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haiis . BIG QUARREL !! haiis . should have gone back home. but ii really wanna be alone . not ii want gek them or what and fer what ii wanna gek them . haiis . dun sae so much . no point saying so much .

maybe what jason sae is right . ii should go and think about it . what have caused us to quarrel and what have cause us to break up . and try to change a part of it . and ii should be the one changing fer him and not waiting fer him to change then should ii change . haiis . why lidat . why things turn out to be lidat ? shouldn't have gone to cuappgae in the first place . should have gone home with grace in the first place . or rather go home with baby in the first place . baby and ah boy have made it up and i'm happy fer them .

haiis . thinking much won't help me solve my problems or the problems between us . so just give me some tym to prove him that ii've change . not to care so much about his gangsterism and who he cares about . maybe this would help to change my attitude towards him ? hope so .

ARGHHHHHHH !!! so sad . what to do . he won't be back . he told me he dun wanna be soft hearted anymore . so now how ? should ii change or should ii not . haiis . no sad no sad . no point being sad . KAMMY !!!!!!!! BE STRONG . euu ken do it . this is not the first tym he's leaving euu .

face the reality . OMG . say one thing yet thinks of another thing . haiis . find work find work . forget everything . anybody got any job to intro . ii wanna WORK WORK WORK WORK . should ii go back to fernando and work ? haiis ........ pek chek pek chek . what do ii wan ? what does he want ? i'm not sure . maybe ii dun understand him enough . what he sae was right . we belong to two different world . ii should let him go . since he's happier this way . let it be . let him go . what's urs would be urs . no point forcing. let nature take its course . let fate decide how euu should go .

ii wanna be alone fer the tym being . so sis dun think would be meeting euu all this few weeks . but if ii think there's a need . i'll give eu all a call alright ? dun worry ya. i'm big enough to think . anyway ,, i LOVE euu sisters . thanks fer being there to console me . it's much better . really ...