broke up with him . no more feeling for me .
wad shit . for so long then no more feeling .
well ,, i know i can't blame him . but why
let me have so many hopes then treat me this
way again .

i thought we could last . i thought we
could get married . in the end ,, this
kind of thing happen . i know i shouldn't
rely much on him . but wad can i do ?
i'm sooo down . ):
dun comfort me ppl ,, cause i dun feel much
better .

we plan to watch movies together . we plan
to go swimming together . we plan to bought
couple tees together . now all he said is just
too sudden . we're still okays last night . and
then all of a sudden ,, no more feelings . that's
human isn't it ? how am i supposed to take it ?
i seriously can't take it . wad am i supposed to
tell the person doing the shirt ? well ,, we broke
off and dun need the shirt anymore ?
wad a joke . __ i dun like feeling this way
when i feel so shit ~

my girlfren is still the best . rush down
to meet me when she knows wad happen
even though she haven't slp . i'm
glad i still have them by my side .
sigh ~ i'm so down until i dunno wad
to say . so many things to blog at first .
now ,, i really dunno wad to say .
just to declare : i'm single !!!!
chase me for all u wan . LOL . i'm free .
meet me for all u wan . (:
but i dun have u all de number le . msg me
please . (:

okays . am blogging at home now .
but still ppl ,, i'm lazy to upload
the photos . so sorry . bleah*
i hate ppl to tag and give those
-not nice- comments when
we dun even know them .
oh please man . we as her frens
also never say anything much
so why must they ? it's like ...
eeeyer . just hate it la .

okays ,, today's mother tongue paper ,,
not very hard and not very easy .
guess a b3 will be nice . (: but dunno
if i get a b3 want to retake anot leh .
>.<

i guess ah dear is sleeping until song
song at home . zzz . still tell me want
go sang zhong . -.- but i can't meet
him cause i'm going for work later .
then kelly and vanessa is currently
at my house watching snakes on
the plane . (:

oh ya ,, forget to tell u all when i went to
cine last saturday ,, saw so many many
ppl there la . it was kind of happening la . =x
cause last time at cine ,, now at cine de
all came down . but i think they
came down is because of the problem
la . none of my business though . (:

ppl is having their holidays now .
and yet we have to go back school
for another week for intensive
revision . poor bowenians ~
so tired of studies la . BOOHOO ~

okays ,, that's about all i guess .
am so tired when i know i'm
working later . but bo bian la .
think of the money ~~~~

am at thomson now . same old thing . LOL .
okays . actually wanted to go shopping
with my girlfriends and their boy . but
in the end never . zzz . kelly meet jave then
dunno why din call me and all .
baby stayed at home until quite late and
she didn't wan to go bugis . then grace
says her bf book out early . BOO ~

in the end ,, me and ah dear went bugis .
then met kerin ,, his two other frens and
terrence . then went walk walk and bought
two black jeans . bought one for myself
and one for vanessa as her birthday present . (:
so nice of me right . i know i know . LOL .
then walk around . slacked and waited for
grace to come with her bf. she came
around eight plus and we went to search
for the couple tee . the shirt
is so interesting la . but not confirm can make it .
let's pray hard that it can la . (: then grace went
to buy her black jeans and we went cine .

saw baby over there due to some
daiji . then eat and here we came
to thomson . baby stayed there cause
of the daiji then grace and her bf stayed
there cause they dun wanna come
thomson . boohoo ~ met up with
weihao ,, ah boy ,, jianyong ,, jason ,,
lewis ,, aaron and alvin . then lewis ,,
aaron and alvin dun wanna come thomson
so me ,, ah dear ,, kerin ,, terrence ,,
jianyong ,, ah boy ,, wei hao and jason
headed to thomson . so here i am now .
so tired la .

the stupid yifeng ! last minute went
to family outing so the movie cancelled !
i wan watch pirate of the caribean la !
meet up soon okays !
photos will be upload soon as i promised !

okays ,, am now at thomson with ah dear ,,
kelly and wei hao . the guys are playing dota
happily then kelly and me are playing audi
and surfing the net happily . so that gives me
the time to update ! heh ~ okays .. wad i wanna
sae now ? am waiting for so many things at
the moment . let me list them down one
by one ya ?


FIRSTLY : tml's outing with my girlfrens
and movie session with yifeng and
her boy . (:
SECONDLY : next sat's swimming session
with ah dear ,, yifeng & her boy
and the rest . :D
THIRDLY : first month with ah dear !
FOURTHLY : the couple ring and couple tee la .
LASTLY : terrence faster mit up for mugging !


okays ,, that's about all i guess . hope i'll get everything
i want smoothly . oh god ,, please bless me . LOL .
hmmm ,, monday is our O level mother
tongue liao and we're still here surfing net and playing .
anyway ,, wad's there to study for mother tongue right . zzz

alright alright ,, shall update photos when i'm
free ! dunno wad to say right now .
i'm soooo tired la . guess i'm going home
soon (: i miss BEIBEI ! when are u miting us ?!

went swimming few days back with my girlfrens !
photos will be updated soon ! lalalalala*
okays ,, me and ah dear ho liao la . LOL .
vanessa was having a problem with kerou la .
then went down to see lorr . small problem only lorr .
need call so many ppl meh . some more . i know a few
of them too . wad a small world . -.-
okays . am going out to meet my dear and kelly le . (:
update soon !

okays . i've known all of my results .
i failed all except for maths and mt .
damn ! it was so close for english .
tsk tsk tsk . really need some mugging .

hmmm ,, about my bf ,, ppl ,, don worry .
i'll make a wise choice . i know i do not
wan to end things so soon just because
of some bitches and bastards but i really
do need to think over it . i love him yes i do . (:

okays ,, went shopping with grace ,, baby & kelly
ytd . had alots of fun . same old us . disturb here
and there la . went to heeren first to search for
our bikinis . but couldn't find a cheap one . all
so expensive la dey~ cheapest i see is hundred
plus lorr . -.- few pieces of cloth hundred plus .
i'm not gonna buy . kill me instead ! and then went
to far east . waited for baby's arrived then accompanied
her eat KFC . headed to cotton candy cause grace
wanted to buy cardigan . baby bought too cause two
is cheaper so why not . then baby bought another
cardigan . zzz . she's just reach la . then went to
osmose to shop for my top . i'm really getting fat
and i'm so sad . ): can't fit in quite alot of tops .
therefore ,, i have more determination to go
on a diet now . come on ppl ,, help me ! LOL .
no lunch for me today ! okays . then headed to
tpy for a round of billiard . hmmm ,, we broke the
record! one ball need dunno how many mins to
go in la . LOL . at first a lot of form then in the
end no form . -.- sian half half . anyway ,, grace and
kelly tag team and me and baby tag team and
the winner is ....... -beating of drums-
grace and kelly !!!! LOL . sad to say . anyway ,,
i'll drill on it if i have the time . (:

okays ,, stop being naggy . photos last few weeks ...

me and grace dunno doing wad la . when we're having lunch at far east . yuntun mian ! yumyum .


ah dear having ulcer . mouth cramp . LOL . that time at thomson take de . =p


we went to pasir ris and played with this . it is done by sticker and sand . this is done by rachel and wei hao . (:


this is me and ah dear . we nearly quarrelled cause of what colour to put . u will LYAO if u're at the scene .


me and ah dear . after trying to make ourselves dry .


me and yifeng . :D


we spent $20 plus to get this lousy bear . rrrrr~


yifeng gave me this turtle . so nice of her . (: then kelly also have . that's why take photos .


playing with the shrek thingy in class . bored la dey ~






yay !


me and baby at tpy de toilet . lol .


me and baby plus grace . see ,, grace just came out from the toilet . oops . =x snapshot .


the four of us . :D


conclusion : the one standing the most right hand holding the camera will always be ugly . ):


me again. zzz


me and baby kissing the ah ma .


tat's wad i called GIRLFRENS .


loves .


okays . guess i'm meeting my girlfrens again later . update soon !

okays . things ain't going smoothly for
me and ah dear anymore . OH MY ~
why am i so stupid . of course true love
dun go smooth right . (:
and i think somebody cursing us leh .
everytime going to one month then
we will quarrel till very jialat de . >.<
alright . i'm starting to feel tired . ):
tired of giving in and all . my fault or
not my fault i also have to give in .
only once in a blue moon then he
gives in to me . sigh ~ i thought i
could tolerate now de him but i'm
totally wrong . i now understand
how he's feeling in the past . wad
a fcuk-ing person i am ! gosh ~
i'm glad that i've changed now . to a
better one . (: i hope for his change too .

i think we really need to think whether
we still wants to continue this relationship
anot . sigh ~ but i see the friendster chatbox
he only wrote "ah dear i love u" ,, my heart
melt already . sigh ~ but i won't msg him
first ! i angry . wan jiu he msg me first .
he must realise his mistake first . correct ,,
i was the root of the problem . but i did explain
to him why i did that and all . and we already
say hao that if any unhappiness ,, we got to
tell each other straight and talk things out
but why he lidat sia . sigh ~ so now i wan
him to realise his mistake and we talk about it .
i shall give him one week . if he still never ,,
then let's see how the wind blow . but if this
time break ,, there's no more patching up liao .
i know the both of us dun wan those break
then patch life liao . so ,, must really think
carefully if he still dun wanna msg me .
who ask him wan play mia with me . so
damn angry u know ! RAWRrrrr ~~~~

but this week ,, i'll have more times with my
girlfrens ! i'm going to town with grace and
kelly [maybe] walk walk . then maybe back to
braddell slack or wad ba . see how . hmmm ,,
okays ,, i'll just spend this week with my girlfrens
ba . update till here . am going prepare to go
and meet my girlfrens ! loves . (:

LONG POST !!!!

went escape yesterday with ah dear ,,
yifeng ,, kerin ,, wei hao and yi man . (:
okays . was fun but rainbow and revolution was
closed for maintenance i think .
we went in and play all of the game i think .
ah dear and kerin was scared of
height . so they partner each other then
me and yifeng partner lorr . (:
the both of them didn't played much due
to their phobia . in the end ,, they spent
$16.50 to play go-kart , children's train ,
and some only la . ah dear loves to play
go-kart . it was fun la . but the queue was
just too long . but it was worth it . (:
spent $20 plus over some game and
won a lousy bear . angry . it was
some exibhition la . i think . not worth it .
but alright . xiao gui they all has got
a new member for them ! heh heh .
hmmm ,, then we went in to the haunted house .
was fun ! scary . but too bad can't take photos .
saying of photos ,, didn't really took much .
so sorry bei bei . cause i brought a big bag .
then ask ah dear help me put in to the
locker and bring my stuffs out but he didn't . ):
BOO ~ so in the end . not much photos taken .
only some in weihao's phone but he forgot to
send me . played the water boat .
say hao dun shoot each other in the end
all get wet . and escape was closing so
we went to the toilet and try to make ourselves
dry . but we didn't get dry until where la . but it was fun la !
then weihao and yiman went back to their
fren's chalet then kerin ,, yifeng ,, me and ah dear
went to pasir ris to eat then go giordano
buy shirts and pants . so funny la . ah dear
and kerin wore the same tops then me and
yifeng wore the same bottom . lol .
actually intended to go town watch movie .
but all is wet and tired so we went home instead .
took train and went home .
after some conversations with ah dear ,,
i realised sometimes ,, some things must
be left unsaid . sigh ~

today quarrelled with ah dear again. sigh ~
but patch things up again . he's now on
the way to my home though .
if i had a gun right now ,, i'll bang straight
to my head . i dun care whether i'm being loved
by who and how many ppl . i just so wanted to
kill myself . i dunno why too . sigh ~ say me selfish
ppl . i dunno why i have that thinking too . ):

i'm feeling sooo moody . bf ,, please help me . BOO ~

am currently at thomson . (:
going home soon ba then tml escape .
hmmm ,, so excited can . actually
plan to go there firstly is because of
weihao . secondly is because want
to go celebrate bei bei's bdae . but bei bei
say she and ah lu want er ren shi jie . BOO ~ ):
jitao sad la . but nvm . am miting her
to celebrate her real bdae . heh .

as for my girlfriends ,, yes , i think
i really really must fork out some time
for them la . so sorry . =x
okays . am addicted back to audition .
but really hard to level up can .

getting fatter and fatter . i cannot say diet
diet then never do anything . action
speaks louder than words . hope
i can do it ! gambateh ~

i failed my combined science and a maths ~
expected . maths and chinese b3 . still not bad .
now seeing my english and combine humans .
i dun put too much hope ba . guess that's about
all . shall update more about my escape trip .
lalalalalalala* am looking forward to it . :D

update soon !

i'm going smoothly with my ah dear . (:
i'm glad to say that . hmmm ,,
ah mel and kel got something wrong .
but i'm sorry i can't be there for u kel . ):
but u're always there for me whenever
i need u although most of the time u're
late . u said u love me and would never
leave me ,, i guess i'm the one who
would never leave u . ah mel still keeps
calling me now . but since he twis and turn
the words until lidat ,, guess i'm not going to
pick up his calls anymore .
i'm not helping him anymore !
hao ren mei hao bao ! bleah ! angry !






went to thomson and play after work on wed
cause thurs marking day . met kelly and baby .
kelly is better now . and i'm happy for that . (:
i hope she would find a better guy and for ah mel
to regret ,, she would have to treat the guy better
and change her attitude . yup yup . mid year exam is
finally over . guess i'm failing all ! will update
about my results soon ! think tml will get back
most of my papers le ba . but i lazy go school tml eh . =x






and my dear girl GRACE YEO HUI YAN ,,
i'm sorry that i broke the weekdays for frens
and weekends for bf . but i really do hope that u
all would understand . hmmm ,, terribly sorry .
but i make the effort to call u all out too though
i'm with turtle and i-know-why u all dun wanna
come along . but i'll try to minimise it alright ?
i hope to see u all soon ~






alright ,, my baby is asking me to faster
go sleep now . tml got school . update again .
i loves puay defeng ,, grace yeo hui yan ,,
jaslin lee shi qi ,, kelly ong yu hui .
i miss vanessa shi min er ,, amy pah li shi ,,
lee yifeng ,, bei bei [paiseh ,, dunno ur real full name . =x]

o.0 so the problem is with my blogskin huh . damn it .
ok ,, for my MYE . i think it is really a disaster !
geog-atrocious
english-worst
ss-ridiculous
physics-haven't finish the paper yet but not much hope .
chem-die !
mother tongue-got back the paper and pass with flying colours ! heh
add maths-difficult till i drop dead la
maths-haven't yet but i guess shouldn't be a problem .
luckily i still have my mother tongue and maths la .
if not i think i die liao le .
guess i'll just forget about going to poly .
i guess i have to go to a private with my
ah dear and frens liao . so ,, see ya there ! haha .






hmmm ,, me and him is currently still ok . (:
going smoothly lorr . i'm happy and i'm
glad . later going to meet him soon .
yay ! i miss him dearly !






photos from last time . :D





me ,, kelly and vanessa is starting to see so many
weird weird things on the path to the bus-stop .
eeeew ~



that time window-shopping with my wonderful
girlfrens ! then went to the arcade and took this .



that's my boy . (:



my beloved boy helping me wipe my stuffs after work .
that's so sweet of him .



that's pigeok ~



that's han wei .





ah dear got so bored and started playing with my phone .









ain't we so cute . we have nothing to do at chinese lesson so
we played with our fren's phone . lalalalala*



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i am at home now after

the long hour of working .

phew ~ tml work again.

sian . but $$$ ,, no problem la .

heh . saw kayboon at pisang

there . he's now working

at kimage . not bad uh .

keep going . then saw

grace with serena .

as usual ,, before work must

come disturb me first then

she happy .

i'm waiting for my beloved

bf call to meet up .

he's at redhill now

caught up with something .

poor me . i'm so bored !

i already prepare finish liao

le . and later midnight cab .

gosh ~

but it's alright . BOO ~

i'm also waiting for tml

cause kelly tell me

to go watch spiderman 3

together with her boy

and my boy . (:

i'm also waiting the day

that the three of us ,,

grace ,, baby and me

would have an outing

together with our bfs . :D

and ... of course the house

of our own !!!!

i seriously dun have the mood

for my MYE . i guess

i've flung all my paper so far .

mother tongue was not very good .

SS was ridiculous .

english was worst !

i guess i dun have the mood

to study la . sigh ~

now is mid year already .

O level is coming and i'm

still lidat . i'm gonna study hard .

i wanna go to poly . hmph !

i'm back with him !

u all may be sick and

tired but i'm real happy .

i know i won't disappoint

him again . cause i know

i truly love him and i cannot

dun have him .

u may say i'm foolish . i'm stupid .

but i dun care . i just wan my love .

no matter what he's changed to ,,

i love him anyway

cause that is him . (:

so noble huh .

clap clap pls .

heh . =x

ok i know . lame .

sigh ~ i know my boy

is angry with me now .

i didn't msg him when i got home . =S

sorry boy . i know by saying that

u wouldn't not be angry .

but i just dun wan to make u more angry

so i think i just leave u alone ok .

i really hope to see u tonight after my work .

cause i'm really missing u lots

my dear boy .

photos for the past few days .

that's my tag number for cross country .

it's located at bishan park for

the first time cause

macritchie renovating .

saw a number of bishan park

students . call terrence but told

me he got exam . sad sia . BOO ~

took this class photo . wasn't ready

again again !

that's more like it .

but my face cramp la .

dun see dun see ! lol .

i just like it when my class

got so united . the guys

ran all the way to catch up

with us girls then we slowly walk

together with mr dominic goh .

lol . so fun la . then we girls

sacrifice so we took the boys route

instead . i'm truly happy to see

our class so united !

5a1 wan sui !!!!

me zilian that time at

k-pool with grace ,,

winnie ,, bei bei ,,

xiao yong and his

two other frens .

i wanted to take photo

with her and then she took

her mirror and look here

look there . -.-

very pretty le la !

there we go !

colour colour !

a little bit of pattern

but bad photographer .

tsk tsk .

see my cramp face .

tweese .

she zi lian alone cause

her phone no batt . arbish *

i took it at home when i'm bored .

that's how sherlyn keep making

the poor xiaogui . >.<

i got so bored when

i'm working at uncle there .

again !

dunno why haq saw

this barbie doll la .

at our school de classroom .

and we started playing with it .

so poor thing .

and the sex maniac

abdul haq and akid goes

again . open the barbie doll

leg and it broke ! LMAO .

i think i'm loving my class

more and more . gosh !

and this is the last year .

i'm gonna miss them ! BOO ~

oh ya ,, update u all abit .

today got two students fight

infront of the whole school sia .

interesting uh . but because of

stupid thing la . then in the end

police case . stupid sia .

i think caning enough le lorr .

this thing is happen in school de

leh . some more no outsider lorr .

aiya . our school fcuk-ed up de la .

and on the way back .

this stupid dunno crow

or wad . scared the hell

out of me ,, kelly and

vanessa la .

i think is a baby crow la .

at first we dunno la .

then thought it was injured or

wad . then i took a plastic bag to

vanessa ask her to catch

then we put downstair block .

some more when we stand near it .

it chirp to us like want us

to save it lidat .

act one poor thing . hmph !

then the BIG CROW came !

is kelly ask is whether is crow is it .

then we all notice it's actually a crow !

omg . then after taking photo ,,

we quickly walk . then when we turn

our head back ,, the BIG CROW

like flying towards us then

we run like crazy man .

scared they come and poke our head la .

LOL . i think when u all saw

the way we all run ,, u all

will laugh till mad la .

i'm working at uncle there

this few days . tired but bo

bian . need money . BOO ~

ok la . think i getting more

and more naggy le huh .

that's all ba . update again

soon . (: