kammygkx

2nd post of today .

ok ,, went to find my ex in the afternoon

then off to work

i burned my leg while working .

damn . so sway can

ok ,, curious about why ex ?

cause .. we broke up once again .

heh . dun ask me why cause u have to ask that bastard

tsk ,, i shouldn't have take pity on him last month

thus ,, causing me all this troubles and sadness .

of course ,, i have to look strong and cheerful on the outside

but i know how i feel deep inside

and furthermore ,, i dun like ppl to ask if i'm ok .

of course i would sae i'm ok la . correct ?

and it'll only cause me to sob more .

and wth ~ i shouldn't have took pity on him

that time . when he told me how much he need me and all .

and wadever shit he told me .

wad i am so important to him and that

he would change to be a good bf .

and wth . now ,, i took pity on myself .

i still have lots of stuffs to do now . changing of wallpaper ,,

taking back my stuffs from grace etc. etc .

if i didn't patch back with him ,, i would save the trouble ,, isn't it ?

and blame myself for neglecting my sis

and now ,, it's my retribution

i'm all alone when i needed them most .

how sad huh .

anyway ,, i'm soooo used to it .

now ,, i have to stand up once again

and i'm not taken aback to wad others says .

aiyo ,, again uh . sure patch back de la

my hell . and i will say won't de la

and they will say . listen to u say how many time liao

and of course this shall be the last post about him

and if i can do that ,, i'm sure there would be no problem to put him down

love? bullshit

i'm awaiting for the day when i can treat him like

how andrea and kelly treated their ex .

and i know if he came to me now ,, i would still forgive him .

and now ,, i would change to a cold-blooded animal .

i'm not gonna care about wad he says or feel anymore

i shouldn't have top my card and use the money to buy a new number instead

i shouldn't have let myself step into so deep when

i know this is going to happen

and once again ,, i'm gonna change my url and all

and once again ,, i'm SINGLE & AVAILABLE

anyone to date me out ? heh ~ =D