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haiis . so many things happen at jason chalet . hais . tsk tsk . this is the butterfly and rose ring that ii've bought . but unfortunately ,, the butterfly ring lost again because it's just too loose ! DAMN !

ok .. so went to far east to buy my ring with aaron then went to lido de KFC to pei aaron to eat and went to find KFC boy to ask how much he's paying for jason bdae then went cine buy lorr .

so when we reach cine ,, ii called yong kwang . cause he wanted to see me ? hmmm , then meet him awhile lorr . then sae heidi . then talk awhile then saw xiao long all lorr . so talk awhile with him also . then aaron wanted to go cuppage . so just go lorr .

then at cuppage sae xiao long again ! so QIAO uh . then use com awhile jason called liao so we went lorr .

hmmm ,, was a long trip . never felt so tired before .
then when reach there ,, so SWAY ! df they all behind us . but we din talk . LOLL .

then saw yuru they all then was shock la . then they got daiji . so we go over . then messy la . so went over to take a look .so we went over . but i was looking at shuai ge instead . BAD BAD ! then after we went back ,, got one dui hong sit with alex then quite handsome also . so ii faster went over to sit . but he went back his chalet afterward . SAD !

then somebody message me about the thing he asked me ! AAARRRGGGHhh ! so fan ! dunno how to sae ,, dunno how to describe . ya ,, ii admit ,, ii do feel happy when he message me ,, those sweet talks and stuff . but ii still feels he is not the one ii wan . and many la . but ii dunno how to tell him ? AAARRRGGHHH !

so ii told baby ii wanted to go to the beach . but nobody listens ! ASK ME TO GO ALONE INSTEAD ! FINE ~ ii go alone . then baby and aaron and baby stead comes find me . haiis . the one that ii've always wanted him to come ,, din come . but nvm . ii understand . his frens were there and it was her bdae . and somemore . we dun have any common topics anymore .

haisi . went back to the chalet. had a little drinks . so was tipsy . but they din know . went back ,, went to the chalet de corridor ,sit awhile ,, talk to kaopei long then went inside as ii couldn't take it anymore ,, and BOOM ! lie sraight on the floor . but they ask me go to the bed so ii just went .

then they keep asking me alot of things but ii was having a headache and was simply too noisy . so ii couldn't take it . so ii just show my att . so sorry bout it .

then ii remember ii went up to the bed to sleep with baby then dunno what ii sae to her then she angry then got off then dunno what happen ii went to sleep with kaopei long la . haiis .

just wanna tell him it's not ii wanted to use kaopei long and gek him . ii really din know wad ii was doing alright ? haiis . forget it . he won't care la . haiis . he just keep thinking ii was pushing all the blame to him . which ii din ? ! haiis . he dun understand how ii feel . ii really wanna see him .. ii wanna talk to him as a fren . but he told me he walk his way ii walk his way ! AAARRRGGGHHH ~ why is this happening to me ? nvm ,, think i'm NUMB by all his doings le . go on and WU HUI me for all ii care . i'm tired of trying to explain when euu dun even wanna hear . IT DOESN"T MATTER ANYMORE . no point holding on to something which is impossible .

"zai ta de yan jing li mian wo gen ben kan bu dao wo de chun zai"

"nan dao wo zhe zong ren jiu bu zhi de zhen xi ma ?"

"wo yi jing mei you zi xing zai zuo ta ai de nu ren le"

"wo lei de chuan bu guo qi"

"nan dao ta jiu shi wo huo xia qu de yuan ying ma ?"

"ta hui zhi dao , hui zai hu ma ?"

"you hao duo hao duo hua xiang dui ta shuo"

"wo xiang yi qie dou bu zong yao le ba"

"shui hui zai rang wo xin tiao jia shu"

"wo hao qi dai ..."