kammygkx

taking a look at our wedding photos ,
i know you're the one. you're my right one.
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i just wanted more time to finish my studies
and get everything done to get married to you.
i only wanted four years more. 4 years , is that
too much? :(
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you said yes upon waiting for me but did you?
why didn't you wait?
yes , you told me before you wanna get married
before 21 , you should have told me if i'm wasting your
time. you can go and look for someone else.
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maybe if you look for someone else , you would happily be
married now and nothing like that would happen? :(
i feel terrible without you.
i envy others so much that they can get married and stay
together like forever. :(
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now , you're gone just like that.
like..... like that. :(
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i really can take it if people grows old and die.
but how about you?
why must it be you?
why must it be me?
you're still so young and we've so many things
yet to do. how could you.........
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people says i will overcome it.
it just takes time. yes , of course it does take
time. but how long?
a year? a month? two years? 5 years?
i don't know.
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dear , i'd rather you go and find another girl
instead of this thing happen.
at least i can still be angry with you , i still
can sms and scold you , i still can see you at bishan.
i still can hope for one day for your return.
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but now , i can do nothing.
tell me , what can i do for you to be back?
if i'm dead can make you return , i'll definitely
do that. it's useless living without you.
i love you darling.
i'm missing you more and more each day.