ytd went to tpy study with grace and kelly and end up i'm the one studying only. see,, i'm so guai la . LOL
then kelly went to mit ah chen take her art thingy then mummy came and fetch us to the sin tua.
ok,, then we went to wish dai seng ya gong gong happy bdae. and those words he said is so touching that my cousins cried ! goodness.
maybe i'm heartless la. i din cry . LOL.
then kelly went back home then i meet le popeye[my buddy] . he came serangoon north here with his two frens drive van de accompany me go find kelly.
stupid girl. call her no answer. then i went up to her house and knock at her window and in the end i found out that... i KNOCK ON THE WRONG WINDOW.
wad a joke huh.
then we went to commonwealth to find dunno who de ex la.
then went to geylang buy cig then went to near tanjong pagar there eat nasi lemak.
but me and kelly din eat.
then we went to play water bomb.
LOL. ahhahahaha.
we went to mustafa to buy plastic bag then went to jalan besar market to fill water and off we go.
but i was on another van and i din play la.
then they keep playing lo.
throw at the bangalah and make them so angry. LOL.
then dun wan let us go home . so tired lo
then we went to the you zhan.
i urgent la.
then after that i sit their fren de sp home. LOL.
then the stupid boy.
drive so dangerous. the corner. tsktsktsk.
then i reached home safely. i reached home around four plus then make a call to junwei and slept around five or five plus.
then six plus went to school .
oh,, shag !
then slept in school. eyes can't open. LOL
i;m going to rush tonight. lalala* it's going to close le so better go . next time no place chiong liao. LOL
then saturday mit buddy they all go rounding. ahhahahaha
shiok uh !
hmmm,, hao ba . i think i;m going to success in my DIET le. so happy !
no appetite recently.
eat very little.
waste alot of food. heart pain also.
but also bo bian de ma
ok la. i'm going out le.
meet grace and turtle then go work .

ok,, went to my family de sintua and help out ytd. tuabui jason was there also. LOL.
ok,, we talked about the turtle. LOL.
he said he went berserk that morning on the chalet. OH REALLY? he seems fine.
actually wanted to accompany him to the chalet de budden scared later they not happy. so i didn't went la
then i was curious why the junwei never msg me so i msged sab and asked him but he din replied so i just called him and checked it out. then i took junwei's number from him but he dun have ma.
but he still gave me kaopei boy's number and asked me take from kaopei boy.
i got it in the end. LOL.
we msged and all those sweet talks la as usual.
he called me in the night and we chatted for a few hours. OH GOD.
i do not have this kind of feeling for a very long time man.
but i know it's all sweet talks la.
ok,, the sintua was fun ok.
my mummy disturb this lady and we kept laughing and laughing. she cried then laugh then cried then laugh.
MY GOODNESS.
she danced u know. can u IMAGINE? GOD !



ok,, that's the picture of the lady



i'm bored so i took a pict too. i know i look shag ok. NOT ENUFF SLEEP LA.



ok,, i took one with my cousins too. we've all grown up ! LOL.

ok,, i was shocked that my cousin jio me for a puff ok. and i went la. lol.
who would be so stupid to reject cig man.
then i went home after that la.



her workpiece uh.


i dunno why i got this too. *laugh


partner bought chocolates to cheer me up but she bought for other girlfrens too ! (:



evidence of not going to school that day.


she's fooling around again !


open ur mouth big and MUNCH !


amy brought this sweet along and we ate ! ahhahahaha


come and snatch from us and we'l box u ok !


100% saddist. [i took at ah max car.]

i went to bugis street with kelly and ah max to buy the long sleeve that i was craving for. and kelly to alter her jeans. saw one jeans. $35. nice. wanna buy. LOL. after tat went to bedok. then came back hougang again. heng uh. i came that one. go home change and went out again.

ok,, we spent alot alot and alot of time waiting and discussing whether to fetch amy anot. in the end never. OMG. went over to sab's chalet. then amy sae she wanted to come in the end never also. OH GOD. then police screen us while we were waiting for amy. and then nothing happen la.
then went in to the chalet. talked with belle cause sky was there.
then went over to see jason play card. then there was this guy... jun wei. we asked whether anybody got any tissue and he passed to me in a ... hmmm. dunnno how to sae la.
lol. i know he's interested in me la. *shy shy* LOL.
and then... he talked to me lo.
we went red house toghether and he ask me hold his hand. -.- but i did la. dun reject ppl ma . no good.
then after red house,, went back to the chalet then kelly keep talking to the guy who took number from her but went back home le.
haiiyo. then the stupid jason dun let me stay in the room with them. stupid stupid. tell me stay outside listen to kelly talk with the guy. OH GOSH ~ lame rite.
then the foolish guy keep calling me DEAR. oh my. since when i became his dear. i din stop him la . then others started callin me honey, darling la. DISGUSTING.
ok,, then went back,, FIGHTS is a must huh? i think. problems occur again. and then... solve again. and then... cry here and there la. boys lehhs. oh god. in the end also ok la.
then got one guy eric came took number from me then i gave and then the jun wei keep calling the eric lol !
fun fun fun la !
ok,, then kelly sae she heard wad: "ni yao ni na qu" OMG. treat me as toys? shit lo.
ok,, then me and kelly take kp long's cab to the bus stop to take 89 to hougang then change again. so tired . slept in the bus.
dunno why keep wantitng to see his msg lehhs. go find for his profile in frenster. found it but din add. wait for him to add.
lol. crazy woman la.
but then also dunno he will take my number from his fren anot.
sigh* dun have jiu suan le lo.
maybe our fate until there only. LOL
lalala* FASTER MSG ME LA U PIG* i din went to school again today. tired cum lazy cum nth to do in school also. give myself break . clever uh?
but my mama got terms and conditions wan ok? need to help her sweep floor all ok. OH MY. write till here la. so naggy.
and.... GUANCHAI jio me back !
my goodness. confused confused ok !

okok,, so everyone's got theirs? drea got his boy,, albert. baby's got weijie. grace soon got kasson. and i'm left alone now. so ke lian rite. i understand how grace felt at tat time le la.
LOL. but i hope she will get to know how we felt last time.
now she's saying sorry to me for not meeting me cause she have to meet kas.
i guess next time if ppl do this to her,, she can't rant much le ba?
LOL . think she know that kind of feelings uh.
ok,, this means that they dun have much time for me now. OH GOD. that means i'm alone most of the time.
ok,, why not enjoy it? study and work. work work work.
i think i going back to work at pub le.
anyway,, the pay is high and ... i just enjoy night life can.
then i wouldn't think of who to meet who to meet.
i might even find my one there rite? although pub guy is not so good la
but we'll never know ok.
ok,, i'm waiting for rino's discharge now. FRIDAY. very fast de very fast de.
this kind of missing him is no good ok.
OH MY. feel like seeing him la but can't !
so sad. ok,, forget it. soon soon soon.
OMG . so sians la.
later going to bugis with kelly then see can find until amy anot then see wan go where ba.
luckily i still have kelly uh.
ok,, i think i gonna work pub soon. A.S.A.P . faster ask wanqi. think maybe this week start better.

A BUNCH OF BARBARIANS-

okok,, some uncivilised barbarians came and tag my board huh. oh,, is our lives really that interesting? come on,, leave those comments all for urselves can anot? my mother also never sae anything,, wad right have u got to sae me? oh my oh my,, they just... OMG. maybe they got NO LIFE? especially the dunno wad PEILING de lo. dunno anything want talk much lehhs. really lo. hate this kind of ppl la. eh,, come on. i like to talk to those ppl FACE to FACE de ok? anything just ask for my number and i'll jollywell give u and mit up at one place. at least we DARED ok. not like others. .. my god. oh,, such childish ppl do exist. so wad if we are ah lians? we only find and fight with ppl who steps onto our tails. MY-OH-MY. forget it. ppl who dunno us,, just let them think this way alright? they are just a bunch of barbarians la.
maybe a NC-16 show also can't watch ok. oh,, come talk to me when u grow up la.
get to know our situation first before u all start to talk and give comments. if not,, u'll just let others sae lo. stupid barbarians. brainless la.
oh my.. i wasted my time talking about those barbarians.

let's stop wasting any time on them ok.

today went to work and then to block nine to meet grace,, kasson and jia he all. ok,, was boring ok. they was there kicking soccer lo. MY GOD la.
then went to grace's ah ma house then went braddell take train home.
do u guys know the feeling of missing someone and yet u dun get to see him? oh,, it s**ks kays.
u'll feel sad when u see him but u'll miss him if u dun get to see him
wth. dunno la. dunno rino or turtle la. mixed up. if rino is a flirt,, i rather choose him than the turtle lo.
because i know if me and turtle got back together [which is impossible] , i would still live in doubt. dunno whether he truly loves me not [although he says *but no action*] . and we will end up quarreling and quarreling. so,, i'd rather me go and choose someone and get to know him better and forget all about turtle. just let me continue thinks that he dun love me ya?
hmmm,, he is a jerk la. AAAWWWW !

ok,, i must get to know rino more first ok. and then... wait for the right time. i dun like ppl who "get high" . so i must try to change him. and he doesn't like girls to fight. so i must changed too. if he doesn't change then forget it kays. he's not worth it. if such small things also can't do then nvm . i know he doesn't love me. but what's love anyway? like maybe?
and... to say again,, we're not AH LIANS OK !
we just sort out through fightings when ppl step onto our tails ! GET IT ! u BARBARIANS?!

SUNDAY*

ok,, my mum knows i fight liao. she cooked a hard-boil egg and help me rub. it's pain ok ! hmph. later going to drea house study. and this post is going to be full of words ok. read it or not,, up to u ! =p

SATURDAY*

ok,, went to cine to meet jamie, drea, grace and baby. then steph came after work. then went cuppage. then saw ervin. ahhahaha. *smile* then talk for one sentence only. lame rite. then he dunno go where with jie ying liao. then when we on the way to cine to find erviin,, saw xiaozhu at orchard shopping centre then talk then saw the group of ppl at cuppage de. went over then FIGHT ! OMG. kena kick by one of my ppl. stupid. foolish. police came. going to MIA from orchard this few weeks. and then, baby bluff me to her house and drink but never. hmph ! no green tea then she sleeps ! omg. left me alone so i went to grace's house around three plus. rich uh. LOL. then went home around five plus.

FRIDAY*

meet bernie and his fren qing yao if i'm not wrong then went to boon keng after collecting my IC. eat. then fever. then bernie go geylang buy cig. then i fell asleep at the playground. headache u know. then got a group of idiotic kids running around us. irritating la. then we went orchard. then i sat his R1 and ace took bernie's sp to cosybay. then to ms,, we exchanged. R1 is nice uh. the back seat so high. so shiok la. but very hot lo. somemore i wear boots. OMG. my whole leg like burning liao lo. then went to ms meet tianzun, chris and his fren. i'm with grace. kelly and amy dua us. hmph !

after ms,, we went to holland there i think . a haunted house lai de. then when we go in,, it's like forest lo. nth de lo. LOL. we went nearer and nearer and the mr. act cool kip saying the road change then tianzun keep laughing. then one thought came to my mind. are they bringing us to rape us?! LOL. and i look worried ok. and on the way out,, got one private number call me and grace ~ my goodness, scary uh ! i'm lazy to tell u the story of the mansion. next time tell u ok.
then went home after that. he drove grace home then me then to geylang collect tianzun's bike then to their house la obvious.

THURSDAY*

after kelly came to find me,, we went over to her house then meet shawn. went to drove grace and amy then to geylang buy cig with his evo8. shiok shiok uh. LOL. then after that went back to tpy . near defeng house downstair slack slack. cause near grace house also ma. then later she can straight go home. LOL.
then ah max dun wanna come fetch us. >.<> so,, we went over to the train there planning to take cab. so ,, we talked to this bunch of malays who's working at mac de. delivery. then he told us to turn ten rounds of hula-hoops he send us home and so i did. in the end never. bluff my feelings. then kelly's father came. save cab fare. wah.. i tell u uh,. his father is a reckless driver uh. his corner like... POWER la ! i nearly lost my life i tell u ! LOL. ok la. write till here. still got alot alot of pics la.
next time then upload now no time liao. enjoy reading uh !

today's school was a boring one. i simply sleep the whole day. i was SICK. excuses la.
but of course got do some work la.
let's get into kelly and fakhrin's conversation:
fakhrin : kelly's actually quite pretty but her small nose spoils everything.
kelly: stop making fun of my small nose.
imagine kelly having sex.
fakhrin: oh baby, where's ur nose ? can u breathe. [do actions finding for the nose]
kelly : i'm going crazy being ur classmate....!
it was damn funny ok. especially when u see their expression and the way they talk. OMG.

ok,, during physics lesson,, me,, kelly and vanessa talked about the turtle. sae sae sae. why we quarrel and stuffs.
they sae he's not worth it. everyone says so. they keep scolding him and i keep saying dun blame him . wad's the point? he dun even care. when his frens ask : kammy lehhs? he will just sae break liao . then they ask why he will just sae : DUN SAE LIAO LA. SAY LIAO JIU ANGRY. ATTITUDE ATTITUDE. " ya. he sae me until so bad so why must i still side him? he can jollywell ehf off my life kks.
that's the way man kammy. he hurts u too much; FORGET THAT JERK !
u can find a better one. u just need alot alot and alot of times.
but sad to sae. i really loves him.
they told me i dun love him but just used to him by my side. is it true? i'm not sure too.
but w/o him by my side, i would want him.
but together with him,, keep quarreling also no use. he's not happy with me.
though i'm happy that i'm with him,, but... haiis.
no point talking bout the past la. really.
i just wanna put everything behind me since he says he wanted a CLEAN BREAK. ok,, FINE THEN,, let's have a CLEAN BREAK.

it hurts. really hurts. those words he said. no more love and trust. those words he said. it's like sharp needle poking through my heart. i dun wanna let my girlfriends worried for me. but i'm real damn fucking sad. fine me for all i care. i dun have the mood to think of anything now.
he doesn't know wad i wan. all he thinks is i wan those bikes and car frens and i'm thinking of who's wooing me now. please la.
why u can sae me and i let u sae and why when i sae u u nid to flare up lehhs.
i'm so farking sick and tired la.
if that's what u wan then be it ok. u can give me attitude, i can't. u can dun tell me where u going but i must. wth. where got this logic. u nid not tell me every single time where u go then i must la? why can't u think of me? why can't u...
i'm tired. i'm sick and i'm here without ur love but with ur hate. hate me. please continue to hate me if u dun love me. i just wanna be in ur mind just like u are in my mind. i dun care whether is u hate me or love me. this is so UNBEARABLE.
i hate it. everybody has been consoling me. thanks. but when someone's feeling down, they won't think much de lorr. i called kelly and she rushed over immediately. i wanted to thanks her. but i really dunno wad to do. everything is all messed up again. i asked myself. will he feel better if i'm dead? so that i can stop pestering him.
i feel so useless. i've been saying sorry to him umpteen of times. he just won't listen.
maybe he's angry? i dun blame him seriously.
I JUST BLAME MYSELF
time cures everything isn't it. i seriously need alot of time.
but how long will it be? few days? months or years? i really couldn't take it anymore. i've did my best to remain this r/ship. i've really did my best. and i really did. I REALLY DID OK ! just that sometimes i really can't control my attitude. but can u blame me? so many things keep happening? u know how much fear i have that u'll leave me? it's not that i dun trust u. but she simply treats u better. what am i?
i am nth to u now. but u still mean alot to me.
OMG. it hurts. it really hurts and the pain is killing me.
can somebody please kill me? now and immediately. i feel i'm such a burden to everyone.
all i know is cry and cry and cry. but u think i like to cry? it's so sad lorr.
ever since after we patch,, it's always him who sae break and i am the one begging for patch. is that fair? i really dun wanna love him.
please. lord,, if u hear me,, let me find someone new and replace him can.
i really dun wanna love him. it hurts !
and furthermore,, he loves me no more.
i... dunno wad to sae more. so blank so empty. i can't stay at home. but i wanna be alone.

ok,, i'm currently at grace girlfriend house.

before that,, we were slacking at her house downstair playground
our conversations is funny but we forgotten them
ok,, i called ah dear. he didn't pick up. wanted to see his cute lil face.
but i guess he was just angry with me anyway.
ok,, i'm happy with my frenster and blog la
damn nice can !
ok. stop hao lian-ing.

AH DEAR UH,, hope u are not angry with me liao. real sorry la. qi siao liao then come find me kays. loves u deep deep .
dun forget,, i'm a SIAO CHAR BO !
u never know what i'm gonna do next. ahhahahahah
joking la. waiting for u kays. ! UMMUACKKS~
nevertheless,, i'm happy that i met my girls !
they rocks my world and they lights up my world when it is most dark and bring me out to the lights again !
I TRULY LOVES MY GIRLFRIENDS !
`ACE, baby, drea, jamie, steph, wanqi !

ok,, i quarreled with ah dear. a BIG ONE. dunno now we is break or not. hope not ba. haiis. SIGH~
went to kelly house. started quarreling . then went to braddell intending to meet grace then saw lu at mrt.
he meeting him. then he came.
i went to hug him and apologised. he dun wanna listen. maybe i'm just too much. i dun blame him but i blame myself.
then i sat there and cried. i din noe many ppl was looking ok. even the staffs came and asked me whether if i'm ok.
i just wanted to sit there alone. until grace told me and said she reached. so i dun wanna let her worry. i went to find him. turtle's a heartless one ok !
he said he hated me and he can't stand me. what the hell . it broke my heart. into pieces again. why? why make me cry again? i thought everything would be fine... i thought it would be better.
but anymore. no point saying much.

i cried while meeting grace. after crying out,, i felt much better. why should i cry? shit ! shouldn't the guy who love me dun let me cry and protect me instead?! is it that we would cry for the one we loves? means i love andy too? GOD. dun wanna know la.
anyway,, i feel much better after having a few sticks. i left one fifty why me only u know? OMG. and i can survive. not bad uh.
we buy from an uncle three sticks but he gave us two instead and free of charge. and another gave us three and free of charge ! laugh.
then went to mac toilet. we bought a one dollar coke and a ice cream cone. i need to eat when i'm sad or angry ok. chocolate or ice cream will save the day !
then went back. and bernie came. much much better after he came. u know wad he gave me ? ANG HUN and i think of him again. laugh la. i LOVE him and i MISS him but he HATES me. forget it. i just have to leave him alone maybe? i;m not worth his love .

then bernie said he wanted to go serangoon find his fren so we went off. grace went off. he sent me home.
great. i sat on his bike. and i told him to ride as crazily as he want and he did. FUN ! FEEL EVEN BETTER AFTER THAT !
then smoke a stick,, talk crap and eat chocolate again before he went off.
and nah~ PHOTOS.


i tried taking myself with the bike but i failed. laugh. and my see my "penis" face? after crying. shag.


and bernie took it for me. lalalala


i was just playing with my brother's helmet la.


fooling around again.


and again


oh,, not forgetting this. this was pasir ris toilet when we went to kunlin's chalet. we were shocked when we first stepped into it. we saw many guys standing there and we thought we went to the gents and we lol.


the scenery was nice isn't it. too bad he wasn't there. but kasson was there and i'm happy for some reason. dun tell u. we girlfriends noe jiu hao. =p


this is amy's sister children. cute right. but bring him out is very troublesome ok !


i was just bored in class la


all wet ! that was the day when i walked home after school and it was raining !


see what shannon did for steph? so sweet rite. i hope mine will do this for me on my bdae too.


i was just bored and fooling around.


fooling around again !


i was trying to capture my lashes and partner disturb again ! grrr.


i miss pei pei la. he's another one who won't hurt me. hope he's booking out soon ! gonna meet him soon !


lastly,, my heart broke to pieces just like this glass bottle. haiis.

i still wants to watch movie with him this friday and i wants to buy couple tee together with him. will i be able to do it with him? i miss him so. but he says he HATES me. HE HATES ME. he wants me to leave him alone. he wants me to go and die. he says he can't stand me. wth. u know how hurtful he is. he says i'm a siao charbo. he never knows he never knows.

anyway,, thanks for everyone's concern at msn kays. i should be fine ! it happens to me not once but alot of times le ! blame myself maybe. i'm not that good compared to her. but i'll try. everyone !
it includes :
`ACE
`BABY
`STEPH
`SHAWN LIU
`lotsa !

thanks especially to shawn liu. wad i told u in msn is all true ! not making u happy . thanks and sorry. =x

ok,, ah dear ddn't went to school ytd. then he came my house. he played dota. then after that i use com. then he played again. turn by turn uh. then i went to sleep. then he came and wake me up. before going,, played with my brother's helmet and took picture of it. and then took picture with ahdear. i will upload those pictures once i've got the time ok. it's on my phone rotting liao. laugh.starting from kunlin's chalet then to steph's bdae card from shannon and lotsa !

ok,, i'm current;y at kelly's house waiting for that turtle's msg for me to go and find him. no wonder call turtle uh. so slow. i've been waiting for dunno how long liao can.

went to yuru's blog and found out that ppl used my name to tag uh. OMG. childish la. whoever it is,, if u wanna spoil my relationship with TURTLE,, let him thinks that i'm a BAD GIRL,, let him not to love me anymore,, could u please ask ur best fren to message him or me to ask where am i first?!

OMG. whatever it is,, things are weird la. how does that kammy knows that yuru is online uh? tag liao stay at her blog for more than fifteen mins just to wait for her reply. doesn't it seems weird. anyway,, this is just my interpretation la.

wadever it is,, it doesn't bother me ok. i love him and i know he loves me that's enough.


grace just love getting her hand into our picture. see how loving we is w/o her hand. lol.


finally dun have her hand. because she wasn't there ! =p love ah dear lotsa !

we went to a chalet. and while i was asleep, he sneak out. and when i woke up,, i couldn't find him anywhere. i was so scared. panicked; and i called him. he told me he was outside with terrence. and dunno why i asked him where he was he said he was at tpy. and then with who and he said he was with nana. dunno why also. and he says he coming back. and then i questioned him and we quarrelled and quarrel. the feeling sucks. i dun like it. why meet other girls? saw his fone. he saved her name as NANA*/NANA1 for her house fone. since when did they become so close. i cried and cried....
that was actually the content of my dream la. * laugh .
lame la lame la.
dunno why dream of nana also. so stupid.



currently ah dear is at my house now. he's getting sians ba. watching vcd while i was using my com la. went to see her blog. she like so sad la. dunno wad i thinking also. aiya aiya tsktsktsk. why must i pity for her? she also not my who. but she really very ke lian lehhs. aiyo,, see affect my mood again. shit la.

went to find grace,, baby,, wanqi and jamie ytd at tpy enter after work. they enjoy eating the "baluku" that the goreng pisang uncle give uh.
LOL.
hmmm,, ok la. write till here ba.
iLOVEmyGIRLFRIENDSdeepdeep.

ok,, i'm getting lazy to blog so i gonna cut short everything.

that day din get to go sentosa to celebrate steph's bdae. but we still met them later in the night at cine.
gosh. such a problematic day uh.
dun care la spoil my mood. then went over to starbucks and then back to cine again.
after that,, we all go our separate ways.
some went momo,, some went home. baby went to meet his bf and i went to meet mine.
haiis. first time we go separate ways,, so different that kind of feelings. after meet ah dear,, saw baobeii anna and ah bee they all there.
eat one bowl of porridge and then went to cuppage. played a game of dota. OMG. so long din tounch le. a little rusty lo. LOL.
ok,, after that, kelly and amy came and then we went to play fart bomb and then take cab send lewis's girl back to tamp and then to serangoon and then to my house.
wow. it costs twenty plus ok. but the rich lewis pass me twenty. so i paid eighty cents only. LMAO.
ok. went to ah dear house ytd. he's sleeping ok. stupid pig. then i wake him up and then we went to eat and then do my homework and watch tv then went home le.
MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS LOTSA !

ok,, went to kunlin's chalet ytd. wasn't as fun as i expected. andrew was there. eeeew . >.<

then kasson , jiahe and marcus came. shocked huh !

we went to the beach and then to cuppage find my ah dear but no cab wanted to fetch five person.
then the taxi uncle was very nice. he sae separate two cab. then fifteen bucks each.

power uh ! then reach cuppage stomach pain ! went toilet shit. wow~ relieved uh. LOL. then cuppage closed le went fat mama.

kasson and jiahe was eating.

then with defeng and all and kasson they all just so weird . cannot click.

in the end.... sigh~ me and him nearly quarrel la.

i know he gave in alot.
i love him alot.
sigh~ but my girlfriends are equally as important to me as he is.
anyway,, we've sort it out later . i took cab from cine to find him then went his house.
thought the sentosa was canceled so i went to lie down...
how i know.. i fell into a coma and never wake up.
so sorry.
i gonna prepare now to meet them up.
later got things lorr.
sigh~ MY GIRLS,, I'M COMING ! MUACKKS!

ok,, luckily... i went to meet him ytd ya? hmmm,, and we patched ! everything went smoothly. i still feel his love and i know i love him. MUACKKS~

ok,, about today,, later maybe going to bugis village meet kelly .. she wants to buy a top then to meet my ah dear. then to kunling's chalet. OMG. we now patch le jiu meet so little while. xin hao tong. but maybe this better ba,.
let's changed a little bit. let's spend more time with our frens. but DUN U FORGET ME kks.
i'm still ur dear and u're still MINE. u're always in my mind. no matter wad i do,, where i go.
hmmm,, kks la. write till here.

today's school was so boring can ! kelly slept the whole day after recess. me better la. at least i still do some worksheet some questions first then sleep . ahhahahha. sleep until leg and hand numb lorr. then sooo hot la !

on the way home,, kelly keeps complaining her teeth is pain and due to somethings,, we kept laughing la. KARMA huh. LOL. that's our secret anyway.

and then some sweeping floors de malays asked whether we want umbrella anot as it was drizzling and we rejected then i told kelly "sweep floor de wan talk to us. CHEY !" OMG. sounds bad uh. then we were laughing again. KARMA later again. laugh*

then when we reached kelly's bus stop,, it started to rain heavily. DAMN IT ! caused me to go home with whole body all wet. GOSH~ actually,, i've took some picture,, but due to some problems,, i couldn't upload it. sians.

and then when i reached home. sth shocking happen to me.

i was online and defeng was online too. but i dare not chat with him la.

and then... TADAH~ he came and chat with me. LOL . he asked me one question then suddenly offline. sigh~ then... he messaged me and asked me want mit not. OMG so shocked.

so scared now. dunno later wad to sae when meet him and dunno wad to do,, how to react. haiis.

and grace is definitely angry with me again. haiis. so sorry. but please come along if u wish to. we would feel so awkward.

haiis. sometimes i feel very reluctant to mit him. but i WISH TO SEE HIM. why everytime when he says he want mit me also can. i can push away everything just to mit him. but everytime when i wanted to mit him,, he always says he's busy. HAIS. let this be the last time kays.

ok,, shortest post ever. I MISS HIM and i wish to see him but i'm afraid to see him. SIGH ~

ok ,, today was quite an eventful day. met quite alot of ppl too.

bernie and i went to tpy and find grace. it was sooo dangerous. the floor was WET and although bernie said his turning was slow,, i'm still very scared.... LAUGH ~

then... when we reached enter,, we went long john and eat then later,, bernie stmoach pain so,, me and grace took the helmet and walk walk . then got one uncle sae wa,, girl ride bike uh all nonsense la. and grace shoot him back. lazy to type in detail.



FUTURE BIKERS eh... siao siao hors.



ok,, so i spent alot today. i went tpy and bought the hair dye. powdered de. causes me five bucks and then went to buy eyebrow pencil. the stupid Amy kope my eyebrow pencil. hai me no more. although the eyebrow pencil was cheap la. but very style ok. two-in-one hors. siao siao. brown one side black one side de lehs. ahhahaha.

then went to work and bernie sent grace home and went to meet his frens ba. i reached my work place so early today and uncle was happy ba. so today we finish early at around seven to seven plus then went to braddell to meet grace and then took train to bishan to meet DOCTOR.BOON. LOL. then went charles and keith to buy slipper. OMG. discount $2 ++ only lorr. but better than nth la hors.



chio hors. i know la and grace is the photographer.

and then went to a block to slack. and DOCTOR.BOON seems so depressed over his O level. and grace is like nth lidat. OMG. can see la. then DR.BOON suggested take cab home. everybody is spoiling me and grace OMG. so he sent me home first then to grace house and he headed to tpy k box to accompany his lonely fren. can u imagine going to k box alone and sing ! wo de tian~

i think grace and me are getting lazy to get public transport. everybody seems to be spoiling us uh. OMG. kill us instead man !


i love puay's mom. i hope she's mine. ahhahahahaha. CRAZY LA !


ok,, then when i went home,, i called danny about the cheque thingy. then he came my house here and meet me and i passed him the cheque and he accompanied me to eat. then went to a void deck to smoke and i saw RAIN RAIN ! ahhahahah. so we talked awhile and i went home le.


today while i was walking over from tpy to braddell,, i saw SHAWN LIU's car. OMG. i confirmed is his because it came out from his house block and the car plate was red. and when i was going to smoke with danny,, i saw a similar car at my house downstair, oh what the hell is wrong with me. some more the car plate is red also ok ! scared the hell out of my life la.

that's all la. i'm getting lo so. bye bye

HE INSISTED IT. OMG. so shag. =x

hmmm,, had my o level prelims just now. and today i went to school simply IS WASTE OF TIME OK !

i went to school and they had a sudden spot check. so they caught my tinted hair and then.. TADAH~ have to waste money again. oh gosh !

so ... waited for my DM. he was so damn busy man. couldn't even spare a single minute on us. wasted so much time la.

then in the end he told us to call family come fetch us home to dye black but i was having my o level prelims so heng la ~

ok... the prelim paper was difficult so... i think I GONNA flung/flunk the paper. ahhahaha. dunno how to spell la. u all know jiu hao le.

then bernie came and fetch me after school. OMG ! saw the ugly side of me wearing school u. and now he's beside me watching me type and correcting my errors ! AAAARRRGGGHHHH !

ok,, so we gonna go to tpy and find grace later and then to central to buy my slippers and then HAIR DYE ! waste of money. OMG ! that's all. bye bye. kinda rush of time . lalalala*

ok,, so i met up with shawn. and we are off to study . and grace came too. actually she intended to take her ear sticks and return me my earrings then go home le. but she later found out that she's haveing her prelim tml. so... she still accompanied us to stduy afterall.


i did the dumbest thing. i went to study w/o my pencil case... wad the....


SIGH~ shawn asked me alot of weird weird questions and it left me thinks alot. if he leaves me one day,, wad would i do? i would feel sad of course and ... SIGH~ how to sae. but just hope he wouldn't la. it's hard to sae ok. haiis. and it was like. hmmm,, we only known each other for a few days and ... haiiyo. dunno how to sae. i know my mind still have defeng. and ... i just wan us to get to know each other better and then see how ma. let fate decide. SIGH ~


i suddenly got so many things to think. so many things to do and found out that i have so little time. hmmm... so i gonna think wad i'm going to do. and... sleep ! to rest for tml's o level prelim paper !


btw. just now got one crazy fellow on the radio so loud at my house downstair with his lao ya bike. think for another girl ba. OMG .. it was so crazy and so touching lorr. LOL. haiis. but i guess i won't get such treatment. better pray that i won't lo. LOL. but still so romantic lehhs.


but i know i'm not going to wait for puay defeng anymore. it wouldn't get me to anywhere. i wanna carry on with my own life. and live happily ever after. ahhahahahaha. sounds quite lame uh.

ok,, it's been a hell long time ever since i've blogged and i'm gonna use picture to sae it all .

TODAY*

i'm going to study with shawn and grace is homing today. so.... just me and him. ahhhahaha. think we going to tpy ba. maybe grace's house downstair and hopefully she can come down. awhile also good la.

SATURDAY*

OMG... such a busy busy day. hmmm,, woke up from grace's house and then called shawn but he was sleeping so we went back ourselves and then to my house change and then to serangoon garden for interview. dunno wad lounge de. but is a decent one. for family members de. it's a country club la. and then... we saw SHAWN . shocked man. thought wad he's doing there. then he told me actually he wanted to send us to anywhere we wants to go. but he needs to go and but bbq foods liao so he went off first. ok,, the interview was successful and we left a very good impression. so.. i think WE MADE IT ! and then we head off to baby's house for the bbq. we didn't eat much knowing that we still need to go shawn's bbq after that.
we're getting bored in baby's house. and the environment is soooo noisy with so many children running here and there. quarreling. so we decided to go down to the playground and then baby's bf arrived. so we slacked at the playground.

then shawn arrived and he drove drea home and then went to fetch slowpoke kelly and Amy. and then off we go to shawn's bbq ! it was at yishun damp.

the scenery of there. nice but too dark la.

and then... i INSIST shawn to drive me go rounding. at first... he didn't want. and then in the end. HE STILL DID ! yes. so happy la. but that was because amy wants to go rounding also can. ahhhaha. anyway,, a BIG THANKEW to shawn huh. so FUN ! and then we slacked and waited for GRACE's SHAWN arrival. so ... we played with amy's hat.

and then after shawn cheng's arrive,, we decided to go OCH but he sae not very good to drive there. so we decided go eat. then actually i tend to go esplanade eat. but i told him expo and he driev till so far le then i tell him salah salah. it was esplanade. then we all laugh la ! stupid ! DUMB ! but in the end we went to newton and eat. the most funniest things was... we no money still wanna act rich tai tai. eat sting ray. in the end no money pay. luckily shawn cheng was there and he paid. hey hey,, i got money de ok. but i left my wallet with shawn liu. ahhhaha. so many shawn uh. so contradicting.

FRIDAY*

this day uh. nothing much ba. morning wake up use com then chat with df. then went to meet him for breakfast and he CAUSED ME to be LATE FOR WORK ! ahhahha. KILL HIM ! but anyway,, uncle didnt sae much . heng la. then after work meet grace . then waited for shawn. he drove me back and then to hougang plaza to take our cheque from danny and then to eat. after eating,, shawn liu's fren came and we slacked a little while and then off to grace's house. i swore i dun have the mood to study. but i told my mum that i would study so i did a few sums.

THURSDAY*

actually i forgot what i did this day le. so paiseh uh. ahhhahahaha.

WEDNESDAY*

JAMIE BDAY! yep ! ahhahahah. alot of fun la deh. lalalala.

start of the bbq!

wish he was there to cook for me again uh. SCRAMBLE EGG !

see how much food we wasted?! OMG !

oh,, how loving the crabs are. *laugh*

and... we played with fire !

super girlfriends !

and the war started ! stph,, u're next !

ok la. i think that's all la. my head can't think more and i'm really very very lazy to update. i forced myself to ok ! that's all. bye bye. off to study.