kammygkx

ok ,, once again . i'm at thomson
using com . haha . but this time
with kelly . i know u guys are going
to say that my blog skins is in a mess .
but what to do . i like the design
but not the way they organise .
so bear with it until i find a better
one kks .argh ~ i dunno why i just
miss him so much la . sian . i
wanna learn to be strong . i see others
even though missing the other partner
alot ,, they just kept quiet and keep their
sorrow to themselves . they won't even
go and msg them and tell them . that's
so unlike me . i must learn to be strong .
i must i must i must . wad must i do ?
must i really contact guys then i can forget
him ? but i myself know that's
only temporarily only . sigh ~
wad to do . life's full of ups and downs .
i'll take it as it's part of growing up (:
i wanna forget him . i really
wanna do . it just feel so hurt la .
so hurt . so hurt . so guys gave me
their contact . but till now i still
haven't contact them . i put the
right choice by not giving them
my number . if not ,, they sure
irritating la deh ~ sigh ~ i really
dunno whether i should step out
now and msg them . i dun wanna
stay like this with him forever .
i so wanna meet him everyday
to care and love him and feel
his love and care too .
FCUK-ED MYSELF . turning emo
again . zzz . -.-