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haiis. went to read back my previous post. OMG . sad la. haiis. dunno why i still hope for his return. hope to hear him sae he love me and he cares for me and that he still misses me.

i know that's all impossible. can't u see? it's so obvious le. his choice would obviously be her. haiis. he dun love u and he dun care fot u and most of all, he dun miss u anymore! please wake up kammy ! somebody have already replaced ur place in his heart. please bless him ! this is wad he wants u to do. and he'll blessed u too.

haiis. what am i thinking? i should be hating him now. why am i thinking of him out of a sudden? blame my itchy hands to go and read back my past post. haiis. WHY WHY WHY ? can't get to sleep and tml's going to sentosa. haiis. i've got so many things to think now. why why why? i dun wanna think !!!

feel so sad that i didn't learn how to blog when i was together with him in the past few years. that would be so great. every little moments i've shared with him but was kinda relieved that i didn't. if not,, i would be crying now. haiis.

i wanna step out of this circle. i know it's hard. it's been so long. a memories of one year plus going to two years. it isn't going to be easy. but i'm sure i'll overcome it. PERSEVERE. do not call or message him. do not even go and view his profile on what he write or who wrote testi to him or his nick. just get out of his life. and do not even go and listen where is he and who is with now. it's none of my business. know it's hard !!! but PERSEVERE. i'm strong ! i'll be able to do it. and i'm ok until... i read those stupid post. i'm fine . i'll be fine.

i'll continue to walk down my life. happily. *hopefully*

lastly,, a BIG SIGH ~