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TODAY TODAY ! LOLL . so happy to see HIM ~

hmmm ,, today didn't went to school . just dun have the mood to go la . then meet kelly .

then mother calls !!! tadah ! she knows about it . LOLL . then geng la . sae late le dun feel like going . LOLL . later dc then very late go shu qing house . ahhas . then she no reply liao .

then we were at potong pasir mac slacking and ii was feeling paranoid ,, suddenly saw Lulu and PUAY DEFENG ! haas . was happy of course . but ii didn't show it la . act like ii dun care . but ii CARE ok .

they was talking about his hand . and my heart ache . haiis . but ii dunno what to say ? i'm no one to him . no reason why ii should show him care although ii care ? haiis . the feeling just s***. sorry. no vulgar . haas .

defeng went to school dunno apologise what . so left me ,, kelly and lulu at the void deck talk . then talk about him lorr . haiis . lulu sae is my fault . he cares for me so much and yet ii dun appreciate . keep giving attitude . keep not understanding him . haiis . but ii also dun like giving him attitude . just wanna him to show me some concern . ii know that sometimes he need some concern ii also never did la . so ii think and think and think and ii do drop some tears . haiis . ii really dun wanna cry !!! KILL ME PLEASE ! haiis . no point saying much ii think ? haiis . MISS HIM la !!

later going jolin de qian chang hui at marina square . with some school frens . they is first tym jio me out lorr . sh SHOCK la ! they guai guai de lehhs . then sometimes cannot click la . but since i'm already changing ,, so i'll adapt ! adapt to guai guai de life ! hehheh .

friday dunno want meet who . hmmm ,, want meet him and lulu but they sae they got daiji . nvm . hmmm ,, duno want meet kelly anot lehhs . but kelly gotta go daiji with her tao eh . then it's like out of point la . i dunno them then some more is their clothes de thing . then somemore ii dun like gangsterism . then she would be with her gangsterism thing . haiis . but if ii really find no one then of course is go la . correct ma . LOLL . ya wad ,, no ppl meet . dun wanna stay at home ! later mama nag nag nag ii die . baby and boy going marina square tian mimi . dun wanna disturb them . so envious of them. nvm . i'm sure i can find mine one day ! wish me happiness ok ! II MISS MY SPECIAL HIM .

HE WOULD NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH HE MEANT TO ME ~ HAIIS .