ok ,, we're very busy at the moment now . alot of damn ppl coming to orchard now . hey ,, this year's decoration is nice k . i should take a picture of it and upload . but lazy la . haha . hmmm ,, so many ppl coming to town means we got a lot of sales going on and "wo kuai chuan bu guo qi le !" )': BOOHOO~ working today . sigh . tired . the bags are like forever not enough . doing and doing and doing . like working factory instead . haha . awaiting for xmas and chloe and huijing is coming back to celebrate . lalala . and when are they sending me the photos ? sadded .

me and my boy is ok ok only . not very well and not very bad . as usual ,, our quarrels still continue . after xmas going to baby's chalet . hahahaha . but i still not sure whether to celebrate andrea's bdae or go chalet with my mum . argh !!!! it's coming soon . BOO~~~~~~ going to prepare le la . take care everyone and thanks for viewing . MISSES *

ok ,, finally i'm free to update my blog cause my stupid ah dear dun wan mit me today . hmph ! went to geylang with his frens . hmph ! i think i closing down my blog soon cause quarrel with ah dear cause of blog thing . angry ! but now ok le la .

i've uploaded all the pictures at photobucket but i'm lazy to post la . haiiyo . i wan to buy a new fone . but my mama dun wan me have line cause i confirm use over de . haiis . so now i'm finding ppl who wants to upgrade their line . clever rite .

as for my job ,, i'm happy with it la . so fun lorr . except for some fcuker PARAGON staffs . bully our NAC staffs . OH MY ,, horrible . dun like wad i sae ,, come lorr . haha . dun care . ok . and my stupid mother is fcuking around . oh my . long time use com also she wan scold . can u imagine how horrble she can get . __

i miss so many of my frens . i think i gonna mit all of them after i stop working . hehheh . loves loves . update till here . (: i miss my BOY . smooch . <3

ok ,, long time never blog le so i'm here to update again . i'm at cuppage now and i'm broke once again . i bought xmas gift for my colleagues . nine of them and it costs me a hundred plus . my pay all gone . ): i still need to buy partner's present and my ah dear's present . ah dear's bdae is coming soon . but i gotta work . so sad uh . but i'm willing to sacrifice . i dun mine being tired . ahhahahaha . so sweet rite . i know . i off on the 10th of dec and i hope we would have a trip to wild wild wet . hmmm ,, that's all for me and him la . i miss my girlfriends ! haven't got time to mit them since i started working man . so tired lorr . but think of the money baby ! LMAO .

about my workplace . OMG . it's very tiring but it's very fun too ! i'll upload the pictures if i'm free . still waiting for them to send me . and i've got no time to use my house com so ... haiis . sians uh . i still remember one time we stay until three to do stocks . and i have to wake up in the morning to go back to work . that is the preview day where we're having a sales for the VIP ,, they'll get a 30% off and for those walk-in and mailing list ,, they'll get a 20% off . of course everybody snatch . there's another sales coming on the 8-10 dec . for those DBS credit card . 20% off . wondering how it will be . will there be lots of ppl ? two of my collaegues is going to centrepoint . so sad la . cause scotts is going to be demolished so C&E went to centrepoint . luckily it's near to cuppage so i everytime after work can mit them slack awhile first before going to mit ah dear . ahhahahahah . hmmm ,, that's all la . very long le . update again . (:

ok ,, i've perm my hair and i'm quite satisfied with it . me and him is back together again. actually i feels that we both are selfish . we can go and mit others and gave others hope that we will give them chance and be together . but then push them back to reality again . i know that we're selfish . and i feel BAD . terribly BAD . we only think of ourselves and not others . anyway ,, i'm sorry and i hope that u all would forgive us . we dun intend to let u all wait cause it would be worst than all . and for all others who read my blog ,, if u ever seen us break up again ,, just be frens with us . i dunno wad i wanted to sae also . haiis . but i would like to apologise to them . they know who they are and i dun have to write down their names . i apologise on ah dear's behalf to the girl too . WE'RE TERRIBLY SORRY .

went back home after working crabtree and evelyn . sooo tired la . hmmm ,, i think i gonna change my url soon . cause i dun wanna let PUAY DEFENG to come and interfere in my life and fcuk it all up again . i'm going to perm my hair tml . how excited . dunno whether will nice anot lehhs . scared later too short . dunno wan perm half or the whole head lehhs . aiya . dunno la . haiis . i'm so vexed now la . dunno i wanna be with rino or shengda . one is like me for quite a while but in between jio quite alot of gal . then will wei le me give up his most favourite thingy . then one is i last time when i was young crazy over him . some ask me choose rino . some ask me choose sheng da . i know i should depend on myself . but i dun wanna regret . some more i still haven't completely forgot that bloody bastard yet . haiis . see how la . tml mit le sheng da then sae lorr . i bought a glitter eyeliner at bodyshop . ahhahahaha . nice nice . going to save money to exchange xmas gifts with my colleague . am loving it u know . I LOVE WORKING AT CRABTREE & EVELYN . i love my colleague ! they made me happy and i won't think so much working there . and somemore . beside our stall is timberland . got cute cute guy oh . heard from steph sae got one guy i sae cute de drive car de . and then today me and scarlett keep looking then they saw la . then from then on they also keep looking . so paiseh la . ahhahahaha . crazy la . ok . that's all bout today . let me update u where i went on friday and saturdae . zzz . i know it's bored w/o pictures . but u all can dun read la . ahhahahahah .


went to meet jianhe they all at cine with baby and kelly on friday. saw wanqi there . then went to talk to her . then we went to near esplanade there and eat . while eating ,, we suddenly saw a bunch of sports car pass by . we saw them at cine carpark earlier on. then we thought the last car drifting . then suddenly ,, BUMP ! the gas all come out . then me and kelly kpo la . go over and see then gay siao dunno where our fren . gay siao talking on the phone but actually my phone already empty le . ahhahahaha . then we know that the car is lose control not drifting . but very nice la . then after eating ,, it rain suddenly and we couldn't go to 99 turn . haiis . so sad lehhs . i haven;t been there and i want to see lehhs . nvm . there's always a next time . then we went to marina south instead . with those wets helmets and bike . went to play arcade to around five plus . then somebody's car tyre flat . LOL . then we ride over . but jianhe bike there . then troublesome la . tu tu tu until six plus , baby and amy sit car go home then aikxiang drive me home and jianhe drove kelly back . then slp ! tired lehhs .


then i morning eight plus woke up to get to work . zzz . so sleepy dun feel like going . whole body so tired la ! bo bian . need money la . then after work ,, meet baby they all lorr . then saw that bastard with another girl . sad . broke down to tears . at cine lorr . stupid . foolish . forget it . then drea's bert msg jamie . she cried too . i was stress so i bought marlboro red to smoke . think i'll be smoking that from now on . then i think baby saw joevin . then wanqi saw christ . haiis . sad for all of us la . dun wish to elaborate more . then we went to momo to find bert . see wad he wants . then partner ,, steph and jamie took cab to partner's house . then me ,, baby and wanqi slack . dunno wan go where . then saw buddy there . he was having some bgr problem . i tried to help him settle but to no avail . LOL . at least i tried ok . saw rain and esther there . talk until three plus go home le . tired la deh . then today morning eleven then wake up . late for work again . argh ! ok ,, i'm going to give up this time for real . nobody's going to stop me . i dun even wanna stop myself . that's all . dun ask me why and dun tell me wad to do . actually when i cried that day ,, my gfs all kept quiet and i was kinda happy that way . at least they dudn't ask me not to cry all this because i would cry more and tell me he wad wad wad la . i just dun wanna know anything about him and that's all . there's still other guy for me and why dun i try ?

went to bugis with becca ytd to meet andrea , jamie , steph and mairebelle . we went to shu hui's shop . then there was some conflict with other shop de ppl . then baby came . bought a jeans and earrings . hmmm ,, haiis . dunno lehhs . then the ppl actually say nth liao then suddenly fight la . see blood once again. haiis . sians la . dun wish to mention much . rino told me his PO told him he confirm going RTC . dunno why then suddenly very sad . haiis . maybe he treat me real good and somehow or rather ,, i'm touched . i'm gonna miss him if he really go in ok . sigh . but i know me and him is somehow impossible . aiya . i just dun wanna step into another relationship so fast la . how will other ppl think and i still haven't completely forgot him yet wad . i must be strong . have the determination . muahhahahaha . ok la . me going to go work le . update again .

ok ,, that slowpoke kelly and sheryl arrived at my house ! amy was helping me to dye hair then the clumsy sheryl go topple the dye . hai me gotta wipe everything . hmph . ok ,, we went out of my house six plus . busy making up and stuffs . ahhahahahah . then went to took a bus to far east then walk to cine . went to kfc to wait for kevin . then we actually wanted to watch movie but we went up to heeren intending to take neoprint then dunno why this idea strike us to take the bag . ahhahahaha . long story . so exciting man . long time never like that le . but i got my punishment too lorr . we went to the toilet then i placed my phone there. luckily on the way to cuppage,, i found out it's lost . ahhahahahah . then ran back like nobody's business and take it back . heng uh . nobody notice it if not i will go berserk de . then after that i saw ervin,, so excited that i ran over to hug him then dunno he step onto my leg or wad . OMG . it was damn pain ok . swollen la . then me walk like cripple lidat . angry . then we went to cuppage play pool . i played a game of billiard with susan . he put me twenty points then we fight black . but i still lost in the end .fcuk lorr . loser punch . luckily four eighty nia. then went to play cs . ahhahahahah . it was fun like hell la . but play until head giddy . accompany sheryl go toilet vomit . all not feelings well the map sucks can . then we went to geylang G7 and eat tian ji . shiok lorr . but too spicy le . make until my ulcer damn pain . then eric and nana came . then they quarrel with nana then a gal eerin came . then they fought . it's exciting . but i damn heartpain la . her strength is more tough than a guy can . shit lehhs . haiis . anyway ,, it's over then took a cab home and it was six plus seven in the morning . so shag . go home change le jitao slp lorr then cannot wake up this morning . haiis . but luckily escape close also . if not partner will be very dissappointed . ok,, that's all . i gotta go prepare now . meeting becca at amk then meet partner, steph and belle at bugis then meet rino . ahhahahaha . that's all folks . photos below .


we got bored waiting for the bus so we took some photos


this was at cuppage de toilet .


this was the bear i intend to give him during xmas but forget it . but i passed to him le la . isn't it cute?


it's hard to get this photo done ok . see my cramp face . LOL


i took it that time while having my break with my ex and bei bei all .


baby and me .


that's me .


we wanted to take with the whole tree but we're too small le la .


that's the bull i'm talking about .


me and sheryl .


me and amy . look so alike with xiao zhu . sians half half. zzz .


my beloved .


another bull !


me again !


that's all about pictures le la . update again !

went to meet baby then met xiaoyong and his frens . then xiaoyong and his frens went back to amk . then saw amy , sheryl and kelly . then we stay with them . then we went to heeren . we climb up and sit on the bull to take pictures . see how crazy we are . BOOHOO~ ahhahahahah . the pictures will be upload when i'm free ok . so lazy . then on the way to cuppage ,, we went to the california . those ppl who are doing gym . we point up to the ceiling while we use our phone to geh siao take their photos . then they was like .... HUH . WAD ARE THEY DOING ? so they look up too .. muahahahahahah ! then we reach cuppage . on the way still do alot of funny things la . so happy . WE ARE JUST SO DISTURBANCE AND NONSENSICAL ok . bleah ! then baby meet wanqi go boat quay drink . i actually wanted to go home then the stupid amy and kelly keep pulling me go club instinct . >.< sheryl sat outside and talk cock . so unwelcome la . then after they close ,, kelly and bamboo dunno why play play play until want to fight . fierce man . then when we try to pul kelly away ,, she say we side him . OMG . then we was really angry with her so we need to shout at her . so sorry . but i hope she understand la . then we went to walk around . disturbing cab drivers and all . firstly ,, we disturb those cab uncles say go pokemon center , digimon street . then kelly's gumantong . ahahahhahaha . then went to shanghai jazz . go their toilet and took their pillow . then went to give the pillow to a malay guy . BIKERS la . ahhhahahaha . we call him goreng . another one is pisang . lalala* then we went home cause the shanghai jazz ppl found out their pillow lost . hahah . fun la !


then went to meet rino ytd after work . then he was with lst and issey and all . so paiseh la . all i dunno de . but luckily amy came . with her cousin . then we like keep bangseh her cousin . so bad . then we went bishan and slack . bbc play . then went back amy house then went back bbc again. zzz . then we took a cab to rino house and PLAY and PARTY ! ahhahhahaha . but dunno why me and amy suddenly got chase out of his house la. play until song song then lidat . jitao is lost uh . bukit panjang lehhs . so unfamiliar with the place. scary . then went to find toilet . after that ,, went to find place to charge my phone . ahhhahahaha . thinking where to buy those stuffs for PARTY ! so bored la . then in the end ,, went to amy house and sleep . then haha ! i'm back at home blogging now . and she's now beside me giving me comments for my english . BOOHOO~ then waiting for the slowpoke kelly and sheryl . -.-

ok ,, my work is fine . but tired . ahhahahaha . sigh . me and him quarrel quarrel . fcuk . dunno wad the hell is wrong with me la . give att here and there . my gfs and bf . but u all think i like it mehhs ? hard to control de ma . forget it . i'm single once again. argh ! ppl around keep saying will be ok de la . but wtf . i dun wan this kind of r/ship . u get wad i mean? he said my att he can tolerate only i dun contact guys can le . then in the end lehhs ? fcuk it . dun wish to mention . and ... i've deleted all the guys contact in my phone just because of him . great . see wad's the ending ? happy la . even frens i also can't find back le . nvm . if they are my real frens ,, they'll call me soon isn't it ? haiis . finish work at three thirty today . so tired . woke up by soo guan . and we started quarreling . nvm. and then ... went back home after work . tired . later mit baby ,, take some stuff from her and PARTY ! muahahahaha . i bet the arsenal vs liverpool with baby's father and fcuk . we LOST . there goes my money . ahhahahah . nvm . i can always earn it back . then later baby go ah girl's bdae . i dunno wan go where liao . haiis . maybe miting my buddy ,, maybe go home rest cause tml got work again ! argh . shag uh !

ok ,, i got this stupid big ulcer that is killing me and i'm very pek chek with it . argh ! i didn't make it for our gathering as i got no much money and my ulcer is pain and i guess i couldn't eat much too . so i went to work . cause in that way ,, i would have money . my mouth was very very pain of course . ah dear brought the bitter bitter drink for me . *yucks* but i still drank it . it was his love ok . ahhahahaha . ok . enough of that . i thought that my girlfrens would be understanding enough but i was totally wrong . oh my . some sae they understand and that she will try to explain to them . but in the end? THEY WERE ALL DISAPPOINTED . i know,, if for me,, i would be disappointed too . i would rather u show ur temper to me instead of telling me this and that and behind me do all those stuffs . stop it . enough of it . i dunno whether is my mouth too pain so i'm having mood swings or wad . but can't they just understand me ? they would understand only if they have got a few cents on their wallets i think. they won't get that kind of feelings de la . and they organised a trip to escape next thurs . and i got to work . it was 9 hrs and it was $45 . omg . it's going to fly away . but after hearing that THEY WERE DISAPPOINTED i suddenly dun have the mood to go and i just dun wish to see them la . sae me for all i care . i really dun wish to and dun force me .

ok ,, time to update . everything is fine for me and my boy . going to book a chalet to celebrate his bdae . but i doubt there's space . share money with jason . hmmm ,, found a job . crabtree and evelyn . not bad la . but boring . ahhahahaha . nvm . just think of the money . ah dear is finding a job that can pei he with my work timing de . heehee . but i dun think everything's fine for me and my girlfrens . so long din meet up with them le . ytd after work went to far east with lu and ah dear then saw andrea , jamie and steph . feel that there's just a gap in between us la . dunno is too long nvr meet or wad lehhs . haiis . hope everything will be fine . i'm gonna study my maths soon. O maths paper 2 is on friday. thus i can't watch movie with my girlfrens but still gotta mit up for steamboat. yea man . ahhahahaha . ok la . update till here . gonna mit my dear boy le . if not he angry again. say i so long . miss my girlfrens . (:

ok,, am now at cuppage. ah dear,, lu and kerin was at there playing dota. then bei bei and me go entertain ourselves so we came to play com. ahhahahaha. lame la. went to m)phosis and bought my shoe. happy la. then went to paragon fill the application form. hope will success la. really need to work man. then got more income. then good. then can buy everything that i need. muahahaha. ok la. just update to here lorr. everything has been fine for ah dear and me. and i;m happy about that already. i hope things wil get better for drea and bert. and things will not turn out of wad we think about baby and joevin. (: shannon better faster come out. ok la. that's all about that. i long , i wish and i pray . :D

ok,, my routine is about the same everyday. so i dun think there's a need to update. ahhahahaha. no work,, go meet boyfren. then jio grace out for a stick sometimed and talk crap. then... if got work,, after work go find ah dear. ok,, i miss my girlfrens lotsa ! and i nidda find work !!! argh ! so many things to buy and not done yet. i wanna find a job that will pay about thousand plus a month. haiis. hard. and.. i haven't even touch one of my maths paper ok. sick. sians. think i gonna retake again next year. zzz. ok la . that's all. pictures of the day. ahhahahaha. went to watch movie with ah dear ,, lu and bei bei. luckily bei bei was there accompanying me. if not i think my attitude will show out again. cause... they got daiji again. -.- thanks uh bei bei. MUACKKS~


i love him to the core la


ain't we sweet. =x

SATURDAY*21102006<br>

went to vivo city with my girlfrens and had lots of funs. jamie couldn't make it and drea was kina disappointed cause even grace could give up time miting kasson and mit us yet jamie lidat .we went to the place where the scenery is nice and we slacked and take photos then went to shop. bought one ring and free one ring. ahhahahaha. ten bucks. that's our photos.

me and grace. (:

me and drea.

me and baby.

we acting emo. can anot. =p

then went coffee bean and eat. didn't go starbucks coffee bean and eat. [grace's newly opening stall] LMAO. that's wad we ate but already finish la. ahhahahaha.

then we went out to smoke again and saw something nice.

isn't it nice?

this is actually quite nice also but in photos can't really see the 3d la.

going crazy again.

this flower is nice too ! very big uh.

i lazy to rotate la. paiseh uh. LOL. the colour of the words will change de. interesting uh.

can't see properly.

one more shot but very blur lehhs.

again again and yes ! much more better. ahhahahahaha.

see my fcuk face and grace's hand again? ahhhahahaha.

we're trying our best to take a nice shot and there goes grace again. :D

this time w/o grace. LMAO

tongues out and half of my face is gone !

we're so vulgar. dun mess with us !

this is the pic that i went to seletar dam and took with baby de.

this was that time at cuppage take de. long time ago.

this was tat time while i was making nails he ask me help him make de. haiis.

me and belle ! miss her lots. took it at sab's chalet. my face was red because i drank quite alot. =p

ok la,, that's all about that.

went to meet aikxiang and his frens at cine with baby. then we went mount faber. actually want go 99 turn. then er zi told us it's at mount faber. it's not lo. but quite fun la. then we went marina south also. i sat on aikxiang's aprilla. baby's on jianhe's kawa. then fabian's supertwo is empty. ahhahahaha. supertwo lehhs. then we went to play the road on marina south. quite nice la. the turning then the aikxiang go quite down on the corner too. (: [xia shi wo ma ma de hun] LMAO. then we went to eat.

that's my masterpiece. we played with the chilli.

then after we ate,, we went to fren's house. i called him. i miss him. i want him back. i can't keep my promise. we chatted on the phone and negotiate.

SUNDAY*22102006

it was a short day for me . i went over to mit him early in the morning after talking on the phone with him and then went back home. then i forgot where i go liao. ahhahahahaah

MONDAY*23102006

i went to work today and baby came with jianhe and ah dear came to fetch me. then went over his house. he pei me the whole day. we were at his house the whole day and i stayed over la. although he was sleeping all the way and left me alone,, but i still appreciate and i understand that he's just tired. cause he woke up early in the morning to see sth. hmmm,, then afternoon lidat go cut hair then went home. and he came with me. after haircut de photos. make me feel like go do rebonding la. the person straighten for me. i think i gonna go rebond soon !

attitude gal . i hate my attitude lorr.

sai bin

TUESDAY*24102006

he came over to my house and eat after the hair cut and played dota. then my brother's fren came and kaopei la. sae wad no leave porridge for them all this. then the aqua jie keep sae i fan . i disturb him only ma. lalala* then he keep at there kaopei la. no peace at all. sae lucky he bought food if not eat maggie with my brother. wad's the problem with maggie? i cook de ok. should feel honoured. then me and ah dear went out to far east. dun care them la. noisy. then we went to take a walk at far east. can't find the salon for rebonding that time i went de. so forget it. but we found the converse shop so we went to buy the lace for ah dear. then dunno go where buy polo-t also. offer ma. so we went to buy lorr. then after that we went to cuppage. saw alex. then played a game of billiard with alex and we went off le. ah dear today the whole day again. ahhahahha. shiok. we never go to yee mun's pub cause ah dear dun wan. then went over to his house again. i met grace first. listen to her rant. and then ah dear came down and pass me cig then went back to his house again. then ah dear sleep again and i slept too this time and i woke up at three plus and went home. (: i cired when i was going home. not feel sad that i have to be separate with him. just some things and i dun wish to sae here. he knows about it too. and i hope he really wouldn't do it. i really dun wanna lose him. )':

WEDNESDAY*25102006

need to go to work. going to find ah dear first before going to work. just now teacher called. sians. ask me go back school tml. got sth important to tell me. i also not going overseas over the holiday. sae wad last day ask me go le then jiu no need go back le. i jiu shi dun want go ma. later need stay back for maths again. very tiring lehhs. some more go school also post-exams activity. I DUN WAN. how how how. later gonna talk to ah dear liao. ahhahahaha. ask him help me think. should be tell teacher say i sick de la. most to most. geng MC lorr. also not say never geng before right. ok la. i going to bathe now. =p

met weihao ytd. pass him money to return the who.[dun wish to mention] then he still disturbing wad ah dear. shit him la. never am i going to use that word again. causes me so much pain. ):
then baby's fren,, drive honda jazz de came and fetch us to go for rounding. ahhahahaha. shiok la. we went to seletar dam to meet up with his frens. so paiseh la. but his frens all frenly la. some quite cute also. =p then we sat there and talk crap. quite a number of them drives sports car de. like subaru and all but most of them got girlfrens le la . then wait for some more of his frens to reach seletar dam. wow. ytd first time we go seletar dam so many cars lehhs. normally is bike de lorr. not bad not bad. but baby and me seems to be more interesting in bike uh. LOL. bike pass we shoot up our head and see. car pass,, normal only. LMAO. then after they reached, some went home, then some came with us to orchard and off we go rounding. :D shiok uh. see so many cars go in one line out of seletar dam. woohoo~ some more most of them sports car. muahahahaha. then we went orchard there rounding la. got road blocks. scared the hell out of us la. some kena caught. luckily they are catching those drink driving de and dunno wad la. not catching those modify cars de. ahhahaha. ours and a few cars didn't kena. heng uh*

then we went to cuppage plaza and eat with ah nan only. the rest all went home le. eat prata. he pays lehhs. means ytd i pay the cab fare only. worth it la. ten plus nia. ahhahahaha. saw pui hui. he pillion a girl and baby was kinda sad. dun sad kays. he also not ur who. u can find a better than him one ! *thumb up* then we went home. he send me home first then baby.

i saw HIS profile and all the captions in our photos. sigh. he makes me soft-hearted again. i cried once i saw it. it seems like i'm breaking his heart. can't blame me. he says out the work "BREAK" when he's angry? means he's not even serious about our relationship. i said that i won't turn back but i dunno whether i'll make it through. i'm afraid i may be soft-hearted again. those things that he've done for me, i'll never forget. haiis. wad to do. i still miss him like how i do in the past but i dun wish to see him because i know if i saw him again,, i would want to see him more and meet him. I DUN WAN !
ok,, stop talking about that. later miting my girlfrens at vivo city. ahhahahaha. let's go and take a walk and shopping man ! then dunno at night go where maybe go home early la cause tml noon work pisang till five then rush home and change then go muhammed sultan interview. it's something like a pub,, selling alcohols la. but need catwalk and must know how to talk. then she sae if we wan,, she can teach us to be a DANCER too ! woohoo ~ that's wad i always wanted. let's see how the intervew go. then the pay is also quite good 4hrs=$80 shiok uh. must be sixteen and above. but she sae strictly no alcohol for us. ): not even customer wan give us. but the bad thing is must sign contract. one year. cannot go other agency for modelling all this. but i wonder must we work for them the whole year? wad if i found a bf and he doesn't like me working in this kind of job? haiis. see how the interview goes first la. ok,, write till here,, going bathe le. LOVE MY GIRLFRENS !

19102006*

break up. so wad? life still goes on. we just couldn't click and couldn't last la. why not try to be optimistic? at least i can be with my guy frens. just purely frens. and try out with someone new? maybe better? hmmm,, i wouldn't know. let time proves everything. but my freedom is one a confirm. i can work wadever i want and go anywhere i wan. hmmm,, i'm just sick and tired of all his shit. i say i won't be back means i won't be back. so wad if i love him? we wouldn't last la. quarrel over small things. haiiiya. sick la. go find work ba. dun have to settle down so soon rite? i'm still young and there's still plenty of time. girlfrens,, dun have to try to console me,, sad is of course will have a lil. but i'm more of a disappointment. i always thought he would try to maintain this r/ship. but he could actually sae out the word break. so that means he doesn't take this r/ship seriously. so wad if he's angry? it doesn't mean angry jiu = break ok. u all dun have to console me. just dun bring up his name and it will do me good. real good. ok,, last of all. all the best and god bless. ahhahahaha

FRIDAY*13102006

meet up with ah dear after work. diao at cuppage all the way. -.- siians. ok. i've not seen my girlfriends for so many days. was working and after work when i go out,, they went home le. then some are busy with their boys. sigh*

SATURDAY*14102006

went to celebrate my brother's bdae early. ahhahahaha. went to oasis eat taiwan porridge. pay twenty bucks only and i eat until i very full lorr. again,, HAPPY EARLY BDAE KOR KOR. muahahahahaha. i sat my brother's bike there and i can announce that he is a very dangerous driver ! >.<>sister and her boyfriend to tpy and we took mrt. took to cuppage to meet ah dear. zzz. then my sister and her bf went to bishan and catch a movie. then after miting ah dear at cuppage,, we went to jackson. then after that,, i went over to his house cause they tend to go sentosa tml morning. then after dear house,, dear accompany me go home.

SUNDAY*15102006

after reaching my house,, due to some problems,, we didn't go sentosa and we didn't go jurong too. then while i was preparing to go out and meet rachel,, ah dear fell asleep. so i intend to let him sleep and call him wake up at twelve thirty. i waited and waited and soon... i fell alseep too. uhoh... that means we didn't went to meet rachel. and i'm sure she was very angry about it. but i hope she would understand la. then woke up in the evening then to far east buy shoe. the money is borrow from ah dear's mother de. need to return her. then i buy liao,, grace tell me sae the work dun wan hire us cause we under eighteen then cannot handle alcohol ! ANGRY lorr. waste my money. but nvm la. can wear go out. ahhahahahaha. then actually want go ah dai's father song ka. then no transport so din go too. then after that,, i went over to ah dear's house. slack and then soo guan came,, ah dear go out and i went home. (:

MONDAY*16102006

went to school for maths lesson. sigh* n-level finish still lidat cause i gotta take my 0-level maths this year. nvm. strive harder and work towards it then next year will be a more easier year for me ! ok,, after school,, i went back school,, actually wanted to meet partner at grace house. but i was too tired so i fell asleep after preparing and left my partner sitting alone at grace's living roon while grace was happily playing in her room with her boy. uhoh... i'm so sorry partner. but i met her up at bishan then went to mac corner to wait for jamie. the haze was so bad and we felt so hot ! then after jamie arrived,, we slacked and gossip. heard that SOME PEOPLE has been to one of our girlfren shop and stare at her uh? not buying their products but to STARE AT HER. oh my,, this is so childish and so HAM JI la. tsk tsk tsk. and the shop is at far east MISSHA. dare to admit please ! then me,, drea and jamie went on gossiping about another girl,, a PLK la. we got a plan and we need ahdear's help. (: then we ordered and eat .

and i just realised that MCchicken contains so many fats ! OH GOD. and i was always eating that. we checked all the fats. ahhahahaha. lame la. then we played with the sauces. mixed with tartar, chilli, curry, milo, coke, cig butts and the ashes. eeeew. disgusting. i know. LOL. then drea partner and jamie went home and i went to ah dear's house to find him. actually he was going to his cousin's wedding then no shoe to match with his clothes so he didn't go. his mother ask me to go lorr but i wear until lidat. nonnonono. then soo guan came and we waited for jason's car to come. then go ps find lulu and his girlfriend. after reaching ps,, went to the arcade. and wow! so much difference. it really has change alot uh. then went carpark smoke then to newton circus and eat. stingray again. zzz. then after that,, went to cuppage play dota. god... but the game they play = interesting ! LOL. then after that,, went up to retrieve the car then kena fine. cause we were parking along the double yellow line. uh oh... but ok la. jason pay. only scared the letter will to his house then his parents find out. then we went back to bishan. and jason placed those construction stop sign to reserve the parking lot. LMAO. then we quickly help him move back. while moving the last thingy,, a police car drive over. luckily we know how to say la. then kena screen then after that,, nothing liao. then went over to void deck and slack then HOME. went home with lulu's gf, beibei. to tampines. god. that was far. but my house first la. so no worry. then cab fare she pay. so good uh. she sae she got work so nvm. haiis. THANKS anyway !

TUESDAY. 10102006

after exams went to eat with my classmates. actually lots more are going then they chu spot. arrr,, dun care. anyway,, we have our funs too !
we went in to cafe cartel to sit and going to order. then one of my malay frens roliah, couldn't eat so we decided to go pastamania. LOL.
then after eating,, photo taking session. LOL .

me and vanessa. (:

me and sherlyn. abit shaky ar cause sherlyn's hand was shaking like fcuk. dunno wad happen too. *laugh*

vanessa,, me and wanting.

know why wanting head shoot so up? cause she's afraid i might block her view. LMAO

ONE MORE TRY !

ok,, after eating,, went to ah dear house to meet him. and took some pictures while he was bathing as we were preparing to go out.

ah dear sae i look like bugs bunny in this shot.

me with our piglet.

me kissing our piglet.

act one sentimental. still got another one. but accidentally delete it. that's nicer. )':

messy but nice uh !

ok,, then we went to east coast and actually wanted to play snooker but some was underage. so we went to play the touch screen de. my favourite la ! played photohunt and the game that need to make two the same thing then can game de. only wei hao and me knows how to play. they all catch no ball. lmao.
after the game went to walk walk on the beach with kok kiong, his gf and ah dear. then ah dear at there keep yawnin. so not romantic ok ! hmph ! then went back to bishan mac and then went to eat cup noodle then went to ah dear house sleep then morning take cab home !

WEDNESDAY. 11102006

went to tanglin and report to close my case. the officer scold and scold and scold. cause of my stupid mother. tell him sth which is not important at all. shit her la.
forget about it. spoil my mood la.
then went to find ah dear at his house again. then took one photo only. not nice la

not really in the mood to take photo.

then actually wanted to eat KFC. but closed le. so we just waited at the taxi stand for jason's car. lol .
then we went to night safari. then wei hao they all arrived too. three bikes and one private bus. (: then we walk around the night safari. saw baby leopard, owl and snake. but too expensive so didn't take pictures with them. lol.

we went into a glow in the dark shop and play around. that's ah dear. ahhahahaha

and that's me. ok,, i know it's dumb.

i took with a fake crocodile. reminds me of steve irwin. sigh*

then everyone of us at a hut. LOL

one more shot !

ok,, then went to loyang and bai bai. then went back to bishan again to return the car and then got one security call police cause lu lu throw bottle caps at him. then talk talk talk talk talk. six or seven police officer. three police car. crazy la. in the end also nothing. i never kena screen cause i was sitting there all along. at one corner. i walk over kena scold by ah dear so i just sat there lorr.
after screening,, went back home with sab,, tianhao and ah boy. then i no need pay the cab fare. how gentlemen they are. *thumbs up*

THURSDAY. 12102006

went to interview at OCC. it was a successful one. but they were not very happy with our age, also can't help ma.
going for training on monday at five. hope i won't be late. GRACE.. CALL ME ! LOL.
then went to grace house and change then went to mac corner find them. andrea, drea's bf, drea's bf de fren, jamie, baby was there. we waited for wanqi's arrive. then while waiting,, baby ask me go walk walk. and i go reluctantly as i was kinda tired after the interview. she bought foundation, eyebrow pencil and a mask. she bought for me , andrea and herself a tummy stud. so sweet of her. all same de.
then headed to mac corner to meet ah dear. he was alone. waiting for terrence and nat. then we smoke halfway,, terrence came and we went to eat. then drea,, wanqi,, jamie and baby went off le.
grace meet yimei go block nine. meet their boys.
then me,, terrence,, ah dear and nat [soon arrrive], sat at mac corner and eat and wait for jason's arrive. then saw laosu so we talk cock. then after partner they all came back,, jason they all arrive and so,, have to go again. sigh*
went to parklane to let doctor.boon and company go down first and then to bugis village. walk walk again. *pant*
then all meet up at bugis village le,, after walk walk,, buying things that they want, we went to lau pa sat and eat ! weihao wasn't in a good mood. showing black face. but i think maybe he's just tired? and he have to go back camp after that. so poor thing.
we ate sting ray and satay. wow. keep eating sting ray this few days. shiok uh !
i miss my uncle fabian's food ! the best la !
then we went to mount faber, the scenery was nice ! those we are reading this and will go rounding often,, if u all got no place to go,, go mount faber. won't regret. really nice !
after mount faber,, dunno where to go then we go round and round and round. then we went to sembawang park. the jetty there,
then as we were going back to bishan,, ROAD BLOCKS !
the car was overloaded and alot alot la. then alot of problems occured which i dun wish to sae as some ppl wouldn't know and we dun wanna them to know.
sigh. i'm so worried for them la.
i pray and i pray that nothing would happen.
oh god please bless them.
then we went back bishan to return car and then eat cup noodle again. -.- then went to kim san leng. then quarrel with ah dear, haiss ! because of those bikes thingy again. ah dear uh,, not i cannot put them down. now is our this group also got ppl ride bikes then sometimes i'm just saying those thingy that i know. not i want to haolian or wad. it's just that... haiiya. nvm. forget it. if i cannot put them down, i wouldn't have gone back to u in the first place. because i know that u dun like. u get it. anyway. if u still want think that i cannot put them down then forget it. that's all i wanna sae !