ! then baby meet wanqi go boat quay drink . i actually wanted to go home then the stupid amy and kelly keep pulling me go club instinct . >.< sheryl sat outside and talk cock . so unwelcome la . then after they close ,, kelly and bamboo dunno why play play play until want to fight . fierce man . then when we try to pul kelly away ,, she say we side him . OMG . then we was really angry with her so we need to shout at her . so sorry . but i hope she understand la . then we went to walk around . disturbing cab drivers and all . firstly ,, we disturb those cab uncles say go pokemon center , digimon street . then kelly's gumantong . ahahahhahaha . then went to shanghai jazz . go their toilet and took their pillow . then went to give the pillow to a malay guy . BIKERS la . ahhhahahaha . we call him goreng . another one is pisang . lalala* then we went home cause the shanghai jazz ppl found out their pillow lost . hahah . fun la !


then went to meet rino ytd after work . then he was with lst and issey and all . so paiseh la . all i dunno de . but luckily amy came . with her cousin . then we like keep bangseh her cousin . so bad . then we went bishan and slack . bbc play . then went back amy house then went back bbc again. zzz . then we took a cab to rino house and PLAY and PARTY ! ahhahhahaha . but dunno why me and amy suddenly got chase out of his house la. play until song song then lidat . jitao is lost uh . bukit panjang lehhs . so unfamiliar with the place. scary . then went to find toilet . after that ,, went to find place to charge my phone . ahhhahahaha . thinking where to buy those stuffs for PARTY ! so bored la . then in the end ,, went to amy house and sleep . then haha ! i'm back at home blogging now . and she's now beside me giving me comments for my english . BOOHOO~ then waiting for the slowpoke kelly and sheryl . -.-

ok ,, my work is fine . but tired . ahhahahaha . sigh . me and him quarrel quarrel . fcuk . dunno wad the hell is wrong with me la . give att here and there . my gfs and bf . but u all think i like it mehhs ? hard to control de ma . forget it . i'm single once again. argh ! ppl around keep saying will be ok de la . but wtf . i dun wan this kind of r/ship . u get wad i mean? he said my att he can tolerate only i dun contact guys can le . then in the end lehhs ? fcuk it . dun wish to mention . and ... i've deleted all the guys contact in my phone just because of him . great . see wad's the ending ? happy la . even frens i also can't find back le . nvm . if they are my real frens ,, they'll call me soon isn't it ? haiis . finish work at three thirty today . so tired . woke up by soo guan . and we started quarreling . nvm. and then ... went back home after work . tired . later mit baby ,, take some stuff from her and PARTY ! muahahahaha . i bet the arsenal vs liverpool with baby's father and fcuk . we LOST . there goes my money . ahhahahah . nvm . i can always earn it back . then later baby go ah girl's bdae . i dunno wan go where liao . haiis . maybe miting my buddy ,, maybe go home rest cause tml got work again ! argh . shag uh !

ok ,, i got this stupid big ulcer that is killing me and i'm very pek chek with it . argh ! i didn't make it for our gathering as i got no much money and my ulcer is pain and i guess i couldn't eat much too . so i went to work . cause in that way ,, i would have money . my mouth was very very pain of course . ah dear brought the bitter bitter drink for me . *yucks* but i still drank it . it was his love ok . ahhahahaha . ok . enough of that . i thought that my girlfrens would be understanding enough but i was totally wrong . oh my . some sae they understand and that she will try to explain to them . but in the end? THEY WERE ALL DISAPPOINTED . i know,, if for me,, i would be disappointed too . i would rather u show ur temper to me instead of telling me this and that and behind me do all those stuffs . stop it . enough of it . i dunno whether is my mouth too pain so i'm having mood swings or wad . but can't they just understand me ? they would understand only if they have got a few cents on their wallets i think. they won't get that kind of feelings de la . and they organised a trip to escape next thurs . and i got to work . it was 9 hrs and it was $45 . omg . it's going to fly away . but after hearing that THEY WERE DISAPPOINTED i suddenly dun have the mood to go and i just dun wish to see them la . sae me for all i care . i really dun wish to and dun force me .

ok ,, time to update . everything is fine for me and my boy . going to book a chalet to celebrate his bdae . but i doubt there's space . share money with jason . hmmm ,, found a job . crabtree and evelyn . not bad la . but boring . ahhahahaha . nvm . just think of the money . ah dear is finding a job that can pei he with my work timing de . heehee . but i dun think everything's fine for me and my girlfrens . so long din meet up with them le . ytd after work went to far east with lu and ah dear then saw andrea , jamie and steph . feel that there's just a gap in between us la . dunno is too long nvr meet or wad lehhs . haiis . hope everything will be fine . i'm gonna study my maths soon. O maths paper 2 is on friday. thus i can't watch movie with my girlfrens but still gotta mit up for steamboat. yea man . ahhahahaha . ok la . update till here . gonna mit my dear boy le . if not he angry again. say i so long . miss my girlfrens . (: