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went down to my house downstair to meet xiaosheng , qinwei , kelly and sheryl just now. actually is want to play with candles want. but then boh candles. -.- so we just sat downstair and talk cock talk cock. lols ! sorry to xiaosheng and qinwei if we happens to bore you all. D:
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actually why ah why. why am i left here in this world?
i everyday like eat , sleep , use computer , watch tv only.
waste the utility bill lehhhhh ~ :( if only i'm taken away that
time too then i don't have to waste my mummy's money now.
sigh ~
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anyway , i think i'd like to post about how i'd like my funeral
to be if next time i happen to leave the world like out of a
sudden. :x
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i also don't know why i will think this way. but i just feel that
life is soooo fragile. and i really don't know what might even
happen next. so friends , if you happen to read and see this post ,
please tell my family about it. :x
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-i want myself to be in bridal gown when i pass away.
cause i remember weihao was in a suit that time. i wanted
to continue to carry on our wedding.

-please choose a nice photo for me that i will look cheerful
enough and pretty of course. so that everytime you all come
and visit and pray , will remember my pretty & cheerful look. :D

-i don't want you all to feel sad for me cause i won't like it.
can cry cause i understand but not infront of my wake please.

-move on with your life but please do not forget me.

-don't blame anybody else (if i happen to die due to accident)
cause it's an accident.

-please buy my favourite food always when you all come and
visit and pray me. all time fav ayam , pokka blueberry tea ,
chocolate beancurd and marlboro menthol please ~ lols !

hmmm , i also don't know anything else leh. but it should
be about that lah. :x will add on more if i think of it and
if it's still not too late.
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i know you all will say i'm being very pessimisstic here.
but come on lah , it's really very difficult to say if someone
really has to go or time is up.
i just feel the need to say before everything is too late.
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but don't worry cause they always say when a people
who always keep thinking about dying , won't die so
soon. so maybe i think i might still live up to 80.
the above was JUST IN CASE. lols !
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actually , i don't wish to grow so old also. i don't want
to wait until the 21900 days without him. :(
why 21900 days? cause it's 60 years to be exact.
try calculating it if you don't believe me . :x
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actually i also find it very stupid to count by days
cause every leap years you will need to add additional
one more day. it's also not very accurate also lah. :x
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i seriously hate the feeling when relatives start saying.
why you never try to start walking?! don't be lazy.
what the..... as if i got lazy until i don't want to walk. -.-
who will like to go to the toilet with the computer chair
or even go out with wheelchair. -.-
& i feel that even if i try to walk now also won't okay.
so might as well wait for the physiotherapist to tell
me what to do. correct?!
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but now i also got try walking. don't say i lazy anymore
k ! :x okay , i've updated me and weihao's blog already.
go see see. very funny ! hahaha.
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i'm going over there to read liao loh. bye people ~ :D